By doing this, Shen Jue humiliated Bai Yu'an and undoubtedly wanted to crush her.
He made her feel like she was just Shen Jue's plaything without any self-esteem.
She thought she could have a good conversation with Shen Jue, but it seemed like this would always be the case between them.
The night breeze outside carried a slight fishy smell from the river, and the wide sleeves of her white clothes fell on the fence. The pain in her body made her lose consciousness, and she stared blankly at the endless darkness in the distance.
The black hole was bottomless, as endless as the pain Shen Jue had caused her.
His limp body trembled with his rough movements, and his breathing lingered in his ears, making Bai Yu'an feel that he would never end.
When Bai Yu'an was finally carried back by Shen Jue, he looked at the person in his arms, who was stunned and lost his mind. His face was so pale that there was no trace of blood, and there was no emotion in his eyes, let alone looking at him.
It was like her silent accusation.
Both men were exhausted.
After returning, Shen Jue took her to take a bath and carefully wiped the traces on her body.
There were red marks on her legs where she had not controlled her strength well, and the marks on her waist were already turning blue.
Shen Jue was silent, silently carrying Bai Yu'an to the bed, and went to get ointment to wipe her scars.
He looked at her equally silent face, sighed, brushed his fingers through her hair, and said with a slight pleading: "Yu'an, don't make me angry again in the future."
"Stop saying anything I don't like."
"I won't do this to you again."
Bai Yu'an didn't even bother to raise his eyelids, his heart felt like a pool of stagnant water.
She shouldn't have any illusions that Shen Jue could listen to her words well.
The two of them have never been on the same page, and Shen Jue will never understand her.
Aunt Yun came in with the medicine: "Master Hou, the medicine is ready."
Shen Jue pursed her lips and held Bai Yu'an's light body in her arms, carefully feeding her the medicine that would allow her to have an heir as soon as possible, bit by bit.
As long as Yuan has a child, it will be fine.
Her mind will settle down.
She will stay by her side resignedly.
Bai Yu'an glanced at Shen Jue and saw that his eyes were fixed on her. The medicine bowl was pressed tightly against her lips, and she had to drink it in front of his eyes.
Bai Yu'an lowered her eyes and looked at the concoction in front of her. She no longer had the strength to refuse to resist.
After a long silence, he finished the drink under Shen Jue's gaze.
When the medicine bowl was empty, Shen Jue let out a breath, took the handkerchief from her grandma's hand and wiped the medicine from Bai Yu'an's lips.
He held her in his arms and asked his mother to bring a plate of pastries.
Milk puff pastry was Bai Yu'an's favorite dessert, but when she opened her mouth to hold it in her mouth, the sweet taste left her feeling uninterested.
She was like a puppet who couldn't have her own emotions, letting Shen Jue manipulate her at his fingertips.
One piece after another, she felt uncomfortable eating, and finally she couldn't eat any more and pushed Shen Jue's finger.
Shen Jue likes the way Bai Yu'an obediently stays in his arms, and also likes Bai Yu'an's occasional temper with him.
The smell of her body was on the tip of his nose, mixed with the sweet and greasy fragrance, and his body's desire for her gradually emerged again.
His fingers scraped the scraps on her lips, he licked them and looked at her with deep eyes.
"Yu'an..."
Bai Yu'an felt cold sweat break out on his back, looked at Shen Jue in panic and shook his head.
Why.
Why could he inflict another punishment on her so indifferently after giving her such humiliation?
She put her fingers on Shen Jue's chest and calmed him down with a pale face: "Shen Jue, it's very late."
"Let's live a good life in the future and don't do this again."
"Can you pay attention to my emotions?"
Shen Jue looked closely at Bai Yu'an, with such a soft cheek, fairy-like jade color under the candlelight, and a white dress, and her soft fingers were placed close to her body.
The person you worked so hard to get is finally willing to be in your arms.
Every scent of her body was constantly tempting him to go crazy.
How can I bear it.
Shen Jue suddenly held her lips in his mouth, and his fingers fell from under the hem of his clothes to her skin.
He coaxed: "Yu'an, it won't hurt."
"Your body will adapt to me quickly."
"I will make you pregnant with our child soon, and we will have a good life from now on."
"I listen to you."
It was clear that what he said was flattering, but the movements of his hands were as strong as ever.
Bai Yu'an was tightly pressed down by Shen Jue, unable to move. She closed her eyes in despair, her eyes red and tears dripping from the corners of her eyes.
Except for the two nights when she was sick, she slept like this every night.
From the moment they met, Shen Jue never considered other people's feelings. He only had himself in his heart.
Selfish and hypocritical.
Shameless and hateful.
The girl guarding the door outside has long been accustomed to this sound.
From the soft whispers of forbearance at the beginning, to the cries for mercy later, I have long been used to hearing it, like this every night.
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Early the next morning, while Bai Yu'an was still sleeping, Shen Jue had already picked him up and held him in his arms.
Bai Yu'an's cheeks were still pale, and there was still a bit of fatigue in his brows that had not slept well.
The face that used to be elegant and beautiful is now like a peach blossom that has been beaten by the rain. It is soft and frail, petite and seems to have no strength, and the body is thinner than before.
Shen Jue was not tired at all, he dressed her carefully and considerately, and coaxed her in a low voice: "The people from Earl Zhongqin's Mansion are here. This is your natal family in the future. Although you don't need to interact with her more, you should still meet her. ."
"I'll sleep for a while after I see you."
Bai Yu'an heard the meaning of Shen Jue's words, narrowed her eyes and looked at his serious expression, lowered her head and let him bend down to tie her belt.
After going outside, Nanny Xue took her to wash up and then took her to comb her hair.
Shen Jue stood behind Bai Yu'an, bent down and whispered in her ear: "I'll go to the front hall to wait for you. I'll pack up later and just follow grandma here."
After saying that, Shen Jue shook Bai Yu'an's finger and walked out.
She was going to meet someone today. Nanny Xue was very dexterous with her hands. She quickly tied up Bai Yuan's hair and put a white jade hairpin on her hair.
There are also emeralds on her ears, which are very beautiful and upright.
It's just that the complexion on Bai Yu'an's face is not very good. He drinks the tonic to warm his body and replenish his blood every day, but his cheeks are still too white.
Bai Yu'an didn't need to apply powder, as applying powder to her skin would only hide her Tsinghua face. Nanny Xue only had a light layer of rouge on her face, and she already had a golden face.
Food was already placed on the table outside, and Bai Yu'an saw that the girl standing next to her was actually Cui Hong.
Cuihong looked at Bai Yu'an and whispered, "Miss Bai."
Bai Yuan sat on the stool, nodded, and let Cuihong serve him food.
It was hard to eat more than a few bites. After finishing the meal, Nanny Xue whispered to Bai Yu'an: "If you like Cuihong, let her serve you personally from now on."
"The Marquis is waiting for your wishes."
Bai Yuan looked at Cuihong's gaze and nodded after a pause.
Nanny Xue smiled and said, "That's good. The emerald red color is what you like, and you will be happier in the future."
As she said this, Nanny Xue helped Bai Yu'an clean her mouth before taking her to the front hall.
Cuihong quickly followed Bai Yuan closely, raising her head slightly in the envious eyes of the girl outside.
