Leng Yan remained silent after hearing Leng Feng's words.
"If you want to laugh at me, just laugh." Leng Feng laughed at himself, "I became a deserter again."
"It's nothing funny," Leng Yan said with a cold expression, "Everyone has his own choice, and he has to pay for his choice. If you laugh at me, I should also laugh at myself. If I hadn't been blind, we wouldn't be where we are today. .”
"Xiao Yan, you don't have to blame yourself so much. Daodao told me that you were responsible for the breakdown of your relationship, and she was also responsible. She didn't blame you." Leng Feng patted Leng Yan on the shoulder and tried to persuade him again. "Give up and let yourself go."
"Brother, there's no need to say any more. This is the only thing I can do for her now. I won't give up." Leng Yan was still determined.
"Okay, then big brother, I wish you everything you want as soon as possible!" Leng Feng tugged at the corners of his lips and stepped forward to hug Leng Yan.
Leng Yan whispered, "Everything goes well!"
Later, Leng Yan heard that Jin Suosuo had also left. It seemed that Lin Yu's disappearance had really turned the city into a sad place for many people.
But he refused to give up and stayed on the boat all day long. He firmly believed that the golden city made the metal and stone open, and one day, God would return Linyu to him.
…
A year later, in the cemetery, Leng Yan came to Lin Yu's grave for the first time with Xiao Yu An'an in his arms.
Lin Yu's tomb is right next to Huang Zhen. The photo on the tombstone is in color, and the woman's face is filled with a youthful smile, as if it is still as fresh as ever.
Leng Yan placed the flowers he brought in front of the tomb, "Daodao, I brought An An to see you."
He introduced to the little one in his arms, "Did you see that the beautiful woman in the photo is your mother?"
"Ah, ah." The little guy called out twice, as if in response to the cold banquet.
Leng Yan twitched his lips, "Daodao, your son is really too partial. Normally, grandma coaxes him for a long time, but he doesn't say a word, but now, just seeing his mother's photo, he is so happy, you Are you really willing to let go of him?"
He paused and then continued, "You have been missing for a year. One year, three hundred and sixty-five days, fourteen hours. Where are you hiding?"
"I don't believe you are dead, really, I will never believe it. I guess you must be hiding somewhere to watch my jokes. If you think the punishment is enough, come out and see me."
Speaking of this, Leng Yan's voice couldn't help but choked up.
These days, he has lost a lot of weight and gotten darker. He looks like a warrior in the dark night, more taciturn and intimidating.
"The rescue team was officially disbanded today." He spoke again, "I will not go to sea again. I moved my office back home, not to my old house, but to our common home. From now on, I will always be at home, While waiting for you to come back, I’ll take good care of An’an.”
"Right!" He suddenly remembered something, took out a jewelry box from his pocket, opened the box, and found a ring inside.
He pointed the ring at the photo, "Remember? Is the half-finished product you designed beautiful? Anyway, I like it very much. When we are reunited, I will use this to propose to you again, okay? But you must not agree to me easily. Just torture me a little bit."
Leng Yan stood upright, there was no sound in the whole cemetery, only the occasional sound of wind, as if he was saying hello to every lonely person.
"Okay, I'll take An An back first." He stood there for about half an hour and finally decided to leave.
"An'an, say goodbye to mom and say we'll go home and wait for her."
"Ahhhhh." The little guy shouted three times in coordination.
"So good." Leng Yan kissed the little guy's cheek gently, then hugged him and left.
After returning home, I found Chen Bingbing coming.
"An'an, grandma's little baby," she saw them coming back and quickly stepped forward to pick up little Yu'an, "Does An'an miss grandma?"
Xiao Yu'an opened her big eyes and looked at Chen Bingbing quietly.
"Oh, this kid is good at everything, but he is too quiet." Chen Bingbing shook her head. She always remembered that when Lin Yu came with Ning Ning in his arms, An Anke was happy, but later... she couldn't bear to think about it.
"Okay, it's time for him to take a nap." Leng Yan handed the child to the confinement nanny.
Chen Bingbing looked at him and cautiously asked, "You... went to the cemetery today?"
Leng Yan raised his eyes and looked over, his eyes a little scary.
"Don't get me wrong, I didn't send anyone to follow you."
Now Leng Yan is actually more like the head of the Leng family. With only one look in his eyes, Chen Bingbing, the mother, is a little unable to resist.
She sighed again, "My guess is that when you come back, you will be the first to see her."
Leng Yan remained silent and didn't speak.
"Since you went to see her, it means you have accepted... that she is no longer here," Chen Bingbing glanced at Leng Yan again, "An An is still young, and his current situation... he needs someone to take care of him."
"Two months of sister-in-law, plus me, can take good care of him." Leng Yan said calmly.
"You kid, you know that's not what I mean," Chen Bingbing gritted her teeth, "An An needs a mother, Xiaoyan, you should not think about yourself, but you should also think about the child. Now find someone to take care of him, like a mother... …”
"An'an has a mother!" Leng Yan's face didn't look good.
Chen Bingbing was a little angry, "He has a mother. Where is her mother? Xiao Yan, tell me that you don't want to accept Daodao's death. Then tell me, where is she? When An An needs her mother, she needs a hug. Will she show up when the time comes?"
Leng Yan couldn't stand listening anymore and stood up to see the guests off, "If you have nothing else to do, just go back first. An An and I will live a good life on our own, so you don't have to worry about it."
"You!" Chen Bingbing was so angry that she couldn't speak. "I am doing this for your own good! For An An's good! Why did you just..."
"If you still want to stay here, then I'll go upstairs first. I just want to take a rest." Leng Yan turned around and walked upstairs.
Chen Bingbing shook her head, finally sighed, and left in frustration.
Leng Yan went to the baby's room. Little Yu'an was not asleep yet. He asked his confinement sister-in-law to go out and lay down next to the little one.
"An'an, do you think what dad said is right? Is mom definitely going to come back?"
Xiao Yu'an blinked and waved his hands twice.
Leng Yan gently held the little guy's little fist, smiled and said, "Dad knows that An An will support dad and will definitely believe that mom will come back."
He patted little Yu'an's body gently to coax the little guy to sleep, while he prayed in his heart over and over again, "Lin Yu, come back quickly! My son needs you, I..."
"I need you more!"
After Xiao Yu'an fell asleep, he gently buried his face in An An's body, and for the first time in a year, he allowed himself to cry freely.
"Daodao, please come back quickly, I miss you so much, I really miss you!"
