Okay, Lu Mingfei admits that these are all self-deception, but what can he do? Even if he is unwilling to accept the status quo, he is just a useless high school student.
Even if his mind is full of fantasies about saving the world, he is just a loser who can't do anything well.
By the way, he doesn't want to save the world because he wants to be a hero. He just fantasizes about the eyes that will be on him when he saves the world. That's the point.
Saving the world has never been the highlight of his fantasy. He just feels that if he can save the world, then the eyes of others looking at him will make him feel super awesome.
In short, he wanted to show off.
But everyone said it was just a fantasy.
No matter how powerful he was in his fantasy, he could not escape the cruel reality. Just like now, Lu Mingfei thought that his aunt would probably give him orders in less than five seconds.
"five four three two one."
Sure enough, the aunt's life-threatening serial calls exploded like thunder.
"Lu Mingfei! Go downstairs to pick up a courier for Mingze, and check out the supermarket to see if there are any discounted eggs! The college entrance examination is about to take place, and if you don't work hard all day long, all you have to do is play games!"
Lu Mingfei felt his head buzzing from the shock, thinking that the little fat guy was lying on the bed again. Why didn't you say he was lazy? I have no other intention but to worry about my brother's health.
Although he had thousands of reluctances in his heart, Lu Mingfei hurriedly closed his notebook and responded repeatedly, then trotted out the door dejectedly with his tail between his legs.
"Click——"
When you close the door behind you, the whole world seems to be quiet.
The afternoon sun shone in from the window at the end of the corridor, and it made him feel that the world was actually quite good, except for a few shortcomings.
He had to take a detour as sheets of sheets from unknown brands were scattered in the hallway. Only the cool breeze blowing in from the window could comfort him.
Breeze told him that it was spring again. He was in his third year of high school this year and was about to turn eighteen. He was still confused and confused, not knowing where the future would be.
"well……"
Sighing and listening to the chattering coming from the door behind him, Lu Mingfei felt that he had finally escaped from the world he hated.
"Where should I go for a walk?"
Lu Mingfei thought this while walking.
Just like he usually likes to hang out after school, once he goes out, he doesn't want to go home quickly because this home doesn't seem to welcome him. He felt that this family did not belong to him. His aunt only cared about whether the money his parents sent back was enough for them to live a good life and drive a small BMW, and his chubby cousin always looked down on him.
Although he didn't quite understand why the guy who was 160cm tall and 160cm heavy was jumping so much in front of him, in short, he didn't like that home and lacked a sense of belonging.
"Speaking of which, the express delivery is also that boy's express delivery..."
So Lu Mingfei became more determined not to go back so early. Everyone was idle, but he was inexplicably kicked out as a tool just to pick up express delivery and buy eggs. Who would be willing to let him go?
“But it’s nice to just stroll around.”
Walking on the side of the not-so-wide road, he couldn't help but sigh like this.
Although life is a bit noisy, and the sound of car horns is far away and sometimes near, it is better than watching my aunt's face at home.
He put his hands in his trouser pockets, stepped on flip-flops, and walked aimlessly on the street.
Pick it up when the courier comes back. Anyway, the person who delivers the courier usually waits at the gate of the community for a long time until the delivery is finished before leaving. My aunt has already taken the call from the courier and told someone to pick it up. Anyway, this The courier probably won't leave so quickly.
This time was enough for him to walk around. Although he felt a little sorry for the courier, who cares? He felt sorry for the courier, but who felt sorry for him?
As for discounted eggs? Let’s just say it’s sold out. Such a happy decision!
Lu Mingfei felt that he was really a genius, and he was extremely proficient in the study of how to destroy things. Although this is not something to be proud of, people like him who live in the cracks will probably live a very tiring life if they don't learn to exploit loopholes.
He is such a mediocre person. He just needs to live heartlessly. Living a peaceful life is probably his end. After all, he can't think of anything that can make him violent overnight. Be rich or become a superhero. He doesn't even have a vague goal. Even though he is about to take the college entrance examination, he still doesn't know what he should do in the future. It can be said that his future is not bright.
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"Da da da da da..."
The sound of stamping feet continued to sound, and from this increasingly rapid frequency, one could hear the changes in the mood of the people stamping their feet.
Probably because he was indifferent at the beginning and gradually became irritable.
The person who stamped his feet was Sun Haoran.
He took out his cell phone and looked at the time. It was long past the time to get off work.
And he still has the last express item in his hand at this moment.
This community is the last community he will deliver to. After delivering this parcel, he can leave work directly.
However, he seems to have been let go now.
He called the recipient at the very beginning. The voice sounded like it was a middle-aged woman, and she said she was asking someone to come out to collect it, but who knew where the so-called 'collector' went out to pick up the express delivery and went to pick it up and wander around. , has not come until now.
What made him even more unhappy was that when he called again, the bitch still said she was making dinner and had no time and asked him to wait! ? He continued to call or even hung up the phone and ignored him! You really don’t treat me as a courier, do you? ?
According to the regulations of the express company, express delivery cannot be deposited in the security room or other places without the permission of the recipient. Now that the woman is not answering the phone, it is very difficult for him to handle.
As a professional Moutong employee, he would certainly not violate the company's regulations. What's more, this is his last day of work in this area. It always feels imperfect to leave a stain.
As the saying goes, endure the calm for a while... what the hell! The more I think about it, the angrier I get!
"It's amazing that you can cook!? I haven't even eaten yet, so I'm waiting here!"
Sun Haoran became more and more irritated as he looked at the express delivery in his hand. If his professionalism hadn't told him not to drop the express delivery, he would have smashed it into pieces.
"But this courier shouldn't be from that stinky bitch, right?"
He frowned and looked at the recipient's name on the delivery slip.
'Lonely Snake'?
What the hell is this, so unconventional?
He couldn't imagine that a middle-aged woman would use such an unconventional name as the recipient's name.
So this express delivery probably didn't belong to the woman. It was probably the parent's phone number that was filled in because her child didn't have a mobile phone, so the woman didn't pay much attention to the express delivery.