The provincial exam starts on the 25th.
The two of us are applying for the exam, but there is still a little bit of hope, so we want to try our best, and I hope you will understand.
Will be updated again in March.
Emm, I can’t guarantee that. If you get in, it will take even more effort.
In short, never a prisoner.
New and old books are the same. Even if I go ashore, I will still be the same me. Xiaoye will not change. The original coder will always be there.
At this point, bow (90°!)!
Sorry everyone.
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The provincial exam is over, and my thoughts are inexplicable.
In the past half month, the author took two exams, one of which was the JX provincial exam and the other was a judge assistant of the County People's Court.
Under certain factors, it can be said that civil service positions are 100% available.
Today the county court also called me, notifying me to submit materials and enter the interview stage.
Moreover, both interviews can be regarded as 2:1.
This situation makes people feel very tormented, and it also gives Xiaoye a weak sense of confidence.
Once upon a time, I thought that I was a social bug and was of no use. Now I see that it is too early to draw conclusions. The light of life has shone on me.
Among them, I was a judge's assistant at the County People's Court. After taking the exam, I was almost certain that I would be able to get in because I answered basically all the questions except for the Arbor Day date, which I answered incorrectly. (Insert a word here. When I took the provincial exam, I asked two friends who took the exam together. They couldn’t answer it. Elementary school students and junior high school students knew about Arbor Day, but when they grew up, they really felt that this festival was very far away.)
The provincial examination depends on the performance of competitors.
It all feels so ethereal and unreal.
The author was very unlucky this year. He was infected with COVID-19 on New Year's Day, which directly caused complications of viral keratitis and was forced to go to the hospital for treatment.
Then a quarrel broke out in the family on New Year's Eve... It's true that every family has its own difficulties. It's really despairing to have a big grievance in a family.
Not long after, the school released the results for the last subject, and he still didn't escape the curse of failing.
That teacher was not a human being. He was the one who failed the most students in the last subject of his senior year. When he was in class, he proudly said that he failed more than 30 students last year. He was really a psychopath.
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Why should a person with a second-rate undergraduate degree (even a third-rate undergraduate a few years ago, but now a second-rate public undergraduate) have to be difficult? Demonstrate your authority? If you really want to engage in academics, don't use this method. You are so awesome. Go teach at Yiyiben, 211, or 985. What's the point of torturing a piece of trash like me?
well……
What’s even worse is that a few days later, I accidentally dropped the Xiaomi Mi 11 mobile phone I just bought. At first, I thought it wouldn’t cost much to break the screen. After checking, I found out that it costs 1,480 yuan to replace the screen. With this money, you can buy a 90% new used mobile phone.
As for the broken screen, you just get used to it. Xiaoye subconsciously brought the plot of the book into his mind and felt that he had succumbed to the economy. I have a little understanding of the tragic male protagonist in Japanese comics.
Can you all accept a broken wife? ?
A mobile phone is like a human being. When it breaks, I want to replace it, but for some reason I cannot afford the cost of replacement. I can only muddle along and watch unspeakable things happen with dark eyes. What kind of sadness is this?
There is not much time left in the New Year, and my mood has fallen into an abyss.
However, the exam made me feel refreshed. Those things that seemed uncomfortable were actually not terrible at all.
The way forward!
Xiaoye mentioned in the previous article that he had been a dog licker, but the situation seems to be different now.
This year I got news about that girl.
She accepted me at first. That person was raised by her grandmother. She told me about me in front of her relatives and agreed that I go to her house. (However, the two missed it due to road closures due to the epidemic.)
When Xiaoye learned this for the first time, he felt mixed emotions in his heart.
At the beginning, I really wanted to retain some dignity as a human being. I hated licking dogs, and I didn’t want to be a licking dog myself. If good people don't do it, why do they want to be a dog?
But there was nothing I could do about it. I was definitely licking it at that time, and I was extremely humble.
In "How Steel Was Tempered", in order to test Paul, Tonya asked him how much he loved herself. Paul jumped into the lake without hesitation. This feeling transcended everything.
My emotions were the same as Bao'er's at that time.
She likes Inuyasha. In order to have a common topic with her, I read the Japanese manga episode by episode, even though I don't like the style of painting. Of course, all this has no results...
At that time, I liked to read some deceptive articles.
For example, in a relationship, how do you know whether the other party has feelings for you?
Answer: How come you feel cold when you are sitting next to the stove?
But I was freezing to death, and the girl’s attitude was distant...
Just to protect my fragile dignity, I took the initiative to cut off the connection between the two. I cried a lot that night and felt like I had lost everything.
——I have liked that person for eight years.
Now I know that some girls are naturally reserved, and even if they accept you in their hearts, they won’t express it clearly. What a bullshit stove to warm up the fire, the article is too stupid.
When I knew everything, I was immediately separated from the body and my whole body was about to burst.
At that moment, I missed the person I loved most in my life.
Looking back on the past, the dog-licking career I was so worried about didn't seem so humble, and the man responded to me very cautiously. It was just that at that time, the author had a low self-esteem - no income, huge pressure on the family, and almost everything went wrong. .
Eventually, after a stupid move, I lost contact with her.
Alas, if life is just like the first meeting, why is the autumn wind sad and painted on the fan...
After passing either of the two exams, I will go to her. At that time, I may be able to add a layer of afterglow to the story that has settled. However, whether the color of the clouds is dim and dark or radiant, it all depends on fate. …
Back to business.
The updates in the past two months may still not be restored, and they may be updated weekly, or even half-monthly.
I would like to apologize to my book friends here!
very sorry!
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ps.
Finally, I successfully passed the interview on March 6th, entered the court, and finally got a stable job. Today's goal has been initially achieved.
I went to find that person, but the results were depressing.
Yes, girls who are nice to you are also nice to others.
She has no shortage of suitors, and there is nothing special about me.
The enthusiasm at that time was just the emptiness after failing the college entrance examination, and I just looked for someone to relieve my boredom.
After understanding this, the story can end.
It seems that her original agreement was indeed subject to adjustment as a book friend said. Ha ha!
Obey the adjustment!
They didn't take a fancy to you at all, so they had to sacrifice their dignity in exchange for a change, and they regretted it very quickly.
Yes, girls watch the dog licking so hard and are moved for a second to give you a chance. Then at night they think about how they can lick the dog so cheaply, and instantly regret it.
Xiaoye is still a clown, a clown through and through, (#^.^#).
Stop talking about these bad things.
Regarding updates, I still can’t stabilize them in the past two months.
The position I took the provincial exam for was very promising and required a lot of time to prepare for the interview.
Will update slowly in my spare time.
Now that I am lying down, the world in front of me is very wide. I will study my writing skills and finish this story, and the same will be true for new books.
