The sky and the earth are dark and yellow, the universe is vast, and the vast number of sentient beings are really like a drop in the ocean in the eyes of the gods above the sky.
And in the vast sea, perhaps, I am the only one who understands Liu Desheng!
It's a pity that he chose family, and I, Yang Guan, also chose family. From then on, lovers were separated by yin and yang, and there was no longer a phoenix to live in the world.
Well... I feel very sorry for Liu Desheng's death. Well, it's just a pity. After all, if I don't feel sorry for him as a couple, wouldn't his life be too sad?
After everything came to an end, I quietly returned to the Lingyuan Escort Agency. At this moment, I sat quietly on the rocking chair, with my belly slightly bulging. The rocking chair gently swayed back and forth, blending with the afternoon breeze and warm sun, making people feel dizzy. Drowsy.
On the days when the Lingyuan Liu family was exterminated, his father moved back from Beishi City with the old man from the escort agency. After that, his father began to expel villains, clean up the family, and ordered his younger brother Yang Liu to write a self-incriminating edict to win over the people of Lingyuan. After understanding, we finally opened the door to welcome guests today.
Without the big mountain of Lingyuan Liu family, the business of the escort agency has dropped sharply, and our life has become dull and tight again. Looking at the familiar people and familiar things in front of us, the four years of being married to Liu Desheng have been like a big dream. , I don’t know where the dream soul should go tonight.
Why! These are all things from the past. I will tell you whatever comes to mind. Please don’t blame me, readers!
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As the saying goes, "A virtuous wife and a virtuous husband will bring few disasters; a son will be filial to his father and have a generous heart."
In my opinion, it was me, an evil wife, who encouraged Desheng to participate in the fight for the position of patriarch, and then single-handedly destroyed the arrogant Liu family of Lingyuan.
As for why I got to where I am today step by step, I have to start from the beginning.
I was originally just a young girl with an ordinary family background and ordinary appearance. I was looking forward to learning a set of peerless swordsmanship or becoming a martial arts hero, and then defeating invincible opponents in the world, and finding a husband who would like me. From then on, he indulged himself in the world and lived a happy life.
But the motto of that great Mohist, "The heart has seven orifices, and the drops of water are exquisite." It really caused me a lot of trouble. I was begging for marriage, Taoism, letters, and fame. It made me not very irritable, but it made me Nothing can be done.
Suddenly one day, I took over the affairs of the escort agency from my father in a daze. Although the affairs were well organized, I also felt a sense of boredom. Just when I was planning to tell my father that I wanted to travel around, an uninvited guest came. When I visited my father's bedside, it was this man who completely changed my life.
That night, a man wore a black cloth robe and a thick linen belt around his waist. He had big eyebrows and big eyes, a straight nose and a slightly flat nose, a wide mouth and thin lips, broad shoulders and a thin back. He was eight feet tall. He was holding a wine gourd in his hand. The moonlight was hazy, and I talked with my father at night. We don't know what we talked about.
The next day, my father, who had always been upright and hated the powerful, came to find me, who was extremely bored, and had a long chat with me. He said, "Son, we grew up drinking the water of the Linghe River. What has our Lingyuan been like in recent years? Everyone has a steelyard in their mind. Half of the grain in the fields has gone into the Liu family's private warehouse, and half of the fish in the water has gone into the Liu family's nets. Everyone wakes up early and is greedy at night, and they can only make ends meet. It is a difficult life. . As the old saying goes: The stronghold started from civil strife. The person I chatted with all night last night said that he would make a secret move and marry you into the Liu family as an internal response. In the future, the Liu family, which has done many evil things, could be uprooted. You, you can willing?"
I asked in confusion, "Father, who was the visitor last night?"
Father's hands were warming the fire, his eyes burning, "Liu Quansheng!"
I was surprised and said, "Liu Quansheng? That teacher Liu Quansheng?"
The father laughed loudly, "Son, if you only think that he is an ordinary teacher, then you have misunderstood Liu Quansheng."
I looked at my father intently, waiting for him to answer my questions.
My father whispered, "Liu Quansheng, the head of the 'Three Heroes of Quzhou', is the same as Xie An, the boy of the Xie family among the eight old aristocratic families in Quzhou, and is also known as the 'Ansheng of the world'. Liu Quansheng is a man of amazing talent and brilliance. In the year of his hair, he passed the final examination of the 18 subjects of Six Virtues, Six Elements, and Six Arts of Xianda Academy, and became the first person to 'pass' since the Jiazi period. With his talent and learning, he should have been a general or a prime minister, but what happened later After hearing some things, he returned to Lingyuan City and lived in seclusion."
