"Does that mean you still know how to go home?" Mo Zhinan continued to ask.
The voice was still gentle and gentle, and there was no hint of anger.
Chen Yingshu didn't know what he meant. She came back because they were not divorced yet.
Isn't it good for her to go back to her parents' home for no reason?
Otherwise grandpa will talk about her.
Thinking of her grandfather, Chen Yingshu suddenly felt discouraged. Maybe she had been suppressed by her family's high-pressure education since she was a child. She never dared to disobey any of the family's demands on her.
Therefore, before the divorce, she was still very afraid of the old man.
I am afraid that my own affairs will make my family unhappy.
Therefore, after considering these factors and after she calmed down at school, she did feel that she was a little impulsive, so she bowed her head patiently: "Mo Zhinan... what happened today... I..."
"Are you afraid that I will sue your grandfather, so you want to apologize to me?" Mo Zhinan interrupted her directly as if he could see through her.
Chen Yingshu was stunned for a moment, and the next second, he shook his head hurriedly with a guilty conscience: "No."
"That's it?" Mo Zhinan didn't believe she would feel sorry for him anyway.
She was really tough.
His face still hurts a little.
"At noon today, I got a little impulsive." Chen Yingshu sighed deeply, met his probing gaze, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry."
"I have nothing to do with Shijiu. He came to me because of work."
"You shouldn't have done that to him without asking."
When Mo Zhinan heard this, he raised his eyebrows. He was a little surprised that she would take the initiative to apologize to him? "Are you sincerely apologizing, or are you afraid that I will sue?"
"You live so cautiously... You have to please both sides, so why hit me at noon?" Mo Zhinan revealed the truth.
Chen Yingshu's expression changed.
He clutched his bag with both hands, his eyes dark with some kind of hidden embarrassment.
Because he was right.
Sure enough, it was true. Mo Zhinan guessed and saw that although Chen Yingshu was the second young lady of the Chen family, there was an eldest brother above her who would inherit the family business.
What about her? She will not be allowed to have access to things related to the family business.
What she can come into contact with is the "high-pressure" ladylike education given to her by the Chen family.
Just for her future marriage.
Therefore, since I was a kid, I have learned everything from qin, chess, calligraphy and painting to etiquette, justice, integrity and shame.
But also depressing.
Her repressed personality makes her seem cautious and cold, but in fact she must be very unhappy, right?
Growing up, I had to live cautiously in a big family, for fear of making the family members unhappy.
Force her to do something she dislikes even more.
"Chen Yingshu, let me ask you, have you never lived for yourself?" Mo Zhinan looked at her changing expression, and the corners of his lips twitched for a moment before continuing: "Every day, you live the kind of life you pretend to be." In the strong appearance, what is the result? Marry me and dare not resist. What about divorce? You really want to but don’t have the strength. He hit me at noon today. If it were anyone else, he would have gone back to his parents’ house in anger. What about you? You still have to be careful when you come back. apologize."
"Isn't it tiring to live?"
After Mo Zhinan finished speaking, Chen Yingshu tightened his grip on the bag.
He was the first man who could see into her heart.
He is also the first man... who can expose her disguise directly.
"If you... want to humiliate me, then humiliate me." Chen Yingshu pursed his lips tightly and pretended not to do so.
Since he saw through it.
She didn't want to pretend anymore.
She was indeed living a very tiring life. Others only saw that she was born into the wealthy Chen family, and they thought that a young lady like her must live happily ever after and not have to worry about anything.
But the truth is, her life is depressing.
Because she was born into a wealthy family, her family forced her to learn a lot of things she didn't like.
Playing music, chess, calligraphy and painting... She actually doesn't have any hobbies.
She just loves playing with plastic building materials.
But in the eyes of the Chen family, these are things that cannot be put on the table.
She could only reluctantly throw it away.
As for getting along with people, you really have to abide by the Chen family's rules. You can't be too crazy, you can't be too introverted, and you can't trust people too much.
In short...she was indeed very tired.
Really tired.
Sometimes, she would also get fed up with why she wanted to be reincarnated as the second young lady of the Chen family?
She would rather be the only daughter in an ordinary worker's family.
Even if I don’t have much money, at least my childhood and life are happy.
Mo Zhinan didn't expose her because he wanted to humiliate her. On the contrary, he wanted her to be happy and live a transparent and free life. This is the Mo family.
