Xiao Changpu ran in from the door and saw Cai Wenji sleeping. He didn't dare to speak. He quietly came to Lin Ze, grabbed Lin Ze's hand, and waited quietly for Cai Wenji to wake up.
Cai Wenji's long eyelashes began to tremble, and she slowly opened her eyes. Her eyes were as bright as the dazzling stars in the sky. She looked at Lin Ze quietly and whispered, "Are you here?"
Lin Ze nodded, sat next to Cai Wenji, and said softly: "Why did you fall asleep here? It's cold, what should I do if I catch a cold?"
Cai Wenji's eyes were sleepy, her lazy look was extremely charming, and she said: "It's not cold, it's just too warm. I read some books and then I felt sleepy."
Lin Ze put the rice basket on the table, took out the food from Diao Chan, and said, "Let's have something to eat."
Cai Wenji stood up and sat at the table, looked at the food on the table and the scenery outside, and said, "It's really like a dream."
Lin Ze said softly: "Everything in the world is fleeting. Don't take things too seriously. The past is over. You have to look forward. If a nation's culture wants to be brilliant, it needs you to be like this." Someone will take the lead."
But Cai Wenji shook her head and said: "I never wanted to leave a name in history, but my family education is like this. I sing and write poems on weekdays, and I don't want to look forward, because I don't know where the future is."
Lin Zedao: "Then what is your ideal in life?"
"How can you have any ideals in life?" Cai Wenji used chopsticks to put some of the food on the plate into Lin Ze's bowl, and said in a very magnetic and beautiful voice: "When I was a child, I studied poetry, music, playing and singing, and what did my father ask me to do? When I got older, I wanted to marry a good family and take care of my husband and children. However, Wei Zhongdao died. People in their family said that I was ordered by my husband to keep my filial piety. In desperation, I had no choice but to return home. I am filial to my family, and then I met you."
Cai Wenji smiled softly and said: "Many people in the world know me and say that the things I write are good and the songs I sing are good, but I personally feel that I am superfluous in this world."
Hearing this, Lin Ze felt a little distressed and said, "Why do you think so?"
When asked, Lin Ze regretted it. Women in this era do not have any ideals of their own. They are just for their father, husband, and children. But what can Cai Wenji do?
She only does it for herself and for love, but with Liu Jin'er and Diao Chan beside her, how can she not feel ashamed?
Lin Zedao: "When I was a child, my mother often told me that when there is no ideal, just do everything well. That way, if the ideal comes, you will be able to do it with ease. If you have done everything well, there is still nothing. As for any ideal, just see who has you in their ideal, and you try to help the other person realize your ideal. Therefore, you are in my current ideal. I hope you live a good life and stay with me, how about it?"
Cai Wenji smiled brightly and said, "I also think that if I don't see you for a day, I will scratch my head and feel unhappy."
After a meal in the evening, Xiao Changpu felt bored and ran home early to find her mother. Cai Wenji then sat next to Lin Ze and buried her head in his arms, quietly, not knowing what was going on. Think about something.
"Let me sing you a song!" Cai Wenji suddenly spoke up after being cradled in Lin Ze's arms for a long time.
Lin Ze saw a row of chimes on the wall and said, "The days are long, let me listen to one for you!"
Lin Ze picked up two bell hammers, tapped the chimes twice, found the scale, and then struck out the smart and concentrated sound on the chimes. It was mellow and continuous. Cai Wenji was obsessed with it, as if she was resentful. Like admiration, like crying and complaining.
Lin Ze played "Jasmine" with a relatively simple rhythm.
But being able to use chimes to knock out pentatonic tunes was a result of Lin Ze's musical skills.
The melody is beautiful, clear and graceful, with smooth fluctuations and delicate emotions. The music is euphemistic with strength, delicate with passion, and fluttering with determination. It makes Cai Wenji feel like she is in a garden at this time.
After playing the song, Cai Wenji came to Lin Ze and whispered: "You really don't dislike me?"
Lin Ze said: "How could it be?"
The next second, Lin Ze's mouth was blocked by Cai Wenji's petal-like fragrant lips, but just like a dragonfly touching the water, she stood up and said: "Mr., wait for me to take a bath."
For a long time, Lin Ze didn't wait for her to come out. He got up and walked from the back room. He saw Cai Wenji wearing a gauze nightgown, covering her crazy body. She was looming. When Shouchun was the top, who knows how many wealthy nobles. Crazy for this body.
Lin Ze picked her up and placed her on the bed. Lin Ze felt her body trembling.
Lin Ze smelled the fragrance of her body and felt the beauty's ice-cold skin. His heart felt peaceful. It was not like the storm when he faced Liu Jin'er and Diao Chan. However, Cai Wenji was the most tiring. The evening began and dawn came. He fell asleep lightly, and Lin Ze couldn't bear it even if he was indestructible.
It was still winter, when the night was the longest, and the battle with Liu Jin'er in the morning was still so fierce.
At three o'clock in the morning, someone was making a noise outside the house, and Lin Ze woke up, but he found that he was the only one on the messy bed.
Lin Ze sat on the bed and took a breath, got dressed and got out of bed, looking for Cai Wenji. When he saw a piece of rice paper full of words on the table, he had an ominous feeling.
