The performance was over, Heshia put on the clothes she had worn again and sat in the dressing room.
A very special emotion lingered in her heart. At first, she just imitated the performance of senior Luo Fuyu, but in the process she slowly became immersed in it. It was the theme style of the venue and the expectations of the audience. My own understanding of this performance and the atmosphere created together are the vague guidance of emotions and the direction after rational analysis. When combined with each other, they form a slightly sacred scene.
This special scene and state of mind gave the girl a gentle impact, allowing her to slowly savor the state she was in at that time even after she finished the performance.
For ordinary people, the performance may be nervous, or it may be very happy, etc. It will not be so complicated, but she is always very delicately aware of some changes.
In fact, she was somewhat resistant to performing. She once thought that this resistance was shyness and embarrassment, but it was not just that, it was also her slight fear and avoidance of this kind of behavior deep down in her heart.
Israeli waiters are just actors, online beggars, people who cheat people out of money, and entertainers...
This is a certain kind of prejudice, but it is also the thinking of many people. The traditional concept is that people who engage in this kind of profession are lowly and cannot be promoted. Girls who engage in this kind of profession in public are bound to be contaminated with bad things. Habits and things, this was the reason for her resistance in her heart.
Because of her previous timidity and low self-esteem, she was particularly sensitive to such comments and words.
But today is different, because she is not performing under her real name, but as Luo Fuyu. Even if there are various comments later, they will not fall on her, so she does not have to carry any baggage. So it's easy to get immersed in the show itself.
Which one is right? As far as watching movies and TV series is concerned, it is a very normal entertainment for most people. However, once people around you are engaged in related industries, they will be considered to be improper, and not only that, By extension, anything that has nothing to do with production or entertainment will be considered improper, wasteful, decadent, crooked, and not on the right track.
Play games, read casual books, play with models, and do music.
Does this have any meaning? Can it make money? Is it serious? Is it shameful?
Doing this, playing this, and liking this will only waste your studies, waste time, and make no money. Similar words seem to be often heard in life.
It seems that people should make money like a machine throughout their lives, with the goal of everything being human beings. Only in this way can they be free from any criticism and perfect.
This concept was formed because in that era of scarcity and crisis, the entire society suppressed entertainment behaviors and made them give way to production and reproduction.
Being busy non-stop is a state of pride. Even if you are not that busy, you still have to pretend and create it in this way, so that you can get spiritual comfort. Otherwise, you will be uneasy or despised by others.
If he is so idle, he will definitely fall into trouble in the future. The reason why he did not succeed in improving his studies and making money must be because he did not work hard enough. You see, he still has time to do that idle thing.
At first glance, it seems to make sense, which is why many people find it difficult to refute it.
But here comes the question again, what is the purpose of hard work, or this kind of busyness day after day, year after year, just for the next time it will still be so hard, so tired, and dare not have any entertainment?
If you can't get any reward and can't change any status quo, then what is the value and significance of your efforts? Is there an end to becoming a master and making money?
How much money do you earn, and at what point you reach a point where you can stop for a while and let yourself have some leisure time.
In the traditional concept, all entertainment activities are despised and suppressed. Anything that makes people happy will almost always be scolded. Only fatigue and pain are worthy of praise, because this can 'train' people and make them happy. People become 'great', but in fact, too bitter experiences will only become unforgettable nightmares and nightmares for many people in their lives, making them fearful or always anxious.
It can even be said that this concept was formed because people in that era suffered from psychological trauma and could never forget the pain, so they were extremely anxious about survival and could not see anyone around them idle. As long as they were not studying or working, sitting Playing games at home is absolutely a heinous thing.
Some people may say that after working and making money as an adult, it is okay to have a little entertainment, but this is not the case. Even if you work continuously for a whole year and have a little fun at home during the rare holidays, you will still suffer from such remarks.
It is a brand that is etched into the spirit, a stereotype that lingers.
