This time, Lin Meizhi barely struggled and quickly started to do it skillfully.
It wasn't until she inhaled the thing that she felt the unprecedented relaxation. She felt that the irritability just now seemed to be a burst of smoke, which was dissipated with a gentle blow.
She enjoyed it so much that she curled up on the bed, hugging the quilt, enjoying this moment.
She didn't know when she fell asleep, and it was already midnight when she woke up.
There was that uncontrollable feeling of emptiness again, as if nothing could fill her except that thing.
Lin Meizhi sighed deeply. She knew that she was dependent, but this thing was just like sex, it could make people so happy. How could she not be dependent?
But dependence does not mean addiction, and she still feels that she is in control.
Tonight was just because of the fertility test tomorrow, so she was too annoyed. Next time, she would not allow herself to do it again easily.
In the darkness, she was thinking about something.
After a while, Lin Meizhi got off the bed and carefully entered Xiao Meimei's room.
"Dad..." In his sleep, the child murmured pitifully, as if he was dreaming about Cao Nan, and his voice sounded like crying.
Lin Meizhi twitched her lips, what would happen if Xiao Meimei knew that she killed Cao Nan?
It's a pity that children are children after all, and Xiao Meimei is actually only two years old. She deliberately wrote that the child is an older child, just to make Leng Yan not suspicious.
A two-year-old child can’t even tell the difference between good and bad.
Now in Xiao Meimei's eyes, she, Lin Meizhi, is the closest and best mother.
She picked up the little man on the bed and walked out.
In the haze, little Meimei woke up and shouted in a daze, "Mom? Where are you taking Meimei?"
"Don't you want your mother to be happy?" Lin Meizhi's voice was filled with chills.
Xiao Meimei nodded, and she noticed that Lin Meizhi carried her into the bathroom.
She said in a sweet voice, "Mom, Meimei doesn't want to go to the toilet."
"Meimei, be good, don't go to the toilet." Lin Meizhi said, putting little Meimei on the ground, and then turned on the shower above.
"It's so cold!" The water spilled from the shower was cold, and Xiao Meimei wanted to run away.
"Meimei, be good, don't move." Lin Meizhi pressed her hard, "Don't you want your mother to be happy? If you take a cold bath obediently, your mother will be happy."
Little Meimei didn't understand. She was really cold. "Why does mom want Meimei to take a cold bath? Meimei is really cold."
The little girl's lips soon turned white from the cold, and her whole little body was shaking.
"Good boy, don't ask so many questions." Lin Meizhi held her down and poured cold water on her for nearly half an hour.
When she picked up the child again, the child was cold and shaking.
Lin Meizhi curled her lips in satisfaction, walked to the window with little Meimei in her arms, and opened the window.
The wind was cooler at night, and little Meimei's body was still wet. The child was so cold that he immediately crawled into her arms.
Lin Meizhi held her in her arms and blew the cold air for a while, then returned to the room, dried her body, changed her into clean clothes, and put her on the bed.
"Go to sleep." Lin Meizhi tried the temperature on Xiao Meimei's forehead, and it was indeed surprisingly high.
She smiled with satisfaction and said, "Go to sleep Meimei. Mom will come see you tomorrow morning. Remember, don't tell anyone about taking a cold shower tonight."
Xiao Meimei responded vaguely, "Okay."
Early the next morning, Leng Yan arrived at the airport on time, but did not wait for Lin Meizhi.
Seeing that the plane was about to take off, he called Lin Meizhi impatiently, but no one answered.
He was so angry that he left the airport and got into the car, "Go to Lin's house."
Damn it, he hated this feeling of being let go, and Lin Meizhi didn't even answer the phone. Who gave her the courage?
When they arrived at the Lin family, Lin Meizhi and Xiao Meimei were not there.
The servant knew Leng Yan and immediately explained cautiously, "Mr. Leng, the little lady had a fever this morning. It was scary. It was 38 degrees. I sent her to the hospital."
"Meimei has a fever?" Leng Yan hurried to the hospital.
When we arrived at the Maternity and Children's Hospital, we saw Lin Meizhi and Xiao Meimei.
Lin Meizhi's face was full of worry, "Ayan, why are you here? Meimei has a fever, 39 degrees. The doctor said that it was lucky that she was sent in time, otherwise... she might have burned her body."
Leng Yan frowned, looking at the unconscious little guy on the hospital bed, his heart softened, "Why did you suddenly have a high fever?"
"I don't know." Lin Meizhi blamed herself, "I didn't take good care of her. It's all my fault."
"Okay, it's not your fault." Leng Yan said helplessly, "But have you forgotten something?"
"What?" Lin Meizhi looked confused.
"Where's your cell phone?"
"Mobile phone?" Lin Meizhi sighed, "I was in a hurry this morning and forgot to bring it with me. Did you call me?"
Her eyes suddenly widened, "I remembered, we are flying to country M today, look at me, I forgot."
"Forget it, let's wait until Meimei feels better." Leng Yan walked to the bedside and touched the temperature of Xiao Meimei's forehead. "It's still a little hot. How could it be so serious? What did the doctor say?"
Lin Meizhi cried, "The doctor said I'm afraid I caught a cold."
Leng Yan didn't think much and patted Lin Meizhi on the shoulder, "Then you stay with her. I'll go back to the company first and come over to see you in the evening."
"Okay, Ayan, I'm really sorry today. I really forgot and all your hard work was in vain." Lin Meizhi left with a cold banquet full of apologies.
"It's okay, just stay with her." Leng Yan left quickly.
Lin Meizhi folded her arms, leaned against the wall, and twitched her lips, feeling much happier.
On the way to the company, Leng Yan asked Li Ran about his recent itinerary. He was supposed to go to country M for at least three days, but he had to put some things in the back row as much as possible. Now that he can't go, he has to continue to be busy.
"The day after tomorrow," Li Ran paused and glanced at Leng Yan secretly through the rearview mirror, "the court is about to begin."
Leng Yan frowned subconsciously, "What kind of court is this?"
"It's just..." Li Ran gritted his teeth and said, "It's the divorce case between you and Miss Lin Yu. The court session will be held the day after tomorrow."
If he went to country M, he wouldn't be able to go to the cold banquet during this court session, but now... He pinched his brows and understood.
On this day, Leng Yan was a little distracted, so he postponed a few meetings in the evening and went to the hospital early.
Lin Meizhi went out to buy dinner, and Xiao Meimei was in the ward by herself.
The little girl's fever finally subsided, but her face was still flushed. Seeing Leng Yan coming, she went over and hugged Leng Yan's neck, "Uncle Leng, you're here to see Meimei."
Leng Yan stiffened for a moment, but finally didn't push Xiao Meimei away.
He gently patted the little girl's butt, "Are you misbehaving? Why did you suddenly have a fever?"
"Oh, it hurts!" Xiao Meimei suddenly screamed.