Although I was in my boudoir, I had heard more or less about Liu Quansheng. After listening to my father's story, I asked my father, "Father, do you want to touch the Liu family? With the power of Liu Quansheng and my Lingyuan Escort Bureau, I'm afraid It’s hard to shake this big tree.”
My father looked at me meaningfully, "It's not me, it's the people of Lingyuan, it's God's will!"
I tried to dissuade him, "In today's world, aristocratic families are in power, colluding with each other, and taking advantage of each other. The power of the aristocratic families is snowballing, growing bigger and bigger, and it has reached a point where it is too big to lose. Just like the Jiang family that dominates Quzhou, even His Majesty can do nothing about it. He, now, the Liu family is dependent on the Jiang family, and just relying on Liu Quansheng's resourcefulness and the strength of my Lingyuan Escort Bureau, wanting to overthrow the Liu family is tantamount to becoming an immortal!"
My father suddenly became depressed. A wisp of flame burst out from the fire in front of him, and he became energetic again. He stood up from the table and said to me, "How can a man live in this world in a depressed state for a long time?" . To hoe the strong and support the weak, to help the world and save the people is the great road in the world and the right way of chivalry. I have made up my mind on this matter, you just have to say whether to go or not!"
Looking at my expectant father, my heart was dripping with tears, but I nodded gently in agreement. I know that my father will never force this on me, but compared with my father's many years of hard work, my happiness is insignificant.
Even Liu Xing would never have thought that my father would actually marry me into the Liu family as a second marriage.
In this way, I transformed and became one of the most distinguished women in Huaxing County.
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With my mind turning, I slowly touched my belly and sighed slightly, a lot of things happened that year!
That year, my father washed his hands and my younger brother took over the escort agency. I helped Liu Desheng conquer Xu Jian and Cai Die. With the support of the Liu family, my younger brother began to expand the Lingyuan Escort Agency aggressively and encouraged Desheng to make a plan to "establish his own business and fight against Ruisheng". Everything, etc., were all in that year.
I know that Liu Desheng did not love me at first. What he loved was my name and my talent. Only after I came up with a lot of clever ideas would he fall in love with me and spend a good night together.
But, he loves me, and he has given all his secrets to me. And I gave it to the man in black robe named Liu Quansheng. I was so bad!
I thought: To Liu Desheng, I am not a beauty, but I cannot escape this trouble.
Once, I borrowed the hand of an ancient person and sent a poem to Liu Quansheng: The leaves are burning under the cauldron, and the beans are weeping in the cauldron. Since they are born from the same root, why be too hasty when they are in conflict with each other?
Liu Quansheng replied: Those who know me say that I am worried. If you don’t know me, what do you want from me?
After reading the reply, I was angry for a long time, and then I giggled for a long time.
I don’t understand him, and he doesn’t understand me, which is fine.
Last year, in Qingheju, I used my clever words to lure Desheng to use the massacre of the village to suppress Liu Ruisheng. In the end, Desheng got what he wanted, and the cord of family ties between brothers was half broken.
At the Wangbei Tower above last year's grand gathering, I followed Liu Quansheng's instructions and poured heartbroken grass juice to test Liu Yi's talent. I analyzed the pros and cons of building canals to build the foundation of Desheng. The overt and covert fighting between the brothers Desheng and Ruisheng began again. .
Ever since Dongfang Chunsheng took a group of children north to the Lingyuan Mountains, Desheng set out to get rid of Liu Quansheng. However, for a year, I kept asking people to deliver news to Liu Quansheng. The head of the "Three Heroes of Quzhou" could always be eliminated. After being murdered by Desheng, Liu Quansheng gained the sympathy and support of many young and old people in Beicheng by casually talking between the lines.
The Liu family can light up the seventh floor of the tower, but it's not as good as a light in a dark place like mine.
A few months ago, in the backyard of Qingyin Pavilion, I accompanied Desheng to see off Dongfang Chunsheng's master and apprentice. I made a plan for Desheng to "borrow Zhao Qiangji", and Desheng happily agreed. I know that this plan seems to be flawless, but in fact it contains hidden murderous intent. If there is a slight mistake, it will be extremely easy to be undone.
