Xiao Langyan stood up holding on to the door rail: "I came too late. You had already put out the candle. The abbot said that you had just woken up, so I was afraid that you were still feeling unwell, so I came to see you."
He felt a little unnatural and frowned slightly: "I plan to leave right away."
Shen Dingzhu fell into silence.
She had just seen him sleeping in his big cloak, and it was clear that he wanted to sit on the floor in front of her door and sleep for a while.
Shen Dingzhu turned sideways: "It's cold outside, does the Emperor want to come in and sit down?"
A flash of light suddenly flashed across Xiao Langyan's dark eyes.
He looked at her in disbelief, as if he was testing whether she was really willing.
Finally, after seeing that Shen Dingzhu didn't resist him at all, Xiao Langyan raised his eyebrows with a faint smile in his thin eyes.
"Okay." He took off his cloak and put it on Shen Dingzhu's shoulders.
It was a cold night and her body was cold after falling into the water and she needed to be warmed.
After the door was closed, Xiao Langyan sat at the table and watched Shen Dingzhu pouring tea for him.
They rarely get along like this peacefully. A year ago, the two of them hurt each other, but now they are reunited after life and death, but they are both a little embarrassed and silent.
Xiao Langyan held the tea cup with his big palm, and while drinking, his thin eyes as black as stars were still looking at Shen Dingzhu.
"Is the Emperor cold?"
"Are you hungry?"
The two spoke almost at the same time, and then they were both startled. Shen Dingzhu was a little embarrassed, but Xiao Langyan forced himself to calm down: "After I was busy with the war in the evening, I asked the little novice monk, and he said you didn't take a few bites."
The warm candlelight in the Zen room reflected Shen Dingzhu's fair and pink cheeks. After a few days of nursing, she had gradually recovered, with shiny black hair and full eyes.
"It's not that I didn't eat enough, it's just that the emperor asked people to prepare too much. Next time, cook less. Don't make it difficult for them to serve meat. It's not good to see meat in the temple."
She spoke in a soft voice, and when she spoke in detail, Xiao Langyan listened with rapt attention.
After Shen Dingzhu finished speaking for a long time, she realized that he was in a daze, looking at her with his dark and deep eyes, unable to recover for a long time.
"Your Majesty?" She waved her fingertips in front of his eyes, and Xiao Langyan subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab it.
Shen Dingzhu flinched, and he quickly released his big palm.
Xiao Langyan smiled mockingly: "I thought I was dreaming. In the dream, you talked to me like this."
It's like she never left.
But occasionally, she would cry in his dreams and ask him why he took away the child.
Every time he woke up, Xiao Langyan felt that his heart was held by invisible hands, which was unbearable pain. Now that he saw her right in front of him, not in any danger, chatting calmly with him, this feeling... was like a dream.
Shen Ding stared at him with watery eyes, speechless for a moment. Her eyes flickered and she bit her lip gently. After a while, she took the initiative to ask: "Xiao Langyan, you...you want to hug me." ? "
Xiao Langyan was shocked, and his thin eyes had never been so round in shock. He was like a child who suddenly got candy, looking at her in shock and even suppressed joy.
"Can I hug you?"
"You'll know it's not a dream after you hug her." Shen Dingzhu mustered up the courage, and his ears were red and hot.
The next second, Xiao Langyan's tall figure walked over quickly and pressed her tightly into his arms. The force seemed to be carved into her flesh and blood.
"Easy..." Shen Dingzhu's voice was delicate, and he quickly relaxed his strength.
Xiao Langyan's whole body was so hot that he was going crazy. He rubbed her neck, breathing in the familiar fragrance of her body, and kept murmuring in a hoarse voice: "Shen Dingzhu, my Shen Dingzhu... Do you know, how beautiful I am?" I’m afraid that I won’t be able to find you until I die.”
At some point, the two of them changed positions. He was sitting on the stool, and Shen Dingzhu was sitting astride his lap. Their eyes met, and each other's eyes were red.
Shen Dingzhu put her arm on his shoulder, with a soft voice, telling him in detail about her wanderings.
She didn't want to go home, it was just because she had no money. When she was about to go home, the war started.
Xiao Langyan couldn't restrain the ecstasy in her heart, and repeatedly rubbed her cheek with his big palm: "It's not that you don't want me, it turns out you want to come back!"
