It's not a long relationship, but it seems like we have been together for a long, long, long time. Although I feel very sad, I can only stay here in a daze.
Tonight, I lost her after all.
She is a very silly girl who always considers everything for me. She obviously loves her very much, but she is also very worried and has too much pressure. I originally thought that I would bring her joy and happiness and give her a home. But she didn't expect that it would only bring her tension, anxiety and pressure.
Maybe I'm not good enough or perfect enough.
The first time I failed to fulfill my promise to her, maybe it would be better for her if I agreed to leave.
I thought this book would bring me a lot of luck, and it would also bring her. I had imagined many futures, but it seemed that they were no longer possible.
My mind is a mess at the moment, all of which are memories of that silly girl from my family. I can’t move my fingers anymore, and I can’t concentrate my thoughts. Please bear with me and take a day off. I really can’t type words anymore. I really can’t breathe. .
I wish each of you can hold on to your own happiness, and hope that each of you can be well and hug tightly with the people you love.
Good night, my silly girl.
Goodnight, everyone.
good night world……