"Is it important?"
Lin Anqian looked at Shen Yuan and said, "It doesn't matter whether I care about you or not.
The important thing is that you have to learn to care about yourself, understand? "
"Understood……"
Shen Yuan replied in despair.
“Now that you understand, let’s come and eat quickly.
"Um."
"I know that you still have that man named Pei Yanrui in your heart. It doesn't matter. I will slowly occupy your heart and make you care about me.
Everything will come true, it's just a matter of time.
Shen Yuan swore secretly.
After that, the two of them began to eat supper quietly. Shen Yuan imagined that one day Lin Anqian would be at home waiting for him to get off work.
He smiled and said to himself: "Husband, you are back, are you exhausted? These are the tomato and egg noodles I cooked specially for you.
Eat it quickly! This side contains my deep love for you. "
While he was intoxicated in his sweet fantasy, he heard a doubtful voice in his ear.
"If you don't eat noodles well, why are you giggling there?"
"Um?"
He smiled sheepishly, "It's nothing... I was distracted just now."
"Oh, I didn't expect doctors to be distracted?"
Lin Anqian said doubtfully.
This time it was Shen Yuan's turn to be curious, "Why can't the doctor be distracted?"
"Because he needs to operate on the patient! If he gets distracted, wouldn't the patient be in danger?"
Her words stunned Shen Yuan. He seemed to be paying full attention during the operation.
Because he imagined the patient on the operating table as Lin Anqian.
So he must take it seriously, otherwise he will regret it.
He was still unable to extricate himself from his own contemplation, and all he heard was the person opposite said to him: "Your noodles are cold, I'll heat them up for you before you eat."
Shen Yuan handed over his bowl in a daze, and his fingers accidentally touched the back of Lin An's fair and tender hand.
He was also shocked and almost dropped the bowl in his hand to the ground.
Fortunately, Lin Anqian took it with quick eyes and hands. She asked with concern: "What's wrong with you?"
Shen Yuan was afraid that his strong love would disrupt his carefully designed plan, so he hurriedly said to Lin Anqian: "I'm a little uncomfortable, and I'm not very hungry, so I won't eat for now.
You've had a tiring day, go to bed early. "
After saying that, he ran back to his room in a panic.
Lin Anqian was left standing there with a bewildered look on her face, "What's wrong with him?"
As soon as Shen Yuan returned to the room, the suppressed emotions in his heart were like a dam bursting, and the turbulent emotions could no longer be controlled.
Because there is someone else's loss in the sweetheart's heart, which is intertwined with the emotion of being cared about by the sweetheart.
Mixed joys and sorrows made Shen Yuan have mixed feelings.
Don't know whether to be sad or happy.
He clearly loves her so much that he even imagines the patients he treats to look like Lin Anqian at work.
But he couldn't tell Lin Anqian these words because he didn't dare.
He knew that she had someone else hidden in her heart, and if he confessed to her rashly, he would definitely be rejected.
Since you already know that you will be rejected, why do you need to say anything?
Wouldn't this be humiliating oneself?
Moreover, once rejected, it means that even the right to fantasy is deprived.
So in this cold and dark world, what else does he expect?
Growing up, faced with her father's neglect, her stepmother had a hidden agenda.
And that half-brother who wants to get rid of him quickly.
All of this made him suffocated to the point of being unbearable.
Only this girl named Lin Anqian is the only light on his dark road.
It was the only warmth the world gave him. He didn't care whether he was doing business or studying medicine.
He just hopes to be able to get closer to the girl he loves, then he wants nothing more.
And if he is rejected, it means that there is no reason to convince himself to live a good life in the future, or even to live.
This was so cruel to him. He really couldn't imagine life without Lin Anqian.
Although he has never gotten it now, fortunately, the fantasy still exists.
How humble does a person have to be to worry about gains and losses?
He returned to his desk in despair, opened the drawer, and took out the diary inside.
Slowly opened the cover of the diary and picked up the pen scattered aside.
Juanxiu's handwriting slanted down from his fingertips, which was very pleasing to the eye.
Every line in the words reveals a deep fondness for Lin Anqian and an unspeakable deep love.
He slowly closed the book, slowly returned to bed, and turned off the light, but he was not sleepy at all.
Lin Anqian on the other side was also insomnia at this time. She stared blankly at the gift Shen Yuan gave her.
She clicked on WeChat on the smartphone she had fantasized about owning countless times.
There is only one person in the friends column, Shen Yuan.
Do not know why? My heart felt much more at ease for no reason.
She put her phone on the bedside and fell asleep peacefully.
I had a dreamless night, and when I woke up, the sky was clear.
Lin Anqian woke up from bed first. She had some insomnia for some reason last night.
As soon as he closed his eyes, Shen Yuan's sad and lonely expression could not help but appear in his mind.
She couldn't sleep at all. She slowly opened her eyes. What suddenly occurred to her?
He hurriedly looked at the clock on the wall and suddenly became panicked.
"Oh my God! You're going to be late!"
She hurriedly put on her clothes and hurriedly drove her wheelchair out of the room to find Shen Yuan.
"Ayuan, are you up? We seem to be late."
Lin Anqian hurriedly drove her wheelchair to the door of Shen Yuan's room and knocked on the door.
At this time, Shen Yuan was having a sweet dream.
He dreamed of going for a walk in the forest with Lin Anqian, and suddenly a harsh thunder hit his eardrums.
He turned over irritably and opened his eyes with difficulty.
Only then did he realize that he was lying in the room, and there was a rapid knock on the door.
There was also Lin Anqian's urging voice, and he suddenly slapped his forehead.
"Oops, I have to go to work today."
Usually when he is the attending doctor, as long as the surgery is not very important, he does not need to go to the hospital for consultation.
Now that I have suddenly returned to the time when I first became an intern, I am really not used to it.
He sighed secretly: "The life of an office worker is so difficult!"
Then he returned to his usual aloof demeanor, with a posture of not letting strangers in.
If he were seen like this by the little nurses in the hospital who had a crush on him, they would definitely be fascinated by him.
At this time, Lin Anqian was very anxious outside the door.
She ignored her manners and knocked hard on the door.
Finally, the door was opened.
What caught his eye was Lin Anqian's anxious look.
"Ayuan, what should we do? We are going to be late!"
There was a crying tone in her gentle tone that could not be ignored, and Shen Yuan was stunned.
Lin Anqian, a cold goddess who usually treated others coldly and could hardly express her emotions or anger, actually cried!
He blinked in disbelief and whispered comfort.
"It's okay. I'll drive right away. It will be very fast. Don't be afraid!"
He softly comforted Lin Anqian, who was sobbing, and reached out to hug her.
After adjusting the wheelchair with the remote control, he strode out the door.
He seemed to be able to feel the woman in his arms trembling, and he felt very confused.
"Isn't it just late? You're not afraid of being like this, right?"
