The red a is denying oneself and also analyzing oneself.
He knows himself better than anyone else.
As the saying goes, the hardest thing for people to understand is themselves, but Hong A is an exception.
Hong A knows himself better than anyone else. He knows better than anyone else that his life and his dreams are all borrowed, inherited from others, and are also false and hypocritical.
At least, that's what Hong A thinks.
Therefore, he wants to use his words to defeat his past self, and to destroy his past self both physically and mentally.
It's cruel and crazy.
But in a sense, for Hong A, it may not be a way of salvation.
Yes, maybe Red A still wants to save himself, who in his opinion is hopeless and still upholds the ideal of a righteous partner.
Otherwise, if he simply wanted to kill the opponent, Red A would have done it long ago. Why should Shirou Emiya keep practicing like he always did when releasing the sea? Level up monsters and upgrades.
At the same moment, the screen moved to Emiya Shirou. The young man's mouth was slightly open, without words or complaints, as if the red a had completely spoken to his heart.
At the same moment, Emiya Shirou's heartbeat rang out.
"Yes, I was not the only one who was saved at that time."
"In a fire that left no one alive, children who could not have been saved, and men looking for survivors who should not have existed."
"If you want to say which one is a miracle, it is..."
There was no further narration in the following words, but Hong A spoke at this moment: "It is natural for children to yearn for their parents, but that guy left a curse on you before he died."
The scene switches to reveal that in the memory, one night, Emiya Kiritsugu and Emiya Shirou sat side by side. The young Emiya Shirou expressed to Emiya Kiritsugu that he would inherit his dream and become a partner of justice.
Hong A's cold voice also echoed the scene: "From that moment on, I thought we must become partners of justice!"
"Your ideals are borrowed!"
The judgment-like speech, the final conclusion, has already appeared.
"You are just imitating the ideals Emiya Kiritsugu firmly believes in!"
Emiya Shirou: "That's..."
Red a: "A righteous partner? Don't make people laugh. Live for others. Such an ideal is definitely not what you expect!"
"It's extremely arrogant for you to be able to help others like this!"
The words that followed were shouted, and Red A suddenly exerted force at the same time, piercing Emiya Shirou's thigh with a knife, causing clear damage to Emiya Shirou for the first time in the real sense.
The pain of his thigh being torn apart made Shirou Emiya scream in agony and he was knocked down again.
Seeing this scene, the girls tensed up, nervous and distressed.
When people in the real world saw this, they all exclaimed that Red A had finally made a move. It was no longer purely about letting go, but it was really about causing harm to Emiya Shirou.
However, many people also made complaints about this.
"He kept shouting Emiya Kiritsugu's name. If I remember correctly, in the Fourth Holy Grail War, when facing Emiya Kiritsugu, Red A called 'Daddy', right?"
"Good guy, I am a filial son in front of my father, but will I be a filial son behind my back?"
"In addition, although it seems that he is very harsh on himself and wants to kill himself to ashes, the whole process looks like he is passing on his skills to himself. Look at how far Emiya Shirou has been upgraded."
"Self-denial, self-disgust, and self-attack. But I just don't kill. I keep saying I want to kill, but there are so many opportunities, but I just don't kill."
"Do you think Red A wants to simply make Emiya Shirou give up his dream and achieve the fact of reversing the future?"
"It's possible, maybe because you don't want to let your past self go down the same old path if you get another chance?"
"No, no, no, I think Red A simply kills people to kill people. He not only wants to kill Emiya Shirou, but also kills Emiya Shirou's heart. Only then can he have the sense of accomplishment of 'I kill myself'."
"Hi~~ You still dare to think!"
People made various speeches and discussions, all full of doubts about Hong A's current performance, and they seemed to be able to understand why Hong A was acting like this.
Such contradictory behavior is just like the person Hong A, full of endless contradictions.
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In the light screen image, Red A slowly came to Emiya Shirou and continued to use words to attack Emiya Shirou's mind.
"Yes! The idea of helping others is something I have dreamed of because of my beauty. Therefore, it is not an emotion that comes from myself!"
“If this isn’t hypocrisy, what else is it!?”
"I am driven by the obsessive concept of 'living for others', and keep moving forward with arrogance, but after all, it is a fake, and nothing can be saved by this kind of hypocrisy!
! "
At the same time as the verbal output, the physical output also continued, constantly attacking Shirou Emiya, forcing Shirou Emiya to constantly defend and retreat, which made the already injured Shirou even worse.
However, Emiya Shirou's wounds healed quickly at the same time, and he did not lose his combat effectiveness due to his injuries.
At this moment, the screen showed something on Shirou Emiya's chest emitting a faint red light, and then, the screen showed Shirou Emiya's neck, and a necklace could be seen around his neck.
Immediately afterwards, the scene switched to Tohsaka Rin. The girl stared at the two fighting people and thought in her heart: "The gem is taking effect. In this way, Shirou's injury can be healed quickly, at least before the magic power of the gem is consumed. Can hold it.”
"But, this battle..."
The following words were not spoken, but the worried look on Tohsaka Rin's face said everything.
Red A's output against Emiya Shirou continued, with more denials and more verbal attacks from the perspective of understanding. He vented all his negative emotions at this moment.
The direct result was that Red A became more and more angry, attacked harder and harder, and actually carried out a killer attack - the knife stabbed Emiya Shirou's abdomen, and blood spattered out instantly.
Seeing this scene, Mordred and Yin Liya couldn't help but change their expressions and shouted the word "Shirou". Only Tohsaka Rin tensed up a bit, but she was still calm. After all, she understood her legacy better than anyone else. How effective is the gem given to Emiya Shirou.
Although such an injury is horrific, it can still be recovered quickly as long as the gem continues to work.
In the end, Emiya Shirou was knocked down by the continuous output of Red A, and Red A faced the exhausted and injured Emiya Shirou who fell to the ground. He shouted with a ferocious look: "Partners of justice, without this If you can’t live with your ideals, just drown yourself with your ideals!”
Emiya Shirou: "..."
There was no answer, and the young man looked weak, as if his life was passing quickly.
However, the young man's voice sounded at this moment.
"Although most of what that guy said is correct..."
"but……"
"I always feel like I've forgotten something..."
