Everything that happened made her feel suffocated and painful.
She increasingly felt that her father's dislike of her was natural.
I shouldn't live in this world at all! He should have died in that car accident.
But every time I touch Shen Yuan's gentle eyes that seem to melt everything, I can't help but be glad that I am alive in this world.
"Qianqian, today is the weekend, let's go out and play, okay?"
Shen Yuan appeared at the door in casual clothes, and gently knocked on Lin Anqian's door with his well-jointed fingers.
At this time, Lin Anqian was still half asleep, and because she was sleepy very early last night, she forgot to lock the bedroom door.
Shen Yuan was a little worried when he never got a response from Lin Anqian.
Do not know why? He was usually able to hold a scalpel with ease, but when facing Lin Anqian, he would still be flustered and at a loss.
At this moment, he was waiting anxiously outside the door. Lin Anqian usually had a very regular schedule.
It was rare to stay in bed. He thought she was sick and knocked on the door anxiously.
There was still no response, and Shen Yuan felt panicked.
He opened the door and walked in, heading straight to Lin Anqian's bed.
Unexpectedly, he was deeply attracted by the beautiful picture of spring sleeping in front of him.
A young girl wearing light pink rabbit pajamas was lying on the bed with her eyes lowered, seemingly asleep.
The light and shadow that filtered through the gaps in the curtains fell on her gentle and young face.
Chen Yuan stared intently at the girl who still looked sleepy, and couldn't help but pinch her smooth jade-like cheeks.
Lin Anqian, who was still drowsy, seemed very dissatisfied with someone disturbing her while she was sleeping.
So she pouted her pink and cherry-like mouth in dissatisfaction, but she didn't know that it was her unconscious action that fascinated Shen Yuan.
Thanks to Shen Yuan, he is not as cynical as the average rich boy.
Even though he didn't want to, he still resisted the urge to forcefully kiss Lin Anqian.
You know, Lin Anqian is still an inexperienced little girl.
And he has always regarded him as his elder brother. He must be patient and must not mess around.
If he were so reckless, I'm afraid Lin Anqian would be frightened by him.
So, he suppressed his desire to kiss Lin Anqian.
He slowly approached the bed and gently covered her with the quilt that was scattered aside because he turned over.
Perhaps Lin Anqian felt warmth coming over her body and felt a little hot, so she frowned unconsciously.
Then he slowly opened his eyes, and the few strands of hair on his forehead were stuck tightly to his forehead with fine beads of sweat.
Shen Yuan couldn't help but stretched out his hand to gently brush away the broken hair for her, and looked at her with a smile like a flower.
Asked gently: "Did you sleep well?"
Lin Anqian was slightly startled, "Huh? Why do I think this is so weird..."
Suddenly I remembered the super sweet idol drama I watched last night, in which the male and female protagonists lived together. When I woke up the next day, the male protagonist said this to the female protagonist.
Suddenly, Lin Anqian's ears turned red.
The blush spread from the roots of the ears to the entire cheek, and even the forehead became red.
Although Shen Yuan didn't know why Lin Anqian started to blush for no reason.
But she still felt extremely cute. Perhaps in his eyes, Lin Anqian would always be the most beautiful.
Whether it's when she's sleepy or when she's eating like a little hamster.
Shen Yuan stared at Lin Anqian, who had some baby fat, with great satisfaction. He still remembered that he really thought she was too thin when he saw her just now.
He is always taciturn and always seems to be indifferent to others.
He always has a cautious look on his face, which makes people feel distressed.
After getting along with Shen Yuan for a period of time, he gradually started to smile.
She no longer looked indifferent to everything. Shen Yuan seemed to feel that Lin Anqian had an unspeakable attachment to him. I wonder if it was his own hallucination.
Shen Yuan looked at Lin Anqian who was still in a daze and smiled brightly.
"Little lazy boy, get up quickly! I'll wait for you in the living room.
Today is the weekend, I will take you out to play. "
After saying that, Shen Yuan walked out of the room, leaving only Lin Anqian who was slightly dazed.
"Go out to play? Take me with you?"
She couldn't believe that she had never left the countryside since she was a child.
Suddenly someone told him that he wanted to take her out to play. She felt like a dream.
I still remember that one time, Su Xuan took Lin Anqian and Lin Anxue to the park because she wanted to show off as a kind stepmother.
Watching Lin Cheng and his stepmother enjoying themselves happily, they took their baby daughter with them.
Lin Anqian was like an irrelevant outsider, following behind silently in a wheelchair alone.
Since that time, Lin Anqian has closed herself off.
She hated the feeling of being abandoned by the whole world, and she hated seeing the carefree smiling faces of other children.
She put on her clothes silently, and after a simple wash, she came to the living room.
In a daze, he saw a man wearing a pure white sweater with a hood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window.
Quietly looking at the distant scenery, I don’t know why? A word suddenly popped into Lin Anqian's mind: independence from the world.
Looking at the man in front of her who could wear casual sweatshirts like an international supermodel, Lin Anqian was a little moved.
Yes, this feeling is heart-pounding.
But it was fleeting, not because she didn't like it, but because she didn't dare to like it.
During the time she spent with Shen Yuan, her heart was always touched by his heart-warming actions.
But, so what? She understood the gap between herself and Shen Yuan.
It was like there was an insurmountable gap, so she would never allow herself to indulge.
But she would still be defeated by the tenderness Shen Yuan showed intentionally or unintentionally, and she unconsciously laughed at her own unbearableness.
He actually has thoughts that he shouldn't have because of other people's sympathy or care for the weak.
She was so worthless that she tried to suppress this feeling.
But she found that it didn't help at all. The more she restrained herself, the stronger this feeling became.
As if aware of the movement behind him, Shen Yuan slowly turned around.
Like a banished immortal who accidentally entered the mortal world, Lin Anqian's breath froze immediately.
I almost suspected that I was in heaven, because Shen Yuan was really...not something that could be described by a handsome word.
While she was dazed, the other party was walking towards her step by step. The floor beneath his feet was like a catwalk.
The whole person looks noble and refined. Even the top superstars in the entertainment industry are not one ten thousandth as good as him.
"You get up, let's eat quickly. The weather is very good today. It's suitable to go to the park to play. Let's go to the park later, okay?"
She didn't know if it was Lin Anqian's misunderstanding, but she seemed to feel the imperceptible doting in his tone.
"That... it's very troublesome to take me out. It's just a burden. And... I don't like places that are too noisy."
After Shen Yuan listened to Lin Anqian's polite refusal quietly, he asked gently: "Then, Your Highness, where do you want to go? I'll make arrangements right away!"