Shen Yu entered here and began to think seriously for the first time.
When I was in the Shen family before, maybe because of personal experience, I didn't see some things clearly.
But this time when he came here as a bystander, he could clearly see many things that he had not noticed before.
For example, the Shen family loves Shen Qing very much. In other words, they love the Shen Yu that they used to be.
So what is the reason why they finally gave up the life of their biological son easily for the so-called immortality?
The key to this may be the key to his complete state of mind.
"Look more." Shen Yu finally said to herself.
In the following days, in addition to teaching Shen Yu how to read, Shen Yu also began to observe the psyche of everyone in the Shen family.
From the big and small things that happened in the Shen family over the years, to the changes in everyone's mentality, Shen Yu began to watch them silently.
Naturally, this kind of thing requires more walking and shopping, so Shen Yu left the house where he lived and started wandering around.
Shen Yuanzhi and his wife were happy with the changes that had taken place in Shen Yu, which proved that Shen Yu had accepted this place and would naturally teach their son more wholeheartedly.
As time went by, Shen Yu gradually withdrew his scrutiny, because the people's hearts in the entire Shen Mansion did not change at all. Instead of declining, there was a faint sign that the family was becoming more and more prosperous.
Shen Yu then retracted his gaze, starting from the Shen family and his wife, and then gradually narrowing down to Shen Qing.
By this time, Shen Yu discovered some details that he had never cared about before.
Shen Qing is talented and intelligent, but because of his premature maturity, he has never been close to his parents.
If it were just like that, it would be nothing. But what surprised Shen Yu was that Shen Qing seemed to have no feelings at all between the Shen family and his wife. The feelings here were not the kind of rules that follow daily encounters, but some things hidden in daily life. The small movements in life.
For example, Mrs. Shen worked hard to knit the clothes for two to three months. Shen Qing always wore them once and then threw them on the ground, waiting for the servants to come and clean them up.
Another example is that Shen Yuanzhi sometimes talked to Shen Qing and secretly handed him some pocket money that he had kept secretly for a long time, but Shen Qing took it as a matter of course and didn't care.
For example, the servants of the Shen family are saying that Master Shen Qing treats his servants very well. He never punishes his servants, not even a harsh word.
But Shen Yu knew that this was just because Shen Qing had never cared about these people. His eyes were on the illusory avenue, and the servants and maids were like ants in his eyes.
What's even more terrifying is that Shen Qing is not aware of his own mentality at all. It seems that he is born with such thoughts.
Shen Yu quietly watched Mrs. Shen shed tears over trivial things again and again, and watched the frown on Shen Yuanzhi's face getting heavier and heavier, but there was nothing she could do about it.
But Shen Qing still went his own way, focusing on his practice all day long.
One day, Shen Yu quietly looked at Shen Qing who was concentrating on his practice, as if he saw himself back then. For some reason, he seemed to understand something, and the tired look in his eyes became more and more serious.
It has been more than ten years since he came to this world, but this is the first time he has shown such a bored expression.
Shen Yu felt a little tired and drowsy, as if he was going to fall asleep completely above this world in the next moment.
All the surrounding scenery flew by, and the light gradually began to disappear in Shen Yu's mind, and Shen Yu's entire body fell down in the void.
It was pitch black, and I didn’t know where I was going to fall.
...
"wake up."
I don’t know how long it took before a familiar voice sounded.
Shen Yu suddenly woke up from the Chaos Bell. When he opened his eyes, he saw Su Mo's familiar face.
The sun fell on his shoulders, exuding warm golden light.
"What's going on?" Shen Yu sat cross-legged and looked at the familiar mountain top.
With a trace of regret in Su Mo's eyes, he shook his head and said, "It's just passed."
It has been more than two months since you left, but unfortunately you have failed the test, so you were kicked out by Tianshu. "
Shen Yu was silent for a long time after hearing this, but his expression did not change at all. He asked, "What is the significance of this test?"
Su Mo asked, "Shouldn't you know?"
"I probably know a little bit."
Shen Yu actually nodded and said slowly: "This heavenly book is to restore the gaps in my state of mind and then reproduce everything in the past. Unless I can make up for the gaps in my state of mind from my past experiences, otherwise You will sink into this world forever."
Su Mo said nothing.
"In that world, Sanwazi was the first to come out, but no one realized that he never used his famous name from the beginning to the end. Even when he became prime minister, he still used the name Sanwazi."
Shen Yu stretched out a hand and continued: "But this is inevitable, because he has no name, or his name is actually... Shen Yu? Yes, he is me, because of me I came here and came here with a trace of kindness, am I right?"
Su Mo looked into the distance silently, as if he was interested, and asked, "Then?"
Shen Yu said: "Then there are the Shen family and his wife, and Shen Qing. In the same way, Shen Qing is not me, but his attitude of being indifferent to life is quite like mine. It should be regarded as the evil thoughts in my heart. This book is written in heaven." There is indeed something interesting about the world in the book. It uses the good and evil sides of my heart to recreate the past events completely, allowing me to fully face the flaws in my heart. However, thanks to it, it also allows me to see some things that I have never seen before. The things I have experienced and thought about also give me hope to make amends with my state of mind.”
Su Mo suddenly turned his head and asked, "What method?"
Shen Yu paused, spoke softly, and said, "The Shen Qing of now is who I was back then, but Shen Qing is not the real me, so I want to know if some things are changed, will the final result be different?" It will happen, and the final result is very important to me now.”
Su Mo smiled and said, "It's so foggy that I can't understand it."
Shen Yu said calmly: "If you don't understand, just keep reading. You will understand it soon. Send me back."
Su Mo frowned and reminded, "You have failed now."
"It's just an illusion, but you want to destroy my state of mind? You, this fake senior brother, don't seem to be doing much."/> Shen Yu looked forward and said calmly: "Now I understand the horror of this place. After more than ten years, My inner state of mind never wavered, and then when I saw Shen Qing, my heart was shaken for the first time, and you seized the opportunity. I admire you, I think if I really admit my failure in my heart, this will Will this game be completely over?"
Su Mo, or the true spirit of the Heavenly Book World, remained silent, and finally asked: "No one has been able to understand so quickly in thousands of years. How did you see it?"
Shen Yu said lightly: "Guess."
"Su Mo" frowned and said, "No way, you don't understand the rules here at all!"
Shen Yu closed his eyes slightly and said, "You don't understand me, Shen Yu."
