Zhou Wei was a little anxious, Zhang Shuyang told him to calm down, and kindly took Xia Xingran's hand and sat down. She smiled softly, brushed Xia Xingran's broken hair on her forehead, and asked softly: "Xiaoran, can you tell me the reason for your firm refusal?"
Zhang Shuyang's hands were very light and his voice was very warm. Xia Xingran suddenly thought of her deceased mother, Ruan Yiren. She bit her lip while holding back her sadness and said, "I don't dare to go. I'm scared."
"Actually, I really hate receiving attention, and I don't like to appear in front of the world. If it weren't for the orphanage, I would never broadcast live."
Under Zhang Shuyang's tender offensive, Xia Xingran gradually let go of her heart and began to reveal her true feelings.
At that time, the whole country was aware of the fake drug case. As Xia Qingyi's only daughter, Xia Xingran naturally became the target of public criticism. Someone took out all of her personal information and made it public on the Internet, and then began to launch a frenzied and overwhelming personal attack on her.
At the worst time, she would receive hundreds of curse and insulting letters with blood and red paint from all over the country every day. There are even mailed wreaths, dolls with severed heads and hands, and other horrific items.
At school, no one wanted to be friends with her, and the teachers just did it as a matter of routine. Even the aunt in the cafeteria would deliberately deprive her of meals.
But she couldn't say a word of defense for herself. Just because she was Xia Qingyi's daughter, she should bear all this.
Gradually, she became more and more withdrawn and had low self-esteem. She covers herself tightly every day before going out, for fear of being discovered that she is Xia Xingran.
"I'm very scared. I'm afraid that if I participate in that plan and the public knows about it, they will come back again and even get worse."
Recalling the painful five years, Xia Xingran could no longer hold on, covered her face with her hands, and burst into tears.
"These scum of society! What age have they been, and they can still do the same thing as implicating the nine tribes!" After hearing this, Zhou Wei felt angry and distressed, and punched the coffee table hard.
Zhang Shuyang took a few pieces of paper and handed them to Xia Xingran, hugging her distressedly and sighing: "That's it, those people's actions are indeed too radical. Although it is understandable to be angry, it is really too much to do such an act. .”
"But kid, you can't be held back by the past. The more others bully you and suppress you, the more you should prove it to them. If you keep avoiding sinking, wouldn't you be following their wishes? Why do you need to get married if you are such a smart person? It’s a matter of pleasure for the one who hates it and the other who hates it.”
After hearing these words, Xia Xingran seemed to have received enlightenment. With bright eyes, she stared blankly at Zhang Shuyang who was looking at her gently, thinking silently in her heart.
Zhou Wei, who was on the side, caught Zhang Shuyang's look and said hurriedly: "Xiao Ran, that plan was originally in charge of your father. You are his most trusted and proud daughter. You can best understand all your father's thoughts and ideas. It's up to you to It’s the perfect time to take over.”
"Once you participate in this program, the country will focus on cultivating talents. If someone bullies you again, the country will support you!" Kan Shula
Xia Xingran nodded in confusion, then shook his head and said, "But if I leave, what will happen to the children in the orphanage. Their monthly expenses are earned by selling dolls."
Zhou Wei chuckled and said, "What a silly boy. Don't worry, the state has already intervened in the investigation of the welfare home. This time, there are also people from the national welfare agency who are here to investigate the matter."
"Speaking of which, this is all your credit. If you hadn't launched a live broadcast with great fanfare, the country would not have noticed such an unreasonable thing." Zhang Shuyang praised with a smile on his face.
"By the way, there is also Feng Nan's dialysis fee! Now I have been raising funds online, but it will take a long time for the child to survive until he can get a suitable kidney transplant. This is a huge expense."
After settling the matter at the orphanage, Xia Xingran began to worry about Feng Nan again.
Zhou Wei chuckled lightly, with a look of helplessness in his eyes: "You don't need to worry about this. We have a Children's Foundation for Rare Diseases. When we add Feng Nan, his expenses will be borne by the foundation."
A light suddenly lit up in Xia Xingran's eyes, and she said, "It's true."
Bian clapped his hands and stood up from the sofa excitedly.
Just when Zhou Wei and Zhang Shuyang thought everything was in order, Xia Xingran's face suddenly darkened and she sat down in embarrassment.
"Sorry, Director Zhou and Dean Zhang, I still can't go with you."
She took a deep breath, her eyes circled around the duty room, and gradually flew out from the window. "The City's First Hospital is my father's hard work. Now it has been devastated by Baiyuan. I can't leave it!"
Zhou Wei and Zhang Shuyang, who had always maintained a warm mood, began to darken their faces after hearing this reason.
"Xia Xingran, are you studying medicine just for your parents?"
"How can you, with such good medical skills, only care about this one-third of an acre of land in front of you?"
Before Xia Xingran could react, Zhou Wei and Zhang Shuyang walked away angrily, leaving Xia Xingran with a look of astonishment on the spot, not knowing what to do.
After a day's work and the things that happened during the day, Xia Xingran was a little confused and walked home on the road in a daze.
After passing the convenience store where Chang bought, Xia Xingran felt a little hungry, so she went in to buy some food.
The TV in the convenience store is showing a live broadcast of manned spaceflight. This time is different from the past. This is the first time that Chinese astronauts have performed an extravehicular mission and walked outside the cabin.
The customers in the store were looking up, and Xia Xingran also took notice.
Unexpectedly, we encountered difficulties as soon as we got out of the cabin.
