Gu Xu looked at Zhang Song like this. A child will always be a child and cannot hide things.
Just now I was still in the mood to joke with myself, but now that I'm leaving Jia Fanzhen, I feel like a deflated ball.
When Gu Xu saw this, he didn't say anything else. At this time, just let him be alone!
Zhang Song's house arrived earlier than Lan Ruosi's house.
When the bus arrived, Gu Xu saw that Zhang Song hadn't moved yet, so he called him: "Fat man, we're home, why don't you leave?"
Only then did Zhang Song realize that he had not taken this train for a long time.
Before I sent Jia Fanzhen back, I always took the bus opposite.
"Yeah!" Zhang Song got out of the car straight away.
He got out of the car and looked around. After a while, he remembered which way to go home.
Gu Xu shook his head gently. After knowing Zhang Song for so long, this was the first time he saw Zhang Song lose his soul.
Gu Xu sighed: "Oh! Fatty Zhang is like that, and I don't even know where my home is!"
"He is too worried about Zhenzhen." Lan Ruosi also sighed softly, "I hope Zhenzhen will recover soon. If I knew that something like this would happen today, I really should have stopped her."
"Haha!" Gu Xu smiled faintly, "I knew it was hard to buy things with money. Don't look for trouble here. You can't stop Jia Fanzhen's temper."
Lan Ruosi smiled lightly. She stopped him at noon today, but she didn't.
The two were silent for a while, then got off the bus and walked towards Lan Ruosi's house.
Maybe it was his emotion about life, maybe he was tired, but Gu Xu's mind was empty today, as if he was not interested in anything.
Except for his little wife, of course.
He subconsciously turned to look at Lan Ruosi.
I don't know why, but seeing Lan Ruosi makes me feel much better.
Lan Ruosi noticed that Gu Xu was looking at her, and she was also looking at Gu Xu.
"Gu Xu, can I ask you a question?" Lan Ruosi probed cautiously.
She hesitated for a long time, and finally decided to ask.
"Huh?" Gu Xu was a little surprised, and Lan Ruosi's tone of questioning was timid than usual.
The relationship between the two seems to be relatively distant.
It had been a long time since she had spoken to herself in such a tone.
Could it be that she wanted to ask me what I like?
Did she feel that she didn't ask Zhang Song, so she asked herself.
Gu Xu said softly: "What do you want to ask?"
"That's your father today..." Lan Ruosi's voice was weak.
"Yeah!" Gu Xu was a little surprised. This question was very unexpected. Didn't she see it?
"You said today that your neighbor's aunt was sick... then, then..." She did not continue.
She wanted to know about Gu Xu's family situation, but when she spoke, she felt like she couldn't speak.
"You want to ask why the neighbor's aunt is sick, but my father is taking care of her, where is my mother, and what's going on at the aunt's house next door?" Gu Xu said bluntly.
"I'm sorry!" Lan Ruosi was cautious. This was a sensitive topic. "Did I ask something I shouldn't have asked? If you don't want to say it, don't say it."
Lan Ruosi knew very well that no one was willing to mention such a thing.
She has a very deep understanding of this.
"Nothing!" Gu Xu looked up at the sky and exhaled slowly.
He already knew about Lan Ruosi's family.
If you want their relationship to get closer, you must let her know about your family.
He put away his emotions and said in a calm tone: "When I was more than one year old and less than two years old.
My mother disliked my father for having no money, so she divorced my father and left with another man.
When I was a child, I was not sensible. When I saw that other children had mothers but I did not, I would ask where my parents were.
My dad would sometimes say that she was with another man, and sometimes he wouldn't admit it. Later, when I grew up, I realized that my father could not afford to lose this face. "
"Gu Xu!" Lan Ruosi's heart tightened. She felt that she had said the wrong thing, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned your sadness."
"It's nothing!" Gu Xu raised his shoulders, "A lot of unpleasant things will happen in life, and you have to face them. Because even if you are very reluctant to face them, they still exist and they still happened. So you have to face them."
Gu Xu has long been calm about these things, as if the scars are ugly but they still have to be faced.
It's just a scar, it will heal one day.
Lan Ruosi was silent. She felt the deep sadness in Gu Xu's heart.
"Today, the aunt who is sick in the hospital, her uncle was a good friend of my father before, and the two families were neighbors. But not long ago, the uncle died unexpectedly, leaving behind the aunt and daughter.
The two families are neighbors, and because of their previous relationship, my dad often takes care of their family.
And the neighbor aunt often takes care of me and treats me like her own son.
She set up a stall selling noodles at the entrance of my alley.
Every time I passed by, she would let me eat a bowl before leaving. Sometimes, if I don't eat, she insists on letting me eat, for fear that my father will starve me, and that I won't be able to take care of myself. "
Lan Ruoxiu asked, did your dad starve you?
But she thought about it and decided not to ask. In this situation, Gu Xu could say as much as he wanted to. If he didn't want to say anything, she'd better not ask.
Gu Xu continued: "My father's education level is not high and he graduated from junior high school. In some jobs, people think he has no ability and a low diploma. He can only do sales and earn hard money with his own hands.
In the sales job, you get up early and work hard every day. When you are good, you can make a lot of money, but when you are not, you don't have enough to eat. "
Lan Ruosi's nerves jumped suddenly.
I can’t even get enough to eat!
These five words deeply stimulated her.
Her feelings about these words cannot be described in words.
She never expected that Gu Xu's family was similar to hers.
However, Gu Xu's attitude towards life was completely different from hers.
Gu Xu continued: "Before he started working in sales, my dad worked as a temporary worker for others. He would do whatever work was available today and rest if there was no work.
Once, our family had a pack of instant noodles and an egg. My dad gave me both the noodles and the egg and only drank the soup.
My dad said he was full. But when I grew up, I realized that he was letting me eat it. "
His voice choked up, and the memories of his past life and this life came out like a tide.
“Our family is poor and we often have nothing to eat.
My dad has always been thinking about whether there is any job, even if he can't make money, he can still eat.
Later, I don’t know what happened, but my dad found a job in food sales.
Food sales offer free samples to customers, so my dad often gives me free samples.
Our family barely had enough to eat.
Once, my dad was selling a brand-name bread. The bread was so hard and unpalatable that when I took a bite, I felt that what I was eating was not bread, but a stone.
At that time, I was ignorant. I took a bite and if it tasted bad, I stopped eating it and threw it in the trash can.
My dad got angry and beat me, then picked up the bread from the trash can and continued eating it. "
"Gu Xu!" Lan Ruosi's eyes turned red, "Stop talking!"