He sat on the chair and held the piece of paper with both hands. The official script was beautiful and powerful, and the words were just like the person himself. Lin Ze felt a strong love.
But the first sentence, "Mr. sir, I'm leaving!" made him feel like a knife.
"Shangxie! I want to know you, and live forever. There are no mountains, no tombs, no rivers, no thunder in winter, rain and snow in summer, heaven and earth are united, so I dare to be with you. However, I am an unknown person, how dare you Delaying your husband's luck? From now on, we are thousands of miles apart. I am on this side of the sky and you are on the other side of the sky. The road is difficult, dangerous and far away. I want to see you, but I don't want to see you. When will we meet? God has said Forget it!”
Lin Ze's nose felt sore, but Cai Wenji still left. Unlike Liu Jin'er and Diao Chan, she knew they were hers as long as they stood in front of him, but Cai Wenji was like a free goose, she might fall in love with them. Someone, but never let someone stop you.
Looking back on the time when I met Cai Wenji, I felt sorry for her and took care of her. I never regarded her as one of my own. Girls have delicate feelings, and she must have felt it.
But when she really left, Lin Ze realized that he was so heartbroken. He really wanted to send out all the troops to find her back, but who knew which way she took to Chang'an?
Unknowingly, Lin Ze shed two tears. Did this woman who was like a god in the long history leave him like this?
Silly girl, do you know how bumpy and tortuous your road ahead is?
Lin Ze touched his eyes with his sleeves and whispered in a voice filled with moisture: "Are all female intellectuals doing this their own way? They don't consider other people's feelings at all."
The noise outside became louder and louder. When Lin Ze went out, it became quiet outside. Lin Ze was already angry and said, "What are you yelling about?"
Lin Ze took a look and saw Xu Ziwu in the courtyard, as well as the coward Luo Tu, and even Ma Wu who had traveled thousands of miles to come.
Ma Wu was usually a man of few words except when he was training soldiers, but today he was very excited and said: "My lord, please comment. Xu Ziwu asked Luo Tu, a coward, to go to my Wolf Fang Regiment. I The Wolf Fang Regiment is here to stop thousands of troops in Xi County. How can I lead such a coward, even the Ziwu Yi Cong can't lead them?"
Xu Ziwu knew that he was in the wrong and said: "Master, Luo Tu is such a good young man. You can either keep him in my team, or at the worst, go to Ma Wu's place."
Lin Ze never expected that because of a soldier, the commotion would be so loud. He couldn't ignore it. He shouted, "I'm not telling you Ziwu, do you have a crush on a girl from Luo Tu's family?"
Xu Ziwu said: "No, absolutely not, I only have Xiu Xiu in my heart!"
Lin Ze said in surprise: "Xiu Xiu? Who is Xiu Xiu?"
"The maid next to Master Diao, oh, master, this is not the case!"
Lin Ze glared and said, "What's going on?"
"I promised his parents that Luo Tu would join the most powerful team, become the most powerful soldier, and become a general in the future!"
Lin Ze sat on the steps, still holding Cai Wenji's farewell letter in his hand, and said softly: "A true man promises a thousand pieces of gold, but what the hell are you promising?"
Xu Ziwu knelt down directly in front of Lin Ze and said: "Master, you don't know, this Luo Tu and his family's ancestors were generals. When I was recruiting soldiers, Luo Tu was beaten by his father until he looked bad. Master, I want him to live like a human being.”
Lin Ze focused his attention on Luo Tu and said, "Hey, two of my generals are about to fight over you. What do you think?"
Luo Tu kept his head lowered. When he heard Lin Ze asking him, he didn't even dare to raise his head and held the corners of his clothes obediently.
Lin Ze was helpless and said, "Ma Wu, do you want him?"
"Definitely not!" Ma Wu's eyes almost popped out.
Lin Ze said: "Ziwu, you can't break the hearts of the soldiers just for a promise and use your ability to make a living. In this way, I will compare the last place in the assessment of the six corps with him. If he can not be the last one, who will win?" How about I let him go to whichever corps he belongs to? If he can’t win, I’ll let him go to General Huang’s Central Army.”
Xu Ziwu said: "It's not fair!"
Lin Ze was a little angry and said: "Why can't you get enough oil and salt, you kid? Let me tell you, I will give you two months to train Luo Tu. By then, he will be better than cavalry shooter. If he can't even rank last in other regiments, If you can’t win, go to the logistics team! Damn it, I’ll shame you!”
Xu Ziwu's eyes brightened and he said, "What if he wins?"
Lin Ze stood up and said: "Then I will let him go to the Langya Regiment to practice and be promoted based on military merit! If he wants to return to your Ziwu Yicong, I have to personally assess him. In two months, I will compete in riding and shooting in front of Shouchun City. Get out of here, everyone!"
They had never seen Lin Ze become so angry, and they were all frightened. Xu Ziwu scratched his head and said, "Master is in a different state today. I have to find my master's wife."
Xiao Changpu ran in from outside the door. Xu Ziwu hurriedly grabbed her and said: "Little junior sister."
"Bah, who is your junior sister? Let's call her Junior Sister!"
"Okay, I can call you grandma. My master is in a bad mood today. You go in and see him."
Xiao Changpu walks sideways wherever he goes now, and directly opens the door and enters Cai Wenji's room...
