"The easier it seems, the more sad it is. All I can say is that no eggs are left intact after the nest is overturned."
"Hey, when we were studying, we learned Maoist dialect..." Sun Ying lamented that things are different and people are different.
"Individual success is inseparable from the protection of a strong collective, and building a strong collective is inseparable from individual contributions and struggles - so, Ms. Sun Ying, are you doing a good job?"
Jin Shu cleverly changed the topic and continued talking, but it became sad.
Sun Ying was very angry with her, and the topic quickly turned to business.
Jin Shu made a lot of money during this trip, but it was all "pocket money" given by her brother.
Sun Ying remembered that Jin Shu said before coming out that she could earn two courtyard houses during this trip.
Now that I have just seen the chariot she donated to Long Yuan, where are the two courtyard houses?
"My goods were transported back with the chariot."
The goods Jin Shu talked about were the gifts that people gave her when she bought the chariot.
Jinshu donated the large items that could not be circulated.
Items that are not dangerous can be circulated.
For example, she can sell military coats, military flashlights, binoculars, and watches.
From here, she transported the goods to the black market by water. She found a special transporter. Lin Yixuan just added an extra bottle with them and drank like this.
He was indeed good at drinking, and he remained sane after two bottles of vodka. After the third bottle, he let himself go and hugged his wife to confess his love.
Jinshu thought it was cute when he hugged her and confessed his true feelings after drinking too much. The unabashed fanatical love in his eyes made Jinshu very happy.
It wasn't a bad feeling, but it wouldn't happen again.
She would never let Lin Yixuan drink so much again, it would be too harmful to her health.
For good memories, once is enough.
"Those bits and pieces can be sold for some money, but two courtyard houses, is that an exaggeration?"
How many watches does it take to exchange for two sets of courtyard houses?
"The first batch is definitely not enough, but who said I only do one-time business?"
Of the three tanks, she was only given one, and the other two needed her cans to be shipped before they could be shipped.
If Lin Yixuan hadn't drunk the person down and only received 5,000 US dollars, how could they have given her a car?
Lin Yixuan is indispensable.
The goods need to travel for a week on the road, which gives Jinshu time to move around, enough time for her to bring back this batch of scattered goods in exchange for working capital.
Then use this fund to pay the balance of the cannery, and then place an order from the cannery. The payment will be postponed, and more useful materials will be exchanged, and the business will be revitalized.
Even if she doesn't recognize her biological parents, according to Jinshu's plan, her family will be able to complete the initial accumulation of funds before the end of the year.
Lin Yixuan fell asleep all the time and did not wake up at night. Jin Shu asked the driver to help him get on the train.
It was the same train as when we arrived, and the warehouse still contained "half of the goods" that Lin Yixuan had captured.
The trip was fruitful, and Sun Ying's mother-in-law and daughter-in-law were very relaxed on the return trip.
Jin Shu was busy discussing business last night. Although he didn't drink alcohol, he was still mentally exhausted. He fell asleep on the bed as soon as he got in the car.
I am really tired, but I am also very happy.
She and Lin Yixuan tried their best to help the collective earn an extra chariot. When they calm down and think about it, they feel very happy.
The train was swaying, and Jin Shu fell asleep unconsciously.
When she woke up, it was already the next day, and Lin Yixuan was still awake. It seemed that the alcohol had not been completely metabolized.
Jin Shu sat on the bunk and watched the train passing through the birch forest. He fell asleep unsuspectingly next to her.
She thought about the many invitations he had made along the way to join the army.
Jin Shu likes the feeling of being with him, but is afraid of being immersed in her attachment to him and losing control of herself.
The extreme tension between emotion and reason left her unable to make up her mind.
The warm morning sun shines through the window and onto his newly grown beard.
Jin Shu seemed to see him stretching out his neck like a big docile cat, letting her apply white shaving foam all over his face. She used the oldest razor to gently stroke his angular face. .
It was something that obviously didn't happen, but she thought about it very carefully.
When Sun Ying came back from fetching hot water, he saw Jin Shu looking at his son and smiling slightly, and said with a smile:
"What good things are you thinking about? You are smiling so happily."
"Mom, do you occasionally think of things that haven't happened yet and make you happy?" Jin Shu asked.
"Yes, when his father is here, I always look forward to his coming back, thinking about what to cook and eat when he comes back, which makes me happy. But when he really comes back, I can't help but quarrel over trivial matters."
When Sun Ying thought about the past, the corners of her mouth raised, but her eyes were a little sad.
Some things don't feel like anything when they happen.
Until I lose it forever and look back, I realize that it was already very good at that time.
"Isn't it a waste to spend a lifetime thinking about someone?" Jin Shu asked.
"In the years since he was gone, I have experienced a lot of things. I have gone abroad to earn a lot of money. My son and daughter-in-law are good to me. I will be a grandma in the future. If I am lucky enough to live longer, I can even see your children's children. One I have all the dignity a woman should have, and I don’t feel any loss.”
Sun Ying's words accidentally solved Jin Shu's confusion at the moment.
Jin Shu was worried about being too attached and losing herself, but Sun Ying used her unusual life to effectively refute Jin Shu.
Sun Ying deeply loves Lin Zheng, and at the same time knows very well what kind of life she should live.
Her self even awakened after her husband's sacrifice.
"When I die and meet him down there, I will definitely be full of pride. Let the dead ghost see my wonderful life. I don't know what his expression will be when he looks at me. It's interesting to think about it."
Sun Ying patted Jin Shu on the shoulder, Jin Shu was thoughtful.
Sure enough, there is a mountain between theory and practice. Some things cannot be solved by just thinking about them. You still have to communicate with experienced people.
Jin Shu thought about it. Now she really wanted Lin Yixuan to wake up. She wanted to tell him what he had been looking forward to for a long time, and she agreed.
The driver came over with breakfast and couldn't help but sigh when he saw Jinshu's mother-in-law and daughter-in-law getting along harmoniously.
"This trip back has gone smoothly."
"It's not easy to say this. The more you say things are smooth, the more likely things will happen. The young people in our unit will come to work as soon as they say they are really free." Sun Ying quickly interrupted.
Jin Shuxiao, my mother-in-law is sometimes a bit superstitious.
Seeing that her daughter-in-law didn't believe it, Sun Ying told her the metaphysics that countless people in the workplace had summarized.
"Don't believe in evil things about this. I have studied this with many friends, and it is evil. If the doctor says, "I have a lot of free time today, there will be a serious emergency patient coming to your door right away!" If the police say, "It's been peaceful recently, there will be a big case soon!"
"I said you are worrying too much. On this bus, robbers will only show up when they arrive, because everyone will be selling goods at that time and have a lot of money. Where will the robbers come from on the way back?" The driver still refused.
There is some truth to what he said, because some people spent their money on the return trip to buy goods and sell them back home, and they didn't have much cash in hand.
In terms of economic value, the robbers will not risk the return trip.
While the three of them were chatting, the car stopped. Jin Shu glanced out casually, his eyes suddenly widening.
"Mom, I find that you are a very wise person... I really can't say things like this casually!"
Sun Ying also looked over and stood up in fear.
"Hurry up and get Yixuan up, let's get to work!"