How could she deserve to cry? Her mother died because of her, and her grandfather also got angry to death because he quarreled with her stepmother because he wanted her to return to the Lin family.
All the misfortunes were caused by her, so how could she deserve to shed tears?
But this man named Shen Yuan could let her be her true and vulnerable self.
She was obviously used to the feeling of having her teeth knocked out and blood swallowed, but he said to her: "If you feel sad, just cry."
cry? Does she deserve to cry?
This is the second time I heard such words, and it came from the same person.
Even her former lover Pei Yanrui showed a little impatience when he saw her tears.
Therefore, she never cried loudly in front of him.
But in front of this man whom she had only been with for a few months, she showed her true emotions many times without any scruples.
Even he didn't know why he was so relaxed and real in front of him, and he never had any objection.
Not only that, but he will also comfort you very gently.
As a result, I will unknowingly miss this feeling of wanton indulgence. No one doesn't like the feeling of being cared about.
But she soon discovered that she had a special emotion for this man, and she could not help but be attached to her.
This made her feel panic and uneasy, which meant that if one day Shen Yuan no longer accommodated her like this, she would be extremely sad.
"What if he has a girlfriend?"
Lin Anqian suddenly came up with this idea, and she understood that Shen Yuan could not belong to her forever.
She had no choice but to keep her distance before she was completely immersed in his unique tenderness.
That's why her attitude towards Shen Yuan alternated between distant and distant, cold and hot.
That's because even though she told herself to be rational, she still couldn't help but miss Shen Yuan's tenderness at a certain moment.
She once suspected that Shen Yuan liked her, but in an instant she laughed to herself.
How can it be? How could such a humble girl like him be liked by such an outstanding person?
Perhaps, gentleness is his own quality.
She mistook politeness for liking. When she noticed the subtle changes in her feelings, she alienated Shen Yuan intentionally or unintentionally.
But he still couldn't suppress the feeling of infection like a virus, and he invaded her heart as quickly as possible.
And those unspeakable secrets were recorded in that precious diary, which she would always read when she had insomnia or couldn't suppress her emotions.
But the effect is often counterproductive, like drinking poison to quench thirst.
The more she tried to suppress her emotions, the more her emotions became like a flood.
Originally, she thought she could finally turn a deaf ear to his feelings, but when he begged her to go shopping with him as a couple, she became happy for no reason.
But when she saw Pei Yanrui and her sister holding hands in front of her, those painful memories came flooding back.
She was afraid of being hurt again, so she couldn't face her feelings for Shen Yuan.
Because their identities are too disparate, there will be no results at all.
Besides, how could Shen Yuan like himself like Cinderella?
Therefore, even if you express your love, you will not get a response.
It is better to nip your unrealistic ideas in the cradle to avoid asking for trouble.
People should always remember that they should not have inappropriate thoughts about things that do not belong to them.
Otherwise, you are overestimating your capabilities.
"I'm tired... let's go back..."
Lin Anqian spoke with difficulty, her tone full of alienation.
"good……"
Shen Yuan looked at Lin Anqian's expression and felt a little blocked in his heart.
After hesitating for a long time, he suddenly said: "Qianqian...can you be my girlfriend?"
"What?!"
Lin Anqian suddenly looked at him in disbelief, but what was worse was that Shen Yuan's humiliation syndrome broke out at an inappropriate time again.
He hurriedly changed his words: "I mean, pretend to be my girlfriend, is that okay?
I also want to feel what it's like to have a girlfriend, and I don't want to be laughed at for being single anymore.
Will you promise me? "
Lin Anqian opened her mouth with difficulty and said to Shen Yuan duplicitously:
"Mr. Shen, please stop joking! How can we be together? Today we were just playing games, and you said you wanted to go shopping.
So, I just cooperated temporarily. "
The smile on Shen Yuan's lips froze for a moment. Was he so unbearable in her heart?
Even if it's just pretending, does she dislike it so much? Fortunately, he didn't confess just now.
Otherwise, his fantasy would be shattered by Lin Anqian's answer.
That would be too cruel, right? "I mean, is it okay to pretend...that it's not real?"
Shen Yuan asked cautiously, his eyes uncontrollably filled with longing.
Do not know why? Lin Anqian felt a little happy.
"Does pretending to be a lover mean that I can enjoy his tenderness naturally?"
However, just for a moment, that joy was replaced by disappointment.
Pretending it's not true will never be true if you rely too much on that emotion.
Sooner or later she will end up like before. She has been bruised all over her body and she really can't stand it anymore.
After making up his mind, he refused: "Mr. Shen..."
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by someone.
"Wait a minute! Don't reject me yet... I need your help.
"What?" Lin Anqian looked at Shen Yuan in confusion, not understanding what he meant.
Shen Yuan said without thinking: "The truth is, my grandfather always forces me to go home, and I don't want to go back at all. That home suffocates me.
And he asked me to get married within three years and at least find a girlfriend.
As you know, I'm not good at socializing...and this is my last year, and I really have no choice...please...can you help me? "
Although Mr. Shen always talked about letting him return to the Shen family to inherit the property, he refused to go back to his life, and Mr. Shen could not do anything to him.
Just now, because I couldn't find the right words to say, I was in a hurry, so I used grandpa as a shield.
Shen Yuan unconsciously thought that this excuse was perfect, and he was naturally impressed by his reaction on the spot.
Shen Yuan's personality is very changeable, especially his mood, which sometimes suddenly becomes extremely depressed.
I feel extremely humble, and sometimes I become narcissistic unconsciously.
This is probably a common problem shared by all men with outstanding careers.
Naturally, Lin Anqian didn't know what his plan was. After a long time, it seemed that he had been engaged in a long ideological struggle.
This was indeed the case. She wanted to refuse, but she couldn't bear to see Shen Yuan's disappointed look.
The most important thing is that she is unwilling to give up the opportunity to enjoy the bone-crushing tenderness.
Even if it's only temporary, so what?
However, she didn't know that she was getting closer to the trap carefully laid by this seemingly loyal and gentle man.