This hidden murderous intention is the truth about "Zhao Yao's child Zhao Sujian turned into a fool", and this truth is firmly grasped in Liu Quansheng's hands, like a deadly poison.
In the face of morality and filial piety, I hesitated again and again, but still did not say anything.
Desheng, I don’t love you, so you should pay the price for my youth!
If Liu Quansheng is the sword holder and Dongfang Chunsheng is the blade, I am the poison on the sword.
In the end, the poison penetrated the bones of the knife and poisoned a century-old wealthy family to death!
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Time is not an antidote, but we can always find the antidote in time. The pain that Desheng left me with gradually began to scab over time.
The sun made me sweat slightly. I put my hands on my hips and began to take a leisurely walk in the small courtyard of the Escort Bureau. Several cicadas were chirping, and from time to time, one or two leaves fell in front of me. I felt very comfortable. .
I looked at my belly. Three months ago, I was pregnant with Desheng's blood. I was very confused at that time.
Life and death are all in one thought. If I had been honest at that time, my child would have had a father when he was born. But if I had been honest at that time, many children in Lingyuan City and even Huaxing County would have been born without a father.
Under the blue sky and white clouds, my mind went back and forth, from guilt to repentance, and from repentance to relief.
Why! When the time comes, some things have to be compromised. There are very few people in this world who do whatever they want. Life will always force you to ask for answers. Sometimes you understand everything.
But nothing can be changed!
My father still doted on me. When I said that I wanted to give birth to a son from Desheng, my father laughed and said, "It's a human life, so keep it. If you don't want his surname to be Liu, you can give him the surname Yang."
I smiled gently, and my father took a few old friends and went out hunting.
In my eyes, Liu Desheng was playful, willful, and dissolute. After all, he was just a child. All the actions he made were just to get angry with his father. But in the world of adults, there is no place for children.
Walking and thinking, I came to the escort agency hall.
Fortunately for Todesheng, the Escort Bureau moved from the North City to Nancheng and found a good location. A few days ago, the county guard should have known that when the Liu family's property was inspected, the Escort Bureau was not confiscated as the Liu family's property. This can be regarded as a blessing for Todesheng. Give me the compensation of youth.
The entire Lingyuan Escort Bureau has five entrances and five entrances, including a hall, a martial arts arena, a reception room, an arsenal, and a warehouse. There are small watchtowers at the four corners and five or six one- or two-story buildings, which are used to stay overnight with my father and children. It is enough for three people to live on.
It was really not easy to own such a house in Nancheng, where land was worth hundreds of dollars per inch. My father had no intention of sending it to the county government as dirt, so naturally I was willing to be that foolish person.
In the hall, my father who was in the armor-removing realm probably felt that today was not a good sign to go hunting. He was sparring with his brother who was in the horse-reverse realm. The two of them used sticks instead of knives and used the Yang family's swordsmanship to attack each other. I was a little confused. Tired, I found a comfortable seat and sat down, quietly watching the warm scene in front of me.
After dozens of moves, the father was a little weak, but the younger brother became more and more courageous as he fought. However, the father had rich experience and a high level. He climbed up flowers and cut willows with one move, gently knocked the younger brother to the ground, and then the tip of the stick touched the younger brother's penis. Brother, the younger brother grinned, spread his hands, and said ruthlessly, "Dad, I lose!"
After the younger brother got up, the father and son looked at each other and smiled. It was a smile I hadn't seen in many years, sincere and bright.
I covered my mouth and smiled softly, and walked slowly and leisurely to the kitchen. After a while, a steaming meal was brought to me by Uncle Shouye, which mainly included two large plates of beef with soy sauce, two plates of dried pickled radish, and a plate of cane sugar. Peanuts, a basin of spinach soup, twenty heads and two jars of rice wine.
These meals are enough for the seven of us to enjoy. It’s just that my skills are a bit rusty and I haven’t cooked my head yet. Hey, I’ll take the opportunity to practice slowly in the future!
"Oh, my little girl can do it. She's actually done cooking this time!" My father took a big bite of his head and smiled at me. I gave my father a cute look and stood up to serve the soup to my uncles.
While Wang Ye was eating, Uncle Wang laughed and said to his father, "Haha, Lao Yang, just be satisfied! My daughter can't do anything but pick up the soles of her shoes. My mother and I are almost dying of worry. Now it's time to talk." The age at which you get married depends on how you get married."