Continuous sieges never made him so excited and happy.
He suddenly thought of his sarcastic remarks to her, and couldn't help but ask: "Do you still blame me?"
Shen Dingzhu said nothing and lowered his long eyelashes.
At this point, she could no longer explain her feelings for Xiao Langyan. Could she blame him? Of course there is no such thing, but sadness does occur.
But they have been tormenting each other for a long time. Along the way, when Shen Dingzhu is alone, she can't help but think of Xiao Langyan. She will also wonder what he was doing at that time.
Shen Dingzhu lowered his head: "I want to see your legs."
Xiao Langyan froze and grasped her hand: "No."
It will scare her.
However, Shen Dingzhu got off him and bent down to pick up his trouser legs. Xiao Langyan was domineering by nature, so he immediately reached out and gently grabbed Shen Dingzhu's chin.
"Don't look." Xiao Langyan lowered his eyes, but the heat in his eyes was even more dazzling.
Shen Dingzhu let go of his hand and turned his back: "Then I won't go back to Dajin with you."
Not long after she finished speaking, Xiao Langyan sighed from behind: "Let's see."
Shen Dingzhu turned around and saw that he had taken the initiative to lift up his trouser legs. She was about to laugh at how cute he was, but when she looked down, she saw a group of bruises and purple wounds on her knees. The flesh was turned white. Medicine had been applied, but it was still Somewhat ferocious.
Her expression suddenly turned pale, as if she was frozen in place.
The little novice monk said his wound was serious, but she didn't expect it to be so serious! How could he endure such a painful wound for several days without talking about it?
Xiao Langyan knew that it would scare her, so he immediately covered the wound: "I told you, it's nothing. It just looks scary. The accompanying military doctor also said that it will be cured in less than a month."
As soon as he finished speaking, Shen Dingzhu threw herself into his arms and hugged his neck tightly. Hot tears immediately flowed down his neck and into his clothes. Xiao Langyan was startled, and then his big palm slowly circled his neck. Covered her waist.
"Why did you go into danger alone for me, why did you kneel on the stone steps for me, Xiao Langyan, I am so difficult to deal with and make you angry, why do you still go out of your way to save me, why do you..." She choked up. , bursting into tears, "Why did you forget to take care of yourself."
The cold eyes under Xiao Langyan's sword-shaped brows were burning with intense warmth and love, turning into a kiss from his thin lips, falling repeatedly on the side of her face, kissing away her tears of sadness and concern.
"You're just doing this, why do you cry? What if I can keep your life and exchange it for my three hundred years of national destiny? I just want you to live, be by my side, and live well."
Shen Dingzhu burst into tears and fell into his arms. Xiao Langyan comforted her emotions. Finally, he kissed her black hair: "I must admit my mistake. When you were on the edge of the cliff, I should not have said those hurtful words again." , I shouldn’t get angry with you just because of a temporary conflict, I want to be with you forever, for eternity.”
After he finished speaking, the two people's lips and teeth met, and the kiss was lost and recovered. Both of them had tasted the pain of separation, so they were fully engaged in it.
Shen Dingzhu's delicate arms hugged him tightly, wanting to hold him tighter. The two of them got on the bed together at some point. Xiao Langyan loved her and was familiar with her body.
But thinking that this was a temple and Master Yuanjue had just helped them, Shen Dingzhu hurriedly stopped his random hands. Xiao Langyan's dark eyes were deep and he could only laugh as he leaned on her.
His kiss bloomed on every part of her body, driving away the cold and bringing hot affection.
The two people's breathing was entangled to the extreme, but they both restrained themselves from going any further.
He hugged her, carefully, as if gently wiping his beloved treasure. His love was to wipe away the dust and scars of the past year on her body.
And she leaned in his arms, feeling at ease as she had never felt before.
The candles in the house were extinguished, the night flickered, the light and shadow rose and fell, and the room was full of charming emotions.
Xiao Langyan took hold of Shen Dingzhu's wrist and pressed her delicate hand on his heart.
Feeling his powerful heartbeat, accompanied by Xiao Langyan's low and hoarse voice, blooming in my ears——
"Don't leave me again, I can't stand this kind of torture, Shen Dingzhu, I love you so much that I go crazy."