The two of them entered the room one after another. Cao Nan packed up the clothes on the sofa and said to Lin Yu, "Sit down."
Lin Yu nodded and sat down.
For a while, both of them were silent for a while.
It was Cao Nan who spoke first, "I didn't expect our goodbye to be like this. As a senior, I must have let you down."
The Cao Nan in front of him has lost his previous careless appearance, and looks somewhat similar to the former top student.
"What happened back then?" Lin Yu was really curious, "Why... Lin Meizhi suddenly got together with you? You even went abroad to have a baby?"
She really couldn't figure out all this.
"Actually, I don't know the specifics." Cao Nan shook his head, "I have been pursuing her before, but she has a cold banquet, why is she willing to look at me more?"
He smiled bitterly, "But then, suddenly one day, she invited me to the hotel and said she would give herself to me."
His frown deepened, "Actually, I noticed something was wrong afterward and asked her, but she didn't say anything... I always felt that her coming to me was more like an impulsive act out of anger."
"In a fit of anger?" Lin Yu didn't quite understand. Lin Meizhi had already taken away the cold banquet. Why should she be angry?
Cao Nan smiled and said, "You don't know why she is angry? Although Leng Yan agreed to be with her at that time, everyone knows that Leng Yan likes you."
"..." Lin Yu felt even more incredible, "How is it possible?"
Back then, Leng Yan dumped her without hesitation and got together with Lin Meizhi. Even if it was just to repay a favor, how much could he like her?
"At that time, I still had the opportunity to get in touch with this powerful and arrogant guy," Cao Nan said. "I remember that I went to sing with a group of them. Didn't you see Leng Yan's appearance at that time..."
He raised his eyes and looked at Lin Yu, "He was drunk, singing and calling your name."
Lin Yu was dumbfounded, "I've never heard of it."
"Of course you won't hear about it, no one dares to say it." Cao Nan curled his lips, "Leng Yan warned everyone at that time that no one was allowed to tell anyone about it."
Lin Yu said nothing.
Cao Nan continued, "Such things have happened many times. I don't believe that Lin Meizhi didn't notice it at all. No matter what means she used to get Leng Yan's recognition, in Leng Yan's heart, the person he loved was always you. .”
There was sympathy in his eyes, "Lin Meizhi is also a proud person, how can she not be angry? How can she not hate?"
"So, she was angry with Leng Yan, so she went to find you, and then she became pregnant with your child?"
Cao Nan nodded, "Probably, I think even though Leng Yan has accepted her girlfriend's identity, he still doesn't want to get too close to her."
"But..." Lin Yu hesitated before saying, "But even if you are pregnant with a child, you can..."
"Do you want to abort it if you want?" Cao Nan asked, not really resisting.
Lin Yu nodded.
"Who hasn't been naive?" Cao Nan leaned on the sofa. "I think she also had a dream at that time. She dreamed of going abroad with me. I could give her a rich life and make her completely forget about the cold. Banquet, but what’s the result?”
He laughed at himself, "I'm always just a scumbag."
"Senior Cao Nan, you are great." Lin Yu said sincerely. If what happened back then had not happened, Cao Nan would have been prosperous and would never be like this.
"Hahaha..." Cao Nan laughed, laughing so hard that tears came out, "Senior Lin Yu, you are still the same as before."
"Huh?" Lin Yu didn't quite understand.
Cao Nan suddenly looked at her deeply, but did not explain what he said. He just stood up, turned his back to Lin Yu and said, "Everyone can see that my life is over."
He walked to the window in a few steps and looked at the prosperity and beauty outside the window, but he knew in his heart that it had nothing to do with him.
"Senior Cao Nan, don't be so desperate." Lin Yu stood up and followed him, "You are still young, Meimei is still so young, everything is still possible."
Cao Nan still had his back to Lin Yu, "No more, it's all over, it's over long ago."
"Senior Cao Nan..." Lin Yu was a little anxious.
"Lin Yu," Cao Nan suddenly turned around, "Don't you know? I've been infected with that thing, and you told me there is hope? What hope? Where is the hope?"
He stared, looking very scary.
Lin Yu subconsciously took a step back, but still insisted, "You can go to a drug rehabilitation center, quit it, and live a good life."
"It's impossible." The expression on Cao Nan's face was very painful. "Everyone I know, as long as they are infected with this thing, there is only one result, death."
"No, Senior Cao Nan, if you don't try it, how do you know it won't work?" Lin Yu continued to persuade him, "There is also Meimei. If something happens to you, what will Meimei do?"
"She is unlucky for following me." Cao Nan smiled bitterly, "Maybe she will be lucky when I die."
"You are simply irresponsible," Lin Yu couldn't help scolding, "What's the difference between you and Lin Meizhi? You brought her into this world without permission, but neither of you wants to be responsible? Are you worthy of your own hearts? ?”
Cao Nan didn't speak, tears flowed down silently.
Lin Yu didn't push him anymore, and his tone was a little softer, "Senior Cao Nan, I believe you once wanted to be a good father, but later, many things went wrong. I don't blame you, but now Xiao Meimei only has you. , you have to get back on your feet."
Cao Nan finally couldn't bear it anymore and sat on the ground, holding his head and crying loudly.
"I don't want to either. I also want to love Meimei well, but why should I do it? I can't even love myself, how can I love others?"
He raised his head suddenly, his face became ferocious, "This is all because of Lin Meizhi, all because of her..."
He grabbed Lin Yu's arm and said excitedly, "Isn't the child in your belly a cold feast?"
Lin Yu didn't answer, but struggled a little, "Senior Cao Nan, you're hurting me."
"Let's go find Leng Yan now. I'll take Meimei with me and tell Leng Yan everything. You and Leng Yan can get back together, okay?" Cao Nan looked very excited.
Lin Yu was a little scared, "Don't be like this, you can't be impulsive in this matter, otherwise Meimei will be killed."
Cao Nan seemed to think calmly for a moment before letting go of Lin Yu in frustration, "There is nothing we can do. I shouldn't have brought Meimei into this world. Let us fend for ourselves."
"Senior Cao Nan, listen to me." Lin Yu looked at him seriously, "Let me meet Lin Meizhi."
Cao Nan looked at her in confusion.
"Invite Lin Meizhi to your home. I want to have a good talk with her." Lin Yu nodded vigorously, "Maybe I can threaten her and ask her to take good care of Meimei."