This is not the Chen family with strict rules.
She doesn't have to be careful to please anyone.
No need to feel aggrieved.
If you hit him, hit him, he can bear it.
Also happy to be beaten.
"Do you think I'm humiliating you? Chen Yingshu?" Mo Zhinan raised his eyes to look at her: "Don't you think I'm the kind of petty-minded man with a small family and an arrogant attitude?"
"After you beat me, I looked for an opportunity to humiliate you?"
Chen Yingshu really thought so, otherwise how could he be so heart-wrenching with every word?
"Is not it?"
Mo Zhinan laughed instantly: "Chen Yingshu, you have really worn my 27 years of temper to pieces."
"I just said those words to tell you that when you are in the Mo family, don't live so cautiously like the Chen family."
"I won't bully you or pressure you. You can be happy as you want, and I won't go to your Chen family to complain about anything."
"In addition, I am a man, so I can understand what Shi Shou is thinking about you. You'd better keep a distance from him. I am a man, and I will mind if my wife is close to other men. Chen Yingshu, I will tell you everything." I said, think about it carefully...Finally, don't be so cautious when it comes to me." After Mo Zhinan finished speaking, he walked down with his long legs.
Chen Yingshu was holding on to his bag, his eyes shaking, and he was stunned for a long time.
It seems that since she was a child, there have been so many people around her, but no one has ever been able to expose the fragile side of her heart so directly, and no one has told her not to pretend or to be careful.
She can live freely.
Mo Zhinan was the first.
*
At night, Mo Zhinan went out to drink. This was the first time since his marriage that he broke the habit and went out for a night of drinking.
Originally, he had planned to be a good man.
Not going out or fooling around.
But he was also upset about what happened today, so he could only solve it by drinking.
Chen Yingshu didn't see him after taking a shower. He sat on the chair in the study room a little anxiously, holding his face with one hand and making designs on a blank piece of paper with a drawing pen in the other hand.
I just don’t know why, but when the pen falls on these blank papers, it feels like it is bound by something.
Nothing can be drawn.
Nothing can be drawn.
Her mind was confused, and from time to time she flashed back to the scene of Mo Zhinan standing at the top of the stairs talking to her in the evening.
Every word is heartbreaking.
My heart seems to be really messed up.
Just like a knotted ball of yarn.
But ask her what's bothering her? She can't seem to explain?
She felt that her whole body, from her heart to her limbs, was a little unspeakably irritable. She thought she was really... going crazy.
Why is this happening suddenly?
*
The most expensive private club in Beijing.
Mo Zhinan leaned on the sofa in a gloomy mood and drank. After drinking a bottle, he was a little drunk. He still wanted to drink. The few young men around him were afraid that he would get into trouble after drinking too much, so they did not dare to drink him. They helped him sit down. To the side, someone wanted to call his wife Chen Yingshu, but they didn't know Chen Yingshu's phone number, so they had to call Jin Chenhan.
Ten minutes later, Jin Chenhan came over, pushed open the smoky private room, and saw the drunken man lying on the sofa.
Jin Chenhan frowned and walked in, taking a few steps to him.
She reached out and pulled his arm and helped him up. As soon as he was lifted up, he saw a faint slap mark on his right face?
Jin Chenhan thought who hit him, so he immediately asked a young man on the side: "Who hit him on the face?"
The young man thumped, fearing that Jin Chenhan would misunderstand, and quickly explained: "Brother Han, it must not have been us who hit him? Who among us dares to hit him?"
Isn’t this plucking hair from a tiger’s head?
"When he came here to drink tonight, there was a slap mark on his face. I don't know who slapped him." The young master continued: "And he was acting weird today. When he came over, he didn't say anything and just gave it to himself. Get drunk."
"Is it like falling out of love?"
Jin Chenhan knew it, raised his hand and pinched the drunk Mo Zhinan's face and said, "Who hit you?"
Mo Zhinan's mind was dizzy, but he remembered who hit him very firmly. His drunken eyes were filled with smoke, and in a hoarse voice, he suddenly said aggrievedly: "Brother Han, my wife...she...beat me for a wild man."
Jin Chenhan raised his eyebrows, and then sneered at him with his thin lips in the dark light and shadow.
It turns out that Mr. Mo’s noble face was slapped by Miss Chen Er?
