Of course, he had also thought about replacing Lin Anqian's presence in his heart with a woman.
I even feel that the reason why I am moody and angry is because my inner desires cannot be vented.
That's why I suffered backlash and felt so uncomfortable.
But every time he forced himself, regardless of trying to fall into the tenderness of the substitute, his reason always returned instantly.
It made him lose all interest.
Therefore, although he is a frequent visitor to nightclubs and dance halls on the surface, in fact he is still...
you know.
He gently opened the diary, grabbed a pen and started writing.
Venting his love and longing for Lin Anqian wantonly.
After a long time, he finally calmed down.
He slowly put down the pen in his hand, entered the bedroom, and soon fell asleep.
The next morning, he woke up in a daze.
Standing in front of the wardrobe, he carefully selected a flat, formal suit.
Because this was the last time he went to the hospital to hand over work.
So, I deliberately dressed more formally.
I am used to wearing my own white coat most of the time.
He stood in front of the huge full-length mirror and looked at his appearance carefully.
Finally, after making sure everything was correct, he turned around and went out.
He specially drove his favorite car, the black Maybach worth 50 million.
When the car drove to the section of road where I usually commute to get off work, I still felt a little sad for no reason.
Although, his starting point for becoming a doctor was because he wanted to find a way for Lin Anqian to recover.
But after studying medicine for a long time, now that I really have to leave, I still feel deeply reluctant to leave.
He parked the car in front of the hospital and got out of the car.
Xu was wearing a suit, which showed his already handsome and attractive temperament to the extreme.
He usually wears white clothes and wears a pair of gold-rimmed glasses. He looks elegant and has an inexplicable gentle and jade-like feeling.
And today, wearing a suit, he is full of aura.
He brings his own music when he walks, with the attitude of a king who is not allowed to enter.
As soon as he entered the hospital lobby, everyone looked at him.
Even my colleagues who usually go to the hospital together were not surprised. Is this the same Shen Yuan who usually remains unknown and focuses on research? !
This is so handsome!
Although he is usually handsome, he lacks this domineering and fierce aura that attracts people.
The little nurses even cast admiring glances at him.
There was even a little nurse who had a crush on Shen Yuan, and she had the courage to step forward and say hello.
There was an unconscious expression on his face,
"I have fallen in love with you a long time ago, come and marry me!" with an urgent look.
I wish I could be knocked down by Shen Yuan.
His bright and deep eyes lightly glanced at the woman who was committing nymphomaniacs, and then nodded slightly.
Then leave directly without stopping.
He went straight to Dean Tang's office, and after explaining everything, he left the hospital directly.
Arriving under the Huaxing skyscraper, he dialed Bai Yiran's phone number.
He said in a cold tone: "Go downstairs right away! I'm back."
Bai Yiran on the other end of the phone was stunned for a moment after receiving the call.
Then he came to his senses and said, "Wait for me to get off, I'll get down right away."
Later, Bai Yiran took Shen Yuan from the company's secret passage to the top of the floor.
The reason why I took the secret passage was because I didn't want to alert others.
Alarm those executives with ulterior motives and new employees.
As soon as Shen Yuan sat down, he said, "Where is she?"
Bai Yiran asked in confusion: "Who?"
Shen Yuan's brows raised slightly,
He said, "Where's An Qian? Didn't you say that she has arrived? Ask her to come see me immediately!"
His voice trembled slightly because of the extreme excitement and joy.
Bai Yiran replied calmly: "It's working time now, so of course she is at work."
Shen Yuan immediately stood up from the luxurious office chair and walked quickly to the door.
"what are you going to do?"
Bai Yiran's voice came from behind.
"I'm going to find her!" At this moment, this man was so handsome that the universe had to admire him.
With a look that was extremely inconsistent with his temperament, he was looking at the glass door in front of him, which was carefully carved with rare glaze imported from abroad, and he shouted with joy.
Seeing his distracted look, Bai Yiran shouted unconsciously: "Calm down!
Look at what you look like now, what's the difference between you and a poor loser with a face full of nymphomaniacs? ! "
Chen Yuan was startled when he heard this, and then said nonchalantly: So what? "
Bai Yiran stepped forward and stared at Shen Yuan for a moment with a look of disdain for his son.
Drag him back to the office.
He said in a cold tone: "If you go out like this now, how will you establish your authority in Huaxing in the future?
The CEO of Huaxing should have an aura that prevents others from approaching him.
You look like a village idiot now. How to meet people? ! "
Hearing Bai Yiran say this, Shen Yuan became anxious.
He shouted in a rather displeased tone: "Yi Bai!
You have always regarded yourself as my best brother.
Then you should know how much I love An Qian! "
Bai Yiran looked at Shen Yuan unusually calmly and said, "It's because I know that I can't let you run out and cause mischief!
Bai Yiran looked at the furious Shen Yuan quietly.
"Can you calm down?
Lin Anqian is now sitting peacefully in Huaxing's office building and working.
It's not life-threatening! What are you in such a hurry for? "
After hearing what he said, Shen Yuan gradually calmed down.
Sometimes, even he himself doesn't understand.
Why can't I help myself when I mention Lin Anqian?
Seeing that he had regained his senses, Bai Yiran said distressedly: "You, everything is fine, but you are too persistent.
After all these years, you are still like this. If you really like her, just say it.
Don't keep it in your heart.
Forget it before, she disappeared without a trace and there was nothing you could do about it.
But...she is by your side now, listen to me, find an opportunity and confess your love to her! "
After hearing this, Shen Yuan was suddenly stunned.
After a long time, she spoke quietly, mixed with deep cowardice and unconfidence.
He looked completely different from when he was in the hospital with full aura just now.
No matter how brave and flamboyant a person is, he will become cautious when facing feelings, especially the person he has had a crush on for many years.
He didn't dare to get close, let alone reveal everything he had done for her over the years.
Thinking like this, Shen Yuan sat quietly at his desk and never said a word again.
Bai Yiran really couldn't bear it, so he said to him: "If you are really in trouble, I will speak for you.
You have loved her for so long, how long do you have to wait? "
Bai Yiran asked disappointedly looking at Shen Yuan.
“I… don’t know… at least not yet, I can’t do it yet.
I don't have the confidence to confess to her yet. "
Bai Yiran burst into laughter after hearing this, "He is the dignified president of Huaxing, but he doesn't have the confidence to express his love to a woman who can't even follow a link? Isn't this ridiculous?"
However, he doesn't know that secret love is a cage that can turn anyone, no matter how rich or outstanding, into an extremely humble person.
He was so humble that he didn't even have the courage to raise his head or say a word in front of the person he had a crush on.