First of all, I would like to say sorry. 00. The performance of the recent plot was not good. I was not prepared before and was eager for success. There were also many loopholes in the logic, which even made people feel awkward and uncomfortable. I should not have made such a mistake, and I am very sorry to everyone. .
I am also quite anxious. This book has had many stiff points since its inception. This was fatal in the early stages. If this happens in the middle and later stages, the characters and plot structure will have been roughly perfected, and the impact will be greater. It won’t be very big, but the poor writing in the early stage will greatly affect the follow-up reading, causing many people to abandon the book, and then there will be no more.
There were some problems that were pointed out by everyone, and I really wanted to write something exciting to reverse the downward trend, but the result was that the more anxious I became, the more problems appeared, alas...
Even if I have written good things before, it does not mean that I will always be able to write wonderful stories. This is very sad. I am still not fully prepared for this book. Because of the changes in the interstellar era, there are very many things to tell. There are too many, and it cannot be completely written in the way of the new book. It has to be connected with the past events of the Third Era and make some connections. This results in too many settings and backgrounds that need to be described. This is undoubtedly a headache and a heavy burden. of.
In the early stage of writing, I felt that the plot was too depressing, because Tilan’s background and identity are different from Luolan. When Luolan appeared, his character and mentality were almost complete, while Tilan was limited by his experience and background and could not be transformed into a complete character. The writing is so perfect and powerful. She is only 16 years old and is extremely young. She still has many things to overcome and grow up. She is timid, not confident, has little knowledge, does not think comprehensively, does not have a good grasp of the overall situation, etc.
Although this seems a bit "real", it is undoubtedly uncomfortable for the protagonist to suffer. In the early stage, Tilan was bullied and ridiculed by classmates, and many readers reported that they were a little depressed. However, if the protagonist's personality suddenly changes, it will appear torn and inexplicable. .
And because of the character of the protagonist, she must adopt the most conservative strategy when doing things. This is okay for a short time, but if the plot is like this for a long time, it will appear too flat and flowing, lacking ups and downs, and sometimes readers will not feel relieved enough (why does Xiao Tilan always Being bullied TT)
So in order to improve the situation, I had to speed up some progress, bring out the sister's matter in advance, reveal the awakening of talent, etc., and this trip to Jilou City, etc.
It disrupted the previous arrangements and the plot became abrupt. Although it was a moment of relief, the rhythm was also messed up. This book also exposed many of my shortcomings and failed to live up to everyone's expectations.
To be honest, I feel a little like giving up on myself. 00. Not only because of the book, but also because of reality. In the past two years, my family has been increasingly pressing for marriage. Sometimes I also think about what if the second book reaches a higher level and becomes popular. , I will probably have the confidence to explain to my family, and I will also be able to have some freedom in marriage and love.
But at present, it seems that it is impossible. I am still too whimsical. It is not a good thing to be arrogant. I have to take it step by step. I have understood this truth for a long time, but people get older step by step. As some old readers know, Aozora has missed a lot, whether it was college, or looking for jobs after graduation, constantly changing jobs, until finally he started to try the writing he had dreamed of before.
It takes about 2-3 years to write a long online book, but how many three years do I have left? Living alone may be a good choice, but sometimes I also think about that fork in my life, if there is another opportunity. If you choose...
Things don’t always go smoothly. Looking back now, I was really lucky to have my first book signed by the editor when it was only 150,000 words long. Later on, it gradually gained popularity. It performed well in the early stage and I wrote a few books. The scene that has been imagined for a long time makes people happy and nostalgic.
It's always easy to e-mail late at night. I'm sorry that I let you see some things that you don't like. I know that everyone has their own stress in life. I come here because I want to relax.
I will continue to work hard to write books in the future and try my best to present a moving and comfortable world. Being miserable is disgusting, and I will never say similar things again in the future.