Astronaut Zhai Gang unlocked the airlock door and turned the handle. A gap appeared in the door. Then he pulled the door inward, but it did not open as expected.
Zhai Gang said at the door: "It has a force of sucking outwards!"
Liu Ming helped in the cabin and said: "Save some energy, take a deep breath, and hold on."
Zhai Gang said: "Okay."
After a full seven minutes, with everyone worried, Zhai Gang, wearing a heavy spacesuit, pulled hard and finally opened the hatch.
Cheers and applause instantly echoed throughout the convenience store and ground command center. The customers and clerks in the store, including Xia Xingran, breathed a sigh of relief.
Unexpectedly, one wave came after another. Just when Zhai Gang took a breath and was about to leave the cabin, an alarm sound came from the cabin.
The astronaut in the cabin said anxiously: "I don't know what's wrong."
The mood that everyone had just relaxed suddenly became tense again, and everyone's face was full of worry.
Just when everyone thought the escape mission was going to fail, Zhai Gang's rough voice came: "I'd better get out."
Everyone present took a breath and sweated for him. They never expected that Zhai Gang would still decide to leave the cabin in such an unknown and dangerous situation!
A moment later, applause and shouts erupted again from the convenience store and the ground command center.
Xia Xingran's eyes were a little moist. When he knew that there was danger and the situation was still unknown, Zhai Gang resolutely put his personal safety behind in order to complete the mission of the motherland.
After Zhai Gang left the cabin, he had already consumed a lot of energy by opening the cabin door, so he panted and waved to everyone, saying word by word: "Report, I have left the cabin and feel good. I would like to express my sincere gratitude to the people of the country and the whole country. Greetings from people all over the world. Please rest assured, our motherland, we will resolutely complete our mission!"
The ground command center said: "Beishi understands!"
The whole place was in a state of excitement.
However, just when Zhai Gang was out of breath and ready to carry out the next task, an accident occurred again.
At this time, astronaut Jing Peng, who was on duty in the return capsule, suddenly made an emergency report to the ground: "The instruments indicate a fire in the orbital module, please check."
Everyone's heart was in their throats at once, but in times of crisis, the astronauts showed extraordinary calmness.
Liu Ming quickly checked the cabin and said, "No ignition point was found."
Zhai Gang responded outside: "How can fire come from a vacuum?"
In this moment of great pressure, the astronauts made a decision that moved everyone.
Liu Ming said: "Anyway 01 (Zhai Gang) let's continue."
Zhai Gang responded: "Understood."
Liu Ming then said: "It's too late for us to catch a fire, so we don't care."
Zhai Gang said: "It's done."
The brief but determined conversation instantly moved Xia Xingran. The astronauts used their practical actions to vividly show her what it means to have a firm belief in completing a mission regardless of personal life and death. .
This is: national interests are above all else!
Subsequently, the astronauts quickly adjusted the procedures for exiting the vehicle, temporarily disrupted the order of tasks, and decided to take the five-star red flag out of the vehicle first.
So in the live broadcast, Xia Xingran saw this scene: Liu Ming struggled to slowly reach out of the cabin door, and handed the five-star red flag to Zhai Gang with difficulty. Zhai Gang slowly waved the national flag, completing the glorious and sacred mission of "displaying the national flag."
The moment they saw the national flag flying in the vast space, thunderous applause burst out spontaneously in the convenience store and the ground control room.
The narrator was excited and choked with emotion: "China has since become the third country in the world to achieve space exploration! For this seemingly simple step, tens of thousands of astronauts in our country have made countless sacrifices. Years of arduous efforts! Now we can finally proudly announce to the world that our country, China, has now independently mastered space extravehicular technology!"
The convenience store let out bursts of heartfelt cheers of pride, and Xia Xingran followed them and clapped her palms red, then cried uncontrollably.
Zhai Gang was also infected. He stared affectionately at the five-star red flag in his hands hanging in the boundless space and said sonorously: "Even if we can't come back, we must let the five-star red flag fly high in space!"
At this moment, Xia Xingran felt hot and numb all over.
She suddenly understood why Zhou Wei and Zhang Shuyang were so disappointed and angry with her.
She also finally began to understand the belief that "national interests are above all else", and this belief has long been integrated into the hearts of every Chinese.
She recalled the cultivation and teachings her father had given her since she was a child: "First have a country, then a family."
I remembered that when I graduated, I once said, "I will do my best to eliminate human suffering and help improve health." A lifelong pledge to strive for the development of the motherland’s medical and health undertakings and the physical and mental health of mankind.
I think of so many people suffering and dying from diseases in TV news reports.
Her face turned red with shame.
She ran out of the convenience store crying, hurriedly turned on her mobile phone and dialed Zhou Wei's number. After the call was connected, before Zhou Wei could speak, she spoke hurriedly, with a sticky sound from just crying.
"Director Zhou, Dean Zhang, I'm sorry. Only now do I realize how wrong I was. I shouldn't have been so selfish and superficial. How could I only consider myself and ignore everyone? I'm so terrible."
As she spoke, she began to blame herself again. She squatted on the ground and couldn't help but started crying loudly again.
Her clean and clear eyes seemed to be filled with mist and mist, making them look hazy. In this haze, a dazzling and determined light suddenly shot out, shining with the belief that "the Loulan will never be returned until it is broken".
"Director Zhou, Dean Zhang. If you are willing to give me another chance, I am willing to go with you!"
