When Lin Meizhi came to her senses, she already had the package in her hand.
She broke into a cold sweat and threw the thing on the bed, looking at it in horror.
But two voices appeared in her heart at this moment, making her feel like she was being torn in half.
A voice kept saying, "Try it, your heart is already so bitter, everyone is letting you down, you can find some joy and excitement on your own, there is no problem."
Another voice was very sensible, "Don't touch it, absolutely don't touch it, otherwise, your life will be really ruined."
"What can destroy you? You are so rich and smart. You just need to restrain yourself from going too far. This thing will not have any impact on your life!"
"It's really not possible. There are not many examples in real life. Be clear-headed and don't touch it!"
"Believe in yourself, Lin Meizhi. Maybe you won't be addicted at all, just a little bit. If you try it, how can you lose it for the rest of your life?"
The other voice gradually disappeared, Lin Meizhi's eyes became firm, and she picked up the package on the bed.
It looks ordinary, but is it really that magical?
Lin Meizhi opened the seal and poured a little bit into her palm. Then she took a deep breath and stared at the thing intently.
The first time, she failed, she still didn't have enough courage to get close.
The second time, she pressed one nostril hard and moved her palm closer.
After getting the position right, she closed her eyes and exulted with force. She fell to the ground almost instantly, her whole body convulsing with uncontrollable excitement.
It was true that she had never felt happier.
Although it was only a few seconds, when it was all over, Lin Meizhi was already in tears.
Then, she cried uncontrollably. The huge emptiness in her heart could not be filled at all, but instead made people fear of falling into the abyss.
Lin Meizhi couldn't even remember how long ago it was the last time she cried like this.
"Mother?"
Suddenly a voice made her tremble.
I don’t know when, Xiao Meimei stood at the door.
"Mom, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying?" Xiao Meimei looked at her timidly, with worried eyes.
"Meimei, come here." Lin Meizhi was still sitting on the ground, sniffed, and waved to little Meimei.
This seemed to be the first time that when she called Meimei, her voice was gentler than ever before.
Little Meimei immediately ran forward, "Mom, who bullied you? Meimei will help you beat him up, please? Is it Uncle Leng?"
Lin Meizhi held the child in her arms, "No one bullies mom, and no one can bully mom."
It's not that she suddenly developed feelings for Xiao Meimei, it's just that she felt that at this time, she needed to hug someone, no matter who it was.
"Mom is the best," Xiao Meimei said happily, but there was not much happy expression on her face, "Mom is the best."
Lin Meizhi hugged her for a while and felt much better before finally letting go of little Meimei.
She stood up, put away the things on the bed, and went to the makeup mirror to touch up her makeup carefully.
Her voice returned to its previous indifference, and she asked Xiao Meimei, "What did you see just now?"
"Meimei only saw her mother crying and looking very sad." Little Meimei stood nearby obediently.
Lin Meizhi stopped putting on lipstick and glanced at the little guy with satisfaction, "That's good."
In fact, even if Xiao Meimei didn't see her sucking the thing, the little guy saw it when she just cleaned it up.
But this kid is obviously a smart person, and his words are impeccable.
"Meimei, be good, let Uncle Leng take us to the amusement park in a few days, okay?"
"Okay, Meimei likes the amusement park the most." Little Meimei clapped her hands happily.
"Let's go play." Lin Meizhi was too lazy to say anything more.
At this moment, she felt refreshed and full of energy.
She would not admit defeat, nor would she let Leng Yan and Lin Yu really get married.
The sound of a car horn sounded downstairs. Lin Meizhi got up and walked to the window. Unexpectedly, a cold banquet was coming.
This is strange, Leng Yan rarely comes to the Lin family to look for her.
Lin Meizhi once again confirmed that she was perfect in the mirror, and then she walked downstairs with her waist swaying.
"Ayan, why are you here?" She appeared at the door of the villa with Meimei, looking like a wife greeting her husband with her children.
Leng Yan got out of the car and tugged at her, "Come here to pick you up for dinner."
"Okay, you come in and sit for a while while I take Meimei to change clothes." Lin Meizhi's expression showed nothing unusual.
"No rush, I made a reservation at seven o'clock. I'll sit there for a while before leaving." Leng Yan entered the living room and sat on the sofa.
Lin Meizhi was so smart, she knew that Leng Yan had something to say to her.
Is it a showdown?
She sent Xiao Meimei to pick out clothes while she sat on the sofa with Leng Yan.
"Ayan, do you have something to say?"
Leng Yan raised his eyebrows, realizing for the first time that Lin Meizhi knew him so well.
He once again thought of what Zhao Qing said before. He really didn't care about Lin Meizhi at all. Marrying her just to repay his kindness didn't seem to be a good choice.
However, he also knew clearly that Lin Meizhi wanted to marry him.
He thought for a while before speaking slowly, "Zhizhi, have you had a checkup recently?"
"Examination?" Lin Meizhi was a little confused, "Ayan, the examination you mentioned..."
"Zhizhi, I will take you to country M. I know a very good doctor there. Your infertility disease..."
"Ayan, are you...minding about my infertility now?" Lin Meizhi immediately started crying, "I know that after I brought Meimei back, you will like Meimei more and more, and you will want your own." Boy, I knew this would be the case.”
"Zhizhi, don't cry first. Haven't you always wanted to be a real mother?"
Leng Yan frowned irritably. Lin Meizhi got very excited every time she mentioned infertility, and it was hard for him not to feel bored.
To be honest, he doesn't care about this matter. Whether he has children or not, what does it matter?
He continued, "Nearly twenty years have passed since what happened back then. I think that now that the medical field is developing so fast, maybe there is a way."
Lin Meizhi looked at him pitifully, "Is it possible? In fact, I go for a checkup almost every year, but the result..."
She couldn't help but cry again, "Ayan, I really don't want to have unnecessary extravagant expectations anymore. This is really too torture for me."
"Zhizhi, believe me, I am doing it for your own good. It won't take long to go to country M. If it still doesn't work, then we will try our best, right?"
The cold banquet didn't give Lin Meizhi a chance to refuse, "Zhizhi, let's try again, that's it!"