Father and Uncle Night Watcher Wang had a full cup and laughed loudly, "As stupid as you! Hahahahaha."
I drank the spinach soup slowly. In the autumn, the escort business was slow, so my father changed the original three meals a day to two meals a day.
In this great tide, few people are worthy of destiny. What we found were all small fish and shrimps like us.
Small fish and shrimps have the troubles of fish and shrimps, but they also have the joy of small fish and shrimps.
Just like the current tenderness, it is something that those wealthy and powerful families who are fighting against each other can't feel it.
After a few sips of rice wine, my father's cheeks were slightly red, and he started chatting and said to the four uncles, "Brothers, do you want to have two more vegetarian dishes?"
The four uncles said in unison, "Think about it, who doesn't want to live a good life!"
My father stood up, walked behind my seat, put his hands gently on my shoulders, and said loudly, "Do you remember when Guan'er was running the escort agency? At that time, you really wanted wine and wine, and meat and meat!" "
People in the world don't know how to beat around the bush. Everyone was laughing and joking. Only my body was shaking slightly. My father's hands felt my uneasiness and patted me gently to calm me down.
The father smiled honestly, "Brothers! I am old! I can still escort escorts and take away goods, but I really don't have the weight and energy to take care of internal affairs and be responsible for everyone's eating, drinking and sleeping! I think, this Regarding the internal affairs of the escort agency, I think it’s better to let Guan’er take over.”
The table suddenly became quiet, and the four uncles lowered their heads and remained silent.
My father had been friends with the four people at the table all his life, so he naturally understood what these four people meant. He released his two hands that were holding me, walked around the table with his hands behind his back, and said in an old-fashioned way, "What happened to the Liu family in Lingyuan in the past few years?" Son! It’s not the fault of Guan’er and Liu’er, it’s me, the father, who is in charge of it. There’s nothing we can do about putting the two of them in danger and being notorious. If we don’t help the officials pick Liu’er, This evil dragon in my family is afraid that we, the people of Lingyuan, will never have a good life. I don’t regret this matter, and I will never regret it.”
The four uncles remained silent.
My father returned to his seat, sat down and took a mouthful of vegetables. After chewing a few mouthfuls, he said to my brother and me, "Guan'er, Liu'er, come on, kneel down."
My brother and I immediately obeyed.
The father stood up, stood with his hands behind his back, and said solemnly, "I want you two to swear an oath here. When doing things in this life, you must not do three things. One is not to do evil things that go against the moral principles of the world, and the other is not to do things that are detrimental to the people's livelihood. The third is not to be the dog-legger of the official family. Once this oath is taken, both humans and gods will see it. If you violate this oath, you will be destroyed by heaven and earth, and you will never have any descendants."
My brother and I looked at each other, nodded, and swore a poisonous oath.
Three days later, my father entrusted me with the internal affairs of the escort agency, and he himself became an anti-sword pawn, enjoying himself with those uncles! This old man really knows how to enjoy happiness.
I thought about it again and again. Women are weak, so this escort agency will eventually be handed over to my brother.
He then asked his father if he could recruit twenty honest, honest young men with simple backgrounds, so that his younger brother could participate in escorting after some training, so that he could become his younger brother's immediate confidants in the future.
"good!"
After my father finished speaking, he went out to play again.
I smiled helplessly and continued to bask in the sun.
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The ground will be wet after the rain, and there will be no trace after the wind. The snow in winter will clean this land. When early spring comes, except Qingheju, the largest family that has been in Huaxing for hundreds of years, nothing has been left to future generations. Perhaps this county chronicle , The county magistrate will leave a mouthful, but there are some things that it is better not to leave.
I have never regretted the passing of time and the absence of true love in the past four years, nor have I regretted playing with Desheng for four years. Looking at the smiling faces outside the door, I feel that it was well worth it.
Don't worry, Desheng, I will definitely let this child be born safely, let him grow up safely, and give him a safe life. I don't want him to have fame, fortune, or martial arts, I just want him to have a safe life, that's all!
The autumn wind laughs at my ruthless tears, I secretly adjust my clothes, and my heart is still lazy when I want to sing.
When you are drunk and full of gold and gold, do you feel your heart is broken when you listen to a song?
sorry.
Desheng, let’s live in the next life! I will pay you back everything I owe you!