When a question is vague and cannot be refuted, it will become a problem. However, if the source and cause can be gradually analyzed, it will no longer be as invincible as it used to be.
After gradually understanding the reasons for her resistance and avoidance in the past, the frown between Heshia's brows relaxed a little.
It was time to go out. She shook her head, stroked the hair beside her eyes with her fingers, and looked at herself in the mirror. Her light gray hair color made her look very 'light', like a background board. Black and silver, or other colors, have such a strong and eye-catching feeling.
However, she likes this 'light' feeling very much, this kind of relaxed and natural state of sitting in the corner, not being watched or judged by others.
It will probably take a while to truly overcome the psychological barrier of performing on stage, but at least now, she is not as uneasy as she used to be.
After walking out of the dressing room, the rest room seemed to be particularly lively, with many people talking about the performance just now.
"I didn't even recognize it at the time. It wasn't Senior Luo Fuyu. I can only say that her temperament and charm were too similar." A girl and her companions said eagerly.
"If I hadn't known it in advance, I would have been just like you. That girl's performance was so good."
"There are still some differences, and the dance steps in the performance are also different, but the overall performance is very natural, and almost no one reacted at the time."
"I don't know what the outcome will be. Is there any result from the discussion between the teacher and the important guest?"
"Ah, Hesia is coming out." Everyone's attention shifted to look at Hesia who came out.
Because of her hair color, her appearance was quite different from when she performed on stage, which made people almost unrecognizable. After comparing the video and the real person for a while, everyone was sure that she was the girl just now.
Luo Fuyu came over at this time, took Hesia's hand, and the two of them came in front of everyone.
"Now you can take a good look and compare." She said to everyone with a half-hidden chuckle.
Seeing that everyone had had enough comparisons and viewings, she put down Heshia's hand and said, "Okay, now you are satisfied, don't hang around anymore, just do what you need to do."
"Hessia and I have already done the performance thing. As for whether we can talk about it in the end, that's none of our business." She closed her eyes lightly and shook her head.
After that, everyone dispersed laughing and joking, except for a few people who occasionally secretly looked at the two people sitting on the sofa with their peripheral vision.
After sitting down again, Luo Fuyu turned his head, looked at Hexia carefully, and then nodded slightly.
"Although the hair color is not black, I have to say that the temperament and facial contours are indeed very consistent."
"Probably because of my mother, people will imitate adults unconsciously when they are young." Heshia was slightly embarrassed and explained.
"You must have learned similar inheritance in your family. I see that your steps are very steady and your body is very coordinated. You don't look like an inexperienced person." Luo Fuyu continued.
"I won't ask about the specific situation, otherwise it will be considered impolite, haha."
"I'm really grateful for Heshia's rescue. Let me think about it. I will apply with the academy teacher later and give you a return gift."
"Today will probably be quite busy and it will be difficult to entertain you well. If I have time next time, I think it will be a holiday soon. Let's set a time during the holiday and come to Lianhong Porcelain Academy as a guest."
"Don't shirk it. It's rare for me to invite people. Besides, if we don't thank you properly, it would be rude for us." Luo Fuyu stretched out half of his fingers from his sleeves and pressed his chin lightly.
"Well, I will be a guest during the holidays." Hesia could only nod.
"Well, at the school, we will also tell Yuanting in advance, so you don't have to worry."
"That's it for today. You must have come to the venue to enjoy the Frozen Green Festival. I won't try to keep you here for now, otherwise it would be quite boring to sit here all the time."
"No, actually I learned a lot from Senior Sister Luo." Hesia responded.
Afterwards, Heshia and Mel stood up and gradually walked out of the venue under the leadership of Luo Fuyu again. Before leaving, they were given a string of pendants.
"Originally I wanted to send better porcelain, but it was too big for you to handle, so I had to send it to your school later."
"Come back next time~" She waved her hand, and then waited for the two of them to go away before returning to the 'venue'.
