"Don't worry," Lin Yu helped Jin Suosuo sit on the sofa, "How do you feel now?"
Jin Suosuo shook his head, "I can't explain clearly, I feel like my brain is confused..."
She grabbed Lin Yu's hand, "What should I do? If I'm really pregnant... Daodao, I'm a little scared."
"Don't be anxious, don't be anxious yet." Lin Yu understood Jin Suosuo's mood.
Jin Suosuo had already made up his mind to end things with Leng Tingshen. If he found out he was pregnant now, it would be really difficult to make a choice.
She took out her mobile phone and said, "I'll buy you two pregnancy test sticks and take a test first."
"Okay." Jin Suosuo breathed a long sigh of relief and sat there helplessly.
Lin Yu finished shopping on his mobile phone and asked her again, "Would you like something to eat? You haven't eaten all day, right?"
"No!" As soon as Jin Suosuo heard the word rice, his stomach immediately felt like he got up and ran to the bathroom.
She locked the door again and vomited inside again, feeling completely exhausted.
"Susuo?" Lin Yu called her worriedly from outside, "How are you?"
"I'm fine. Daodao, please leave me alone. You can go get something to eat. I'll stay here by myself for a while." Jin Suosuo's eyes turned red unknowingly, and he felt an indescribable grievance welling up in his heart.
She couldn't figure out why she had to go through this. How long would Leng Tingshen's harm last?
Lin Yu thought for a while before agreeing, "Okay, I'll make you a cup of light salt water, and you can come out and drink it later."
At this time, she was already very hungry. After all, she had two babies in her belly. She could starve herself, but she couldn't ignore them.
She took a few simple bites and then heard the golden lock coming out.
At this time, there was a knock on the door outside, obviously the pregnancy test kit was delivered.
"Daodao, you keep eating, I'll open the door." Jin Suosuo drank the salt water in one gulp and went to open the door. Sure enough, the errand boy arrived.
"Miss, your order." The little brother handed the bag to Jin Suosuo, turned around and left in a hurry.
Jin Suosuo returned to the house, took out the pregnancy test stick, and sat in the living room again, feeling very resistant in his heart.
Lin Yu came back after dinner and saw her sitting there with a pregnancy test stick, so he stepped forward and said softly, "Go and take a test, otherwise you won't be able to sleep tonight."
She knew Jin Suosuo's character too well. If it was unresolved, this guy wouldn't be able to do anything.
"Yes." Jin Suosuo took a deep breath and entered the bathroom.
Lin Yu was also restless in the living room. She secretly prayed that everything was just a false alarm and that Jin Suosuo would never get pregnant at this time.
About fifteen minutes later, Jin Suosuo still hadn't come out, but Lin Yu's cell phone rang, obviously a WeChat notification.
Lin Yu picked up the phone and looked at it. It was a photo sent by Jin Suosuo.
The second line on the pregnancy test stick in the photo is looming.
Lin Yu instantly felt a sense of powerlessness, and suddenly thought of himself, why did this happen to her and Jin Suosuo?
She really didn't know what God was thinking.
She sighed deeply, wiped the tears that had fallen unconsciously, and then knocked on the bathroom door again.
"Susuao, listen to me, sometimes this thing is not accurate. Let's go to the hospital tomorrow?"
There was no sound inside.
Lin Yu felt extremely uncomfortable, but now, she was the only one who had Jin Suosuo.
She knocked on the door again and said, "Susuao, come out and talk to me. You can't stay in there alone."
There was still no sound inside.
Lin Yu couldn't control his tears again. The more he understood Jin Suosuo, the more clearly he could feel Jin Suosuo's collapse at this time.
But there's really nothing she can do to help now.
She stood silently at the door, wiping away her tears immediately, fearing that Jin Suosuo would suddenly open the door and see her.
About fifteen minutes later, Jinsuosuo finally opened the bathroom door.
"Susuo?" Lin Yu looked at her distressedly, "Are you okay?"
Jin Suosuo shook his head, "I'm fine, it's just a child. Even if I'm really pregnant, I'll abort it."
"Lock lock!"
How could it be as simple as Jin Suosuo said to abort a child, the child of someone he loved deeply, and then say that to a woman?
By then, both her body and mind will suffer irreversible damage.
"I'm really fine." Jin Suosuo returned to his strong appearance.
Lin Yu understood that it was useless to comfort her now, "Tomorrow afternoon, can I accompany you to the hospital?"
In the morning, her divorce case with Leng Yan was in court and she had to go.
"Okay." Jin Suosuo knew about the court session and said with a smile, "In the morning, I will accompany you to the court."
"Yes." At this time, Lin Yu did not refuse, and she did not worry about Jin Suosuo being alone.
At night, the two slept together for the first time. This was the first time since Lin Yu returned to China.
After the third trimester of pregnancy, Lin Yu's belly was so big that she could only lie on her side, facing the direction of the golden lock.
Jin Suosuo also lay on his side, placing his hand gently on Lin Yu's belly, "Is it very hard?"
"Well, it's harder than I thought." Lin Yu tugged at the corner of her mouth. Now she moves around every day, goes to the toilet...no matter what she does, she feels very uncomfortable. Her body always feels heavy, and she sweats profusely even if she moves a little. .
"So, women are great, and mothers are even greater." Jin Suosuo said thoughtfully, "Especially when you are alone now, without the care and concern of your child's father, it must be even more difficult."
She raised her eyes and looked at Lin Yu, "Daodao, do you hate Leng Yan? If time went back, would you keep these two children?"
"Do you hate it?" In fact, Lin Yu occasionally asked himself this question.
From the time she fell in love with Leng Yan to now being pregnant with Leng Yan's child all by herself, it was impossible for her not to hate him.
But the most important thing now is that she is relieved. She just hopes that she can give birth to the child smoothly and have nothing to do with Leng Yan anymore.
She sniffed and looked back at Jin Suosuo, "Hate and love both require a lot of energy. I'm... really tired now. As long as the child is born, everything will be a thing of the past."
"But..." Lin Yu looked at his swollen belly lovingly, "Although I haven't met the two little guys yet, I don't regret it. If time goes back, I will keep them."
Jin Suosuo opened his mouth, but still swallowed some words.
She always felt that Lin Yu still had feelings for Leng Yan deep down in his heart, but such words were obviously inappropriate.
"Brother Leng Feng will be back tomorrow, right?" Jin Suosuo said with a smile, "When brother is back, it means that the child's father is back. No, he is not only the child's father, I think he also raised you as a daughter. "
"Don't talk nonsense." Lin Yu looked helpless.
"That's what he is. He does everything in detail and does his best. Even his own father can't compare to him."
Jin Suosuo gently pushed Lin Yu's head, "I'm warning you, you must cherish it!"
