"As for being so surprised? I work so hard just to pursue happiness. Humans are animals, and human nature should pursue happiness. Happiness is obviously the same necessity as air, water, and food. Why does happiness come with a price in this era? What? Happiness should not be the reward of competition - this is too abnormal. I can't resist it, but it doesn't mean I approve it."
Chen Jiaxian said: "Then don't you think your talents are wasted?"
Han Fang said: "The only purpose of reading is to clarify the relationship between me and myself. In addition, to properly clarify the relationship between me and society, me and the universe. As for the other things - it is not the meaning of reading. People are not One reads in order to become a useful tool. On the contrary, one reads in order to escape the mental anguish of being used as a tool.”
Chen Jiaxian remembered what Guan Xi said.
"Know 'who I am,'" she whispered.
The sun shone brightly on the faces of the two young people.
Han Fang agreed: "Yes, find out who I am and live a good life with myself. Except for the relationship between myself and myself, all other relationships are just a meaningless superposition of life."
Chen Jiaxian looked at the road ahead: "I very much agree."
Han Fang said happily: "You see, I am a happy person with consistent logic. I have enough ability to bring you happiness. Play with me, and I guarantee that you will also be very happy."
Chen Jiaxian nodded.
The car quickly drove to the ski resort. Han Fang stopped the car and asked, "You don't know how to ski, do you?"
Chen Jiaxian shook her head: "I can learn. I learn things very quickly."
Han Fang smiled: "It doesn't matter how fast you learn. What matters is that learning to ski itself makes you happy."
This was beyond Chen Jiaxian's life experience, she lowered her eyes and thought.
The two of them walked into the ski resort, rented clothes and sleds, and while they were doing so, someone came over to say hello: "When you're ready, come in quickly. Is there anyone else who's not here?"
ah?
Han Fang turned around and saw in disbelief——
What the hell.
Why did you meet your colleagues at the ski resort? !
In just a short while, several more colleagues came in one after another, and men and women lined up against the leasing desk.
"...Brother Qiao Mu is so generous. He invites guests to join the team building here! How much does it cost?"
"...Do you feel sorry for Brother Qiao Mu? You have betrayed the working class! Please, spend the boss's money to really make money."
"...Can you ski? Remember to teach me later."
"...Jiaxian, have you brought a sanitary napkin?"
Chen Jiaxian was dragged away by the girls in a daze. When she came to her senses, she had already walked into the dressing room with the girls with her clothes and sleigh in her arms.
When we entered the ski resort, everyone was wrapped in ski clothes and it was impossible to tell who was who.
Chen Jiaxian stood in the junior ski resort, surrounded by three female colleagues who were so amateur and so confident. After the four people shared a ton of passionate business blows, they felt that this was easy, and they all walked down the snow slope with high spirits. It rolled down and hit the railing crookedly.
After skiing, Pan Qiaomu invited everyone to have dinner again, opened four tables, and had a lively meal and drink until 8 p.m.
Han Fang sent a WeChat message to Chen Jiaxian: "I booked a hot spring hotel. I'll see you off after the show. Let's take a hot spring bath tonight."
Chen Jiaxian replied: "Okay."
After a while, Han Fang answered the phone and his face turned ugly: "Yes, yes, this data... why can't it be opened? I'm sorry, I'll send it to you again tomorrow... I'll send it to you today..." want?"
Four tables away, Pan Qiaomu glanced over with a half-smiling look.
Han Fang blushed, made many phone calls, and finally found Pan Qiaomu dejectedly. Pan Qiaomu listened and said noncommittally: "It's okay, I'll tell you."
Han Fang burst into tears of gratitude: "Thank you, Brother Qiao Mu."
Pan Qiaomu said: "You must sort out the documents tonight and send them to the other party."
Han Fang hurriedly said: "It should be done."
Han Fang left in a hurry and sent a WeChat message to Chen Jiaxian on the way: "Please wait a moment and you can go shopping. I'll be back to pick you up when I'm done."
…
Chen Jiaxian’s WeChat message rang.
Pan Qiaomu stepped on the accelerator and turned the steering wheel with one hand. Without looking at Chen Jiaxian, he asked calmly: "What did Han Fang say?"
Chen Jiaxian was not yet able to manage her expression well, so her face showed the surprise of "How did you know?" She unconsciously looked at Pan Qiaomu, then looked away pretending to be calm.
Pan Qiaomu said: "You'd better tell him you're not available."
Arrogantly revealed.
very good.
This is very Pancho.
As the car slowly entered the main road, Chen Jiaxian found her voice and turned off her phone: "Oh."
The weather was getting cold, but Pan Qiaomu still took off his coat and rolled up the sleeves of his shirt on his forearms that were holding the steering wheel.
He doesn't have the habit of listening to music while driving, and the car is very quiet.
He remained silent for a long time.
While waiting for the red light, after a long silence, Pan Qiaomu finally spoke: "I think your menstrual period is coming soon."
Chen Jiaxian said: "Yes."
Pan Qiaomu paused and said in a weaker voice: "...You said that you have more desire before and after menstruation. So do you have desire now?"
As he spoke, he turned the steering wheel with one hand and unbuttoned two shirt buttons with the other hand.
Chen Jiaxian pressed down the car window and looked out the window boredly: "I've been busy lately, so I haven't thought about it."
She stared at the red light. This is a one-and-a-half-minute long red light, showing that there are still 58 seconds left.
Pan Qiaomu asked tentatively: "Then do you want to think about it."
Chen Jiaxian ignored him.
57 seconds.
Pan Qiaomu swallowed his anger and said, "Even if you think I'm hard to use - don't I have a bad service attitude?"
Chen Jiaxian turned around and stared at him.
The night lighted by lights reflected in her dark brown pupils, and strange colors danced in her eyes. Pan Qiaomu looked away uncomfortably as if he was being burned by fire.
The next second, Chen Jiaxian took off her seat belt, propped up the driver's seat, and leaned over.
She kissed Pan Qiaomu's lips accurately.
Chen Jiaxian leaned back to the passenger seat, buckled her seat belt, lowered her eyes and thought for a moment, then said, "I will know if I have any desire after thinking about it."
The red light is still 55 seconds away.
Pan Qiaomu was stunned for a moment, then leaned towards her.
He held the back of her head with one hand and pressed his forehead against hers: "Then...can I kiss you."
54 seconds.
Chen Jiaxian raised her eyes. She didn't refuse.
Pan Qiaomu's voice was strong, yet mixed with tenderness. "Then I'll kiss you," he announced.
He slowly kissed her brown eyes, always stubborn, always burning with fire.
He lingered and kissed the scar at the corner of her eye.
He held her face and looked into her eyes for a long time. He reached out to cover her eyes and bent down to kiss her lips.
…
The turn signal turned green, Pan Qiaomu leaned back into the driver's seat and buckled the seat belt with one hand.
There are 3 seconds left on the red light.
He grasped the steering wheel again and looked at her with bright amber eyes.
"Now." He asked, "Do you have any desire?"
The red light turned green, and countless cars drove out, joining the bustling traffic of the bright and grand city.
…
Chen Jiaxian doesn't know what desire is.
But Chen Jiaxian knows very well that she herself is the subject of desire.
Power is the entity of desire, and desire is the shadow of power.
Even if it's just for fun.
