"Of course I know he is good to me." Yuwan was silent for a while and said, "But I feel that this kind of kindness is floating in the air and has not fallen into the bottom of my heart. I feel happy at the same time. It could slip away at any moment.”
Yuwan looked at the birds outside the window, "I don't dare to agree. I'm afraid that if I agree, it will be a different situation and everything will change."
"Why? Why do you think so?" A-Xuan frowned, "Marriage should make people feel happy and secure, so why are you afraid?"
"Yes, marriage should make people feel happy and secure. Why should I be afraid?" Yuwan repeated her words in a daze.
Seeing her like this, A-Xuan knew that she actually hadn't figured it out either.
She sighed and said, "Forget it, this is not something that can be forced. Since you can't figure it out, just think about it again."
"Yeah." Yuwan lowered her eyes.
"But I can tell you that Mr. Qin has returned to Hong Kong City now. There are many women in Hong Kong City who are eyeing him. Don't regret it when the time comes." Axuan did this deliberately to make Yuwan feel a little bit in crisis.
She was telling the truth. Although Qin Xun was over middle age, his status was there and his appearance was personable, elegant and gentleman. Even if he was afraid, there were many women in Hong Kong City who wanted to get close to him, whether it was for his sake or not. Or for the wealth and status he represents.
"When people are sad and hurt, they are most likely to be taken advantage of." A Xuan added to the fire.
Yuwan was not frightened by her words. Instead, she smiled and said, "If he is really like this, then even if I am blind, isn't it the right decision for me not to agree to get married?"
"Okay, you're cool." Ah Xuan couldn't convince her, so she could only say helplessly, "But don't forget, the human heart can't stand being hurt all the time, nor can it stand waiting all the time."
Her casual words made Yuwan's smile fade and she was stunned.
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"Yingying, I'm really worried."
At the Qin family, Qin Ying came to give her parents thick cotton coats for winter. Wang Biyun held her hand with a sad look on her face.
"Mom, are you still worried about eldest brother and Sister Wan?" Qin Ying said with a smile.
"Can I not worry about it?" Wang Biyu sighed, "I thought your eldest brother and I would feel at ease when your eldest brother found a partner. Who would have thought that the two of them had been together for more than a year, but in the end, they refused to get married. , what do you think this is?"
"I just don't understand. It doesn't look like Xiaowan doesn't like your elder brother. Why doesn't she agree? What are she worried about? We can only solve it after she speaks out."
In the more than a year that Qin Xun and Yuwan have been together, he has taken Yuwan back home and met her parents several times. Wang Biyun and Qin Weiguo liked her very much and almost treated her like their second daughter.
"Mom, maybe Sister Wan doesn't agree, but she hasn't thought about it yet." Qin Ying comforted her, "This emotional matter is a big deal, how can it be so easy to make a decision?"
"If it's a big matter, let's discuss it together, right?" Wang Biyun still frowned, "I asked your eldest brother why Xiaowan didn't agree, and he couldn't explain why."
"And before this matter is resolved, he has returned to Hong Kong City. What does Xiaowan think? What if she feels that your eldest brother has neglected her and becomes more determined?"
"No, Mom." Qin Ying was a little funny, "Sister Wan is not a little woman, nor is she a woman who relies on men to live. She has her own career and pursuits, and she won't be so stingy." In a certain way Generally speaking, Qin Ying has always felt that Yuwan is somewhat similar to her own daughter. They both pursue careers, are independent, and do not depend on anyone.
"Besides, the eldest brother has something to deal with when he returns to Hong Kong City. Sister Wan knows that. Besides, I think it might be a good thing for them to be separated for a while. They can think about it calmly before making a decision. Maybe when big brother comes back, there will be good news."
"Really?"
"of course it's true."
"Then I'll be relieved." Wang Biyun finally breathed a sigh of relief after being explained by Qin Ying.
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After another busy day, Yuwan walked out of the elegant house with a tired look on his face, wanting to breathe some air.
She stood under the tree and lit a cigarette. Scarlet light spots flickered on her fingertips. Yuwan blew out a smoke ring, and the smoke curled up and slowly dissipated.
She was in a trance while smoking.
Yuwan seldom smoked, and would only light one when she was upset. Qin Xun didn't even know she could smoke. She learned this from her sisters when she was in the dance hall. They laughed at her for not learning well, but they didn't stop her. She smoked, just to tell her that people can seek short-term relaxation through cigarettes, but people cannot be controlled by cigarettes and become her slaves, so she has rarely smoked over the years.
A cigarette burned out quickly. She put it out and prepared to enter the store.
"Li Weimin, how many times has this happened? Tell me what time it is now!" A young girl yelled angrily.
Yuwan subconsciously looked up.
Diagonally across from Yashe is a cinema. There are many young people coming to watch the movie, and many of them come in pairs.
A handsome and elegant young man was coaxing a girl in a good voice.
"Sorry, I'm late. Let's go in. The movie has started."
"It didn't start because of you!" The girl said with an angry look on her face, "There are so many dates in our unit, and they always make the partners wait. I have never seen any girl like me, waiting for you every now and then. "
"I understand that you are busy with work, but can you keep the time we have agreed on?"
"Yes, yes, I will be on time next time." The young man kept nodding and apologizing.
"You say that every time." A trace of disappointment flashed across the girl's face, "But you are still late every time."
"I know you were delayed because of your busy work. You are not wrong, but if I wait for you again and again, I will be tired and impatient." The girl said, her voice With a cry, "Can't you consider my feelings?"
Seeing her crying, the boy ignored the eyes of others and held her in his arms distressedly, "It's my fault. It won't happen next time. It won't happen again. I won't let you wait anymore."
"That's pretty much it." The girl then burst into laughter.
The two entered the cinema sweetly.
Yuwan stood there in a daze, her heart aching as if she had been hit hard.
Will people who have been waiting get tired and impatient?
What about Qin Xun? Will he also be tired from waiting for her answer?