My eyes slowly widened.
Even if others don't know, Sister Si Si must know.
Brother Gu Yu told us that if we say "bet on life" to any "zodiac sign", if we fail, we will become a "wanderer" here.
"Take thousands of people...to gamble with the "Shenlong"..." I murmured, "Why...?" "
"Because of faith." "The long-haired sister replied, "People in this world can die for their "faith", even if it is a false "faith". So is she, and so are those who follow her. It's just that the "beliefs" they follow are different. "
"Belief……?"
“Little brother, the most powerful force in this place is ‘faith’. "She reached out and squeezed my shoulder, as if to comfort me, "As long as you have enough "faith", I can help you achieve anything. "
But I don’t want everything, I want my sister back.
"Your sister is willing to do all this for you because she has strong enough "faith". "She said softly, "You are a real hero in her heart and you deserve this. It's just that she deceived thousands of people at once and disappeared into thin air, and she wanted to stay there to atone for her sins. "
"Causation, let me go. "I said, "I don't want to be arranged by others... I want to choose an outcome myself... I have been arranged by others for more than ten years... Only this time I want to decide my own outcome. "
"No." She shook her head, with a sad look on her face, "I promised that girl that I would keep you for an hour. It would be hard for me to explain it to you if you leave."
"But..." I gritted my teeth, my whole body trembling, "Do you know what my sister means to me...?"
"I can probably imagine it, but it really doesn't work." The long-haired woman shook her head, the smell on her body was a little sad, "Child, close your eyes, it will pass in a while. I came all the way from other places, If things are not done well, the purpose of my coming will be gone.”
"Cause and effect... You have no idea that I have spent more time with her than my family... She is the flesh and blood that grows on my body, the light in my heart, and the swallow around me... You can't Do this to me..."
"Flesh and blood will dissipate and light will dim. What about the swallow?" the long-haired woman asked, "Whether you want to admit it or not, this is the best ending between her and you. Your "karma" starts from the moment you meet. It's doomed. "
I stood there shaking, tears welling up in my eyes.
She left the rest of the people in the room behind so that I could escape from that room. She left behind people who could produce food so that I could survive.
She was thinking about me the whole time...no wonder she smelled so heavy all the time.
The lie she told was too big... She became a "goddess" to kill everyone in the city, and she ascended the throne because of me.
"Cause and effect..." I choked and shouted, "Fifty minutes." "
"What?"
"Let me go in fifty minutes..." I turned my head, tears streaming down my face, "leave me ten minutes to say goodbye to my sister... okay?"
"this……"
"Please, just ten minutes..."
"Child, everything in this world cannot be as you wish." The long-haired woman said, "You should understand this truth."
"I beg you... I really beg you..." My heart really hurts, and I can't even speak clearly. "I didn't talk to my sister last night... I didn't expect that... My last chance!! I don’t want to say goodbye to her like this! Please let me say goodbye to her properly...I beg you...just ten minutes..."
I feel that I have never been so willful in my life, but if I am not willful at this time, I will have nothing.
Adults say that as long as I obey, I can have everything, but I have been obeying for so long, but everything has been taken away from me.
The long-haired woman looked moved for a moment, then sighed deeply: "My child, if you say goodbye... you will only get a heartache that will never be healed, and the same goes for her... She can't possibly want you to see her die miserably. The way it was."
"Just a few words..." I cried, "I have too many things to say to my sister... Let me see her..."
After hearing this, she thought for a moment and nodded slowly: "Okay, I promise you, I will give you ten minutes. But maybe by the time you go... it will be too late."
"It doesn't matter!!" I shouted, "It doesn't matter, I will definitely see her!"
"Then... think carefully about what you said when you said goodbye."
After I nodded my head vigorously, I began to think quickly about what I wanted to say... ten minutes... what can I say in ten minutes?
Ten minutes should be a long time... I can say a lot.
Bits and pieces of the past kept flashing in front of me.
I remember when she first met me, she asked me, "You are such a little baby, how can you become a hero?"
I remember her touching my head and saying, "Where there is a happy prince, there are swallows. They are always together."
I remember my sister lying on the cold floor and saying to me, "I have thought of a way to free the two of us."
My sister has been loving and protecting me from the beginning...but what have I brought to her? If she had never met me, she would never have ended up like this.
I must say many, many things to her... I must tell her everything I can think of. I must say "I'm sorry" to her, and I must also say "thank you" to her.
I will always remember her, and I want to tell everyone that I once met a very good sister, and that I love her like my parents.
But my mind was so messed up that I couldn’t think of anything for the rest of the time, I was just wailing and crying.
We obviously have twelve years to get along, but what I'm waiting for is the last ten minutes.
I have never stood on the street and cried loudly in this "prison". I was so sad. My cry was echoing nearby, and the whole city seemed to be sprinkled with bitter salty water.
Whether it's the real world or "prison", all the separations can be reunited... But this time it's different, I'm going to completely lose my sister.
I don’t know how long it took, but the long-haired woman said to me, “Let’s go, kid.”
My legs regained consciousness instantly, and I immediately ran forward as if lifeless. Every second I ran faster, the time I spent talking to my sister would be extended by one second.
The strong wind along the way blew the tears on my face into pieces in the air, but I didn't care, I was chasing time.
I am chasing time with the trend, chasing time with a life, and chasing time with my past twelve years of life.
