At this time, the man was obviously aroused by her sudden movement. He looked at her with stars in his eyes and his voice vibrated with excitement:
"Nian Qing? Well... do you want flowers?"
After searching all over, she finally found a very short but still somewhat white hair. From the corner of her eye, she glanced at the obvious spots of dandruff on the man's shoulders. She felt so disgusted that she almost vomited, but Zhu Nianqing still smiled. :
"OK."
Then, she pretended to turn around casually. She was thinking about how to say hello to Yin Liting for a while. But as soon as her eyes fell, she saw Yin Liting lowering his head, flipping through his phone, turning around and turning directly to the crossing.
Under the sun, the bouquet of large and delicate pink and white roses shone with tiny light, dreamy and romantic.
gone?
He saw her with another man and he left without any reaction?
It was like a bolt from the blue. For a moment, Zhu Nianqing's mind went blank.
…
On the other side, after receiving a call back, Yin Liting walked directly to his car. As soon as he pressed the unlock button, a scolding female voice suddenly came from behind him:
"Who am I in your heart?"
Turning around, he saw Zhu Nianqing standing two steps behind him, alone, wearing a white sweater and Xiao Xiangfeng's skirt, with a familiar look and an obviously unfamiliar elegance and nobility, but looking at him at this moment, It was an angry look.
"Why are you here?"
Subconsciously, Yin Liting looked around from the corner of his eye.
I don’t know that he actually wanted to see if Yu Qingluo was here. He thought he was looking for Kong Shangjin. Zhu Nianqing really couldn’t laugh or cry:
"That's my blind date. After the blind date, I have sent him away."
"..."
His eyes were obviously stunned, and he didn't know what to say for a moment. Yin Liting didn't say anything. The next second, Zhu Nianqing exploded even more:
"Is this your attitude? You admitted that you are married in front of my brother, but you didn't say a word when you saw me with another man?"
"Brother Ting, what do you think I am?"
"Do you know that these days I am watched by my family every day and arranged on blind dates. They all force me to give up on you. Even if I am not with the blind date, it is difficult for me to have alone space, but I still persist."
"Do you know how painful it is for me? Have you ever loved me in these three years? Have you ever thought about me?"
Why are things like this?
She had worked hard for so long. She thought that no matter what the current situation was and what the future was like, there would never be another woman in the world who could compete with her. The irony was that she thought that it would be easy to do it. Was he defeated by Cheng Yaojin who appeared halfway?
It is simply the most ridiculous thing in the world.
As emotions surged, one word suddenly came out:
"have."
The chaotic world seemed to be quiet for an instant. A flash of surprise flashed in Zhu Nianqing's eyes. However, before he could be happy for two seconds, another basin of cold water was poured down:
"But I'm a realistic person."
After opening the car door and putting the bouquet in, Yin Liting slowly walked towards her:
"Nian Qing, I don't know if I loved you before, but I tried my best."
Even when he initially agreed to a flash contract marriage, he was more selfish and wanted to be with her in the future, but now he is not so sure.
Three years is not a long time, but it is not a short time either. There are too many variables.
He didn't dare to ask her to wait.
After a pause and looking straight at her, Yin Liting did not dodge:
"But there is always a gap between reality and ideals, plans and plans, and relationships are no exception. I really can't give up all my family for you, so on the one hand, I am fighting for it, and I am not making any commitment to be with you. I don’t even dare to touch you.”
"Qingqing, I'm not as good as you think. I won't be unrealistic or deceive myself."
"Whether I admit it or not, I am still married. There is a high probability that my life will be unsatisfactory. Now the reality is that this is the path in front of me. I have to go regardless of whether I want it or not. Do you understand?"
Since he can't divorce in the short term and has no thoughts of divorce for the time being, Yin Liting feels that the two of them can't be unclear about it, let alone hold her back.
"I'm lucky to have met you. If you need anything, you can still come to me. As for the rest, just let nature take its course."
Without her in the past three years, Yin Liting couldn't imagine what kind of lunatic he would become, and what kind of dark hell he would live in, but the reality of the barrier between the two of them was also very vivid in front of him.
As for what kind of feelings he had for her, whether it was love, habit, guilt, or simply physical and psychological dependence, he really couldn't tell.
He only knew that she looked the same as Si Qing. With her, he could be calm and comfortable, and he could be a normal person. He didn't know if it was because of her face, but it seemed easier to get along with her than other women. Easier.
I remember that the first time the two met was near the car. He was waiting for someone on the phone, but his face was stained by the water blowing from under the tree or from the roof or someone didn't know where, so she handed him a tissue.
The moment he saw her, he thought Si Qing was resurrected, so he excitedly grabbed her hand, which even hurt her.
She smiled at him and said, "How did you know my name is Qingqing?", and later joked that they were destined to be together, or that it was God's will, because she was so kind-hearted when she saw him handsome, and he knew Her nickname.
Later, he found out that she was the daughter of the Zhu family and the daughter of a wealthy family.
Her appearance and appearance were all very similar to Si Qing's back then. No one knew that the only time he and Si Qing got close was at a charity event. He accidentally had a drink spilled on him and she handed it to him. He had a tissue.
She seemed to be specially sent by God to save him, and she naturally became a special person in his life. In the end, God's calculations were not as good as those of others.
"..."
Zhu Nianqing opened her mouth several times, but not a single sound came out. The whole world suddenly collapsed. For a moment, she even had a crazy urge to kill someone, but the moment their eyes met, she looked at the man's cold expression. The faces of her blind dates flashed through her mind, but she even concealed the hatred in her eyes.
With an inadvertent movement under her hand, her fingertips happened to touch the metal buckle decoration on the bag, and the cool touch brought her back to reality completely.
With a flash of inspiration, she lowered her eyes:
"I see."
"Sorry~"
Nodding to say goodbye, Yin Liting felt uncomfortable. After waiting for a while and seeing that she didn't move, he was about to turn around, but suddenly there was another low voice behind him:
"Ouch~"
Turning around, he instinctively gave her a hand:
"Careful! Are you okay?"
Grabbing his arm with one hand, Zhu Nianqing held his breath without leaving any trace, and at the same time squeezed a soft blue ball in his other hand.
A putrid and pungent smell drifted over, and Yin Liting felt that the images in front of him suddenly overlapped and shook. He instinctively closed his eyes and shook his head violently:
"What is the taste?"
