The sachet that Luan Xiu gave to Shao Xi contained Phoenix Feather Grass from Lingyu Mountain. Although this kind of thing nourishes the Qi Sea very slowly, it fortunately continues to do so over the years.
Even when eating and sleeping, it is equivalent to cultivating Qi Hai at an extremely slow speed.
Don't underestimate this negligible effect. Its nourishment of the Qi Sea is continuous. It can be said that it improves the cultivation of internal strength every moment. However, this Phoenix Feather Grass matures only once every hundred years, and the effect will not last long. Exactly one hundred years.
The sachet made by Luan Xiu was the only fully mature Phoenix Feather Grass collected by her master Yuan You from Lingyu Mountain when she was young, and was made by Luan Xiu herself.
The improvement of her internal strength over the years has a lot to do with this sachet. Now she is willing to give this to Shao Xi, which shows the importance of Shao Xi in her heart.
Shao Xi looked at the sachet in his hand, then looked up at Luan Xiu who was looking at the crowd, with mixed feelings in his heart.
I once heard Liu Yanyi talk about Luan Xiu's life experience. This little girl's parents died when she was young. When she was four years old, she was taken to the street and sold like a commodity. It was Yuan You who saw her pity when he passed by and bought her. Take him back to Lingyu Mountain and take him as his apprentice.
She had no impression of her parents since she was a child. In her life, her master, Yuan You, was both father and mother. Unfortunately, the good times did not last long, and she did not enjoy a few days of parental care by her master's side. Her master He actually let go and left.
Therefore, Luan Xiu has been an extremely sensible child since she was a child, and her uncles and teachers rarely worry about her.
Now she meets the first man she likes in her life. Her inferiority complex makes her feel unworthy of Shao Xi, but if she likes her, she likes her, and if she admires her, she admires her. Once this kind of feeling arises, it will be like a flood that breaks a bank. inhibition.
But she had to restrain herself, because as the head of the Qianyu Sect, she had the responsibility of the entire sect, and because Shao Xi was too good, she didn't want to cause some confusion to Shao Xi because of herself. All she could do was Bear it silently.
There are many kinds of pain in this world, among which are gains and losses and love that cannot be found. This is what Luan Xiu has experienced and is currently experiencing.
Shao Xi knew that Luan Xiu gave this sachet to him, more because he wanted to remember her and to leave a thought for himself. Before he asked himself to write a poem for her, he probably wanted to keep it for her. Remember your own stuff.
Thinking of this, Shao Xi also took out something from his satchel and silently stuffed it into Luan Xiu's hand.
Luan Xiu was still looking at the crowd in the distance with complicated emotions, thinking about her own thoughts, but suddenly she felt Shao Xi stuffing something into her hand, and she quickly lowered her head to look.
All she saw was a small cloth bag. She looked up at Shao Xi, and Shao Xi smiled and raised his chin at her, which meant that he asked her to open it and take a look.
Luan Xiu knew that this must be a gift from Shao Xi, and a smile appeared on her face like a flower blooming. She eagerly opened the bag and saw a small glass bead inside.
After lifting it up and looking at the light in the distance, there were colorful clouds floating in the glass beads.
Speaking of which, Shao Xi is really good. Every gift he gives to a woman is a Yunxia glazed bead, but this one is the last one he has.
He also hopes that he will not encounter such embarrassing feelings again. It is best that no one will rely on one thing to miss him day and night. He feels that it is a kind of debt he owes to others.
In the relationship between men and women, rejection is not the most difficult thing. The most difficult thing is to refuse without hurting others. But how can we avoid hurting others?
Among the three sufferings in Buddhism, birth, old age, illness, and death are the laws that people must follow in this world. They are inevitable and cannot be circumvented.
However, meeting resentment and resentment, separation from love, and not being able to get what you want are the most painful things in an ordinary person's life.
Luan Xiu lost her parents, lost her mentor, and experienced the pain of separation from her love. Now she cannot desire Shao Xi and suffers the pain of not being able to desire her.
So no matter how Shao Xi refused in a tactful and gentle way, Luan Xiu could not eliminate the pain in her heart.
In the same way, why are Shaonu and Cheng Baiqiu who Shao Xi met before doing the same?
No one can explain things clearly about feelings. They are always being cut and confused. No one is right or wrong. There are only willingness and unwillingness, willingness and unwillingness, which cannot be stopped or changed.
This is also the only suffering that people are willing to endure besides family and friendship. Many people know it is suffering but still enjoy it and refuse to give it up.
Just as Luan Xiu said to Shao Xi before, no matter how Shao Xi views her, she can't stop her from liking Shao Xi. Even though she knows that this kind of liking is fruitless, Luan Xiu still can't control herself.