After leaving here, Mel was immersed in the wonder of the previous girl's performance along the way, and kept looking at the photos in Heshia's hand, as if trying to find out what the two had in common.
The situation didn't get better until the two met another girl on the platform.
"Hesia~ I'm over here." Miss Yilin is wearing a brown top today, a black pleated skirt and long cotton socks, and sunglasses. Her originally chestnut gold hair is now permed at the end. It has a wavy spiral and is quite fashionable.
After approaching, she took off the sunglasses on the bridge of her nose, revealing her light golden eyes. When she took Hesia's hand, a smile broke out on her face.
"I haven't seen Hesia for a long time. In just six months, it feels like a lot has happened."
"Is this Mel? Hello, my name is Yilin. I am Hesia's best friend and her childhood playmate." Compared to Mel's timid performance, she was as generous as ever.
After the three of them met, they continued their previous tour. Along the way, Yilin also talked about what happened after she went to high school.
"Before I went there, I thought it was a very leisurely school life, but the courses in the school are very, uh, not very full, but they make every period of time useful to you and I can't give it up. I also learned to learn. I slowly immersed myself in various flower cultivation courses and had no time to do anything else.”
"Fortunately, the exams have ended recently and everything has become quiet again, so I caught up on the latest fashion news, permed my hair, bought new clothes, etc."
"There are no more than 100 people in the whole grade, and we basically all know each other. Everyone has his own flower field, and occasionally he can pass by other people's flower fields to see how they are growing."
"When I first applied for the exam, I just wanted to grow flowers as a personal hobby. After all, I still have an inheritance at home, but recently I have become more and more interested in it. Maybe I will open a flower shop in the future? But I always feel that there are many things in the future. To do.”
"For example, running my own industry and company, taking care of the small company I opened with Heshia, flower shop, traveling to botanical gardens in various places, learning fashion knowledge, designing my own clothes in the future, etc." Yilin said As she spoke, she could hardly stop talking. It seemed that she had many new ideas to talk to Heshia.
In response, the girl listened patiently and carefully, occasionally smiling and responding. Yilin always had endless things to say and endless interest in treating this companion and friend she had liked since childhood.
After that, the three of them entered the academy venue that specializes in training martial arts, tasted the Qingzhu Academy venue with various delicacies, entered the temple of Huilong Temple, prayed and burned incense together, and arrived at Luo Zhenzhi in the evening. The venue of Eye Academy.
The venue is divided into several layers inside and outside, separated from each other. The outermost is a booth composed of various glass closets. There are exquisitely crafted dolls with different hair colors and eyes, sitting quietly in the closet. On the soft cushion inside, there is a keyhole on the back, into which a winding rotating key can be inserted.
Although the ancient torsion spring torque is no longer used to add power, this ancient ritual and style still remains.
After entering the inner floor, this is a small performance room that can only accommodate 80 people. It is surrounded by a black curtain. On the stage inside, several cute and gorgeous puppets are being hung by silk threads to make various shapes. With various movements, a famous opera is performed, and above the stage there are students from the academy controlling and conducting, and there are also specialized dubbing students on the side.
"Today, we are performing the ancient story of seven heroes." On the stage, a rabbit puppet bowed and saluted.
"A long time ago, in order to resist the bad tyranny and avenge his sister, a young man stepped into the inaccessible forest alone..."
"He has walked a long way, so far that he has forgotten the direction he is going and how to live."
"Finally, he fell unconscious and fell into the night. It was a cold night, deep in the forest where no one was listening."
"Probably, he will be eaten by wild beasts, that's what he was thinking at the moment." The young man puppet lay flat on the stage, and a drop of dew dripped from the sky, fell on the corner of his eye, and slowly slid down.
"However, fate does not seem to have given up on him at this moment."
A doll of a girl with silver hair and a white dress descended, her fingertips drooped, and dew and fruits also fell.
"Because of this girl's rescue, the boy survived, and his legend began."
(End of chapter)