Love, perhaps the most complex emotion in the world, can inexplicably connect two people who are strangers to each other.
In the end, it can go far beyond family and friendship, making people willing to give up everything, give everything, and sacrifice themselves without hesitation, just for the person who doesn't know whether they can become their relatives or friends in the rest of their lives.
In short, if you love, you love, regardless of gains and losses, right or wrong.
Luan Xiu's eyes shone with joy. This joy did not come from the Yunxia Glazed Bead itself, but from the fact that this gift was given by Shao Xi.
Luan Xiu carefully rewrapped the glass bead and put it into her satchel. She raised her head and said inexplicably to Shao Xi, "Thank you, senior brother!"
Seeing the expression on Luan Xiu's face, and hearing Luan Xiuyan's unintentional cry of "Senior Brother", Shao Xi couldn't help but feel sour in his heart.
I remember when I first fell in love, my mother once said that the first relationship in many people's lives often ends without a problem. Falling out of love is often the final result of first love. It is painful, but it is also a necessary experience for many people in life. of.
As a woman living in this era, Luan Xiu found that the first person she liked in her life was something she couldn't get, and the love in her heart ended before it even began.
That kind of pain should be more uncomfortable than having it once and losing it later, right? Because she didn't even have a chance to try.
Although Shao Xi felt very heavy at the moment, he didn't want the current atmosphere to become equally heavy, so he pretended to be relaxed and shook out the folding fan in his hand.
He happily said to Luan Xiu: "There are many beautiful things in this world that are worthy of nostalgia. When one day we know how to open our hearts, we will find that what we have is more than what we have now.
"There are many things we have never discovered waiting for us to possess. Some things may not be tightly held in our hands, but if you open your hands, everything is in your hands."
Luan Xiu seemed to understand what Shao Xi said, tilted her head and looked at Shao Xi, raised her open palm and waved it in front of Shao Xi.
He pursed his lips and smiled: "Oh? So no matter how far you go to the end of the world, as long as I open my hand, you can't escape from the palm of my hand."
Shao Xi was amused by Luan Xiu and wondered what kind of brain circuit this girl had? If according to what she said, all the pigs, dogs, cattle and sheep in the world are in the palm of her hand, then wouldn't she be equal to those beasts?
But looking at Luan Xiu's naughty look, Shao Xi also knew that Luan Xiu had listened to what she just said. Although it could not be said that she had opened her heart, at least she would understand how to deal with the feelings in her heart in the future.
As long as his appearance does not cause long-term troubles to Luan Xiu, Shao Xi's inner guilt will be alleviated a lot.
Although no one is right or wrong in matters of love, causing harm to the other party is ultimately a result that Shao Xi does not want to see.
While Shao Xi and Luan Xiu were looking at each other and giggling, they suddenly heard a commotion in the distance. Screams and children's cries were heard from the crowd, and bursts of yelling were also heard. Voice.
The two of them felt a little surprised. The lantern festival was going well, so why did such a commotion suddenly occur?
Looking at this posture is not as simple as who stepped on whose toes, because at this time, the crowd began to disperse in all directions, and many people even brought their families and children with them and started running towards him. .
It didn't look like a simple quarrel, but a fight that caused panic among the surrounding people.
The two glanced at each other, stood up and headed towards the center of the commotion in unison, and were stopped from time to time by the oncoming crowd.
Just as the crowd gradually dispersed, the two of them walked not far forward when they saw a black shadow flying in the direction of the two of them. Shao Xi glanced at it and knew that it was a person who was thrown out of the crowd. A person, and this person was so stubborn that he smashed towards Shao Xi.
Without thinking, Shao Xi raised his hand to catch the man and dropped him to the ground. He took a closer look and said, "Damn!" Why is it Old Wu again?
This old guy was thrown out once today. Why was he thrown out again now?
"Old guy, what's the matter with you? You were a noob before you went to Wulong Mountain. Why are you still such a noob after you went to Wulong Mountain? You were thrown out of a restaurant during the day, and you were also thrown out of a lantern festival at night. If someone throws him out, don't say you know me from now on, I can't afford to throw him away."
Old Wu looked aggrieved. He had never been so embarrassed in his life. He was thrown out twice a day.
She originally thought that after practicing Xiyue, she would no longer have to be bullied, but she never expected that she would be completely embarrassed in front of a group of little girls.
He couldn't help but spit on the ground and said bitterly: "What a bad luck! How come everyone I met today is better than me? Go and see for yourself! The fat boy is fighting them! This You might also suffer a loss later.”
Just as he was talking, he heard a "bang" not far away, followed by a strong wave of vitality that spread violently around the place where the sound came from.
Many people who had not had time to escape were pushed around by the wave and fell to the ground in a mess.
