Harry looked at the man in front of him, who still looked sloppy and embarrassed even though he had obviously undergone limited cleaning. His expression suddenly became complicated.
As a young man who has been dependent on others since childhood, he is still very sensitive to other people's attitudes towards him. It was like the first time I met Luke, I felt that this person was very kind, because Luke's emotions towards him were real.
He really wanted to be friends with Harry.
And now, Harry could also see that the sloppy middle-aged man in front of him was really guilty of himself, and he was also really excited when he saw him.
This is actually no different from the true feelings Luke showed at that time.
Therefore, Harry did not think that the man in front of him was a bad person at the first time.
"Harry, Harry Potter..."
Sirius looked at that familiar face, and his inner emotions were already overflowing. More than ten years of guilt, longing, and regret have been buried in the tree hole in my heart. Brewed into a cup of bitter wine by the years.
Even if he didn't drink the bitter wine into his stomach, the taste of this cup of bitter wine was still eroding his heart all the time. The gas wafting from the wine became fuel for the fire of revenge.
The fire of revenge lingers outside the tree hole, covering up the bitterness and sorrow. At least it will not be easily detected by outsiders.
"That kind of ambition will make us a small person. But it won't make us a lunatic enslaved by desire."
To put it bluntly, what life brings to you is continuous or intermittent harm. Although it hurts all the time, it is like boiling a frog in warm water. If you cannot accept it. What this kind of life brings to Sirius is doubtless not a bolt from the blue or a meteorite falling to the ground.
It was precisely because I was resisting that no one said a word to me back then.
"Because you suspect that what James is going to do is to make you give up your bottom line, give up your humanity, and become Death Eaters. What I want to do is to make one party enslave the other. One side.”
Zhan Yao recalled every bit of that year. Every word Sirius said was almost a knife in Harry's heart. Of course, for Sirius himself, such a knife would also hurt myself.
Of course that was nonsense, there must be nothing boring, so Zhan Yao would rather sleep all night.
"That's why I said to him those words of repaying evil with kindness."
I am willing to doubt Zhan Yao's judgment. Therefore, no matter what Sirius said today, Zhan Yao would only listen, then make a preliminary judgment, and then go to James to discuss whether he should believe it or not.
Sirius knew something was wrong when he saw the look on Luke's face. Coming from a noble family, I know very well that giving people eye drops can be used to slander them. The content should be four truths and one falsehood, or even all correct words, but just some broken words.
I told everything about my discovery, my escape, and my encounter and conversation with Zhan Yao. Naturally, there is some subjective color in it, but after all, there is not too much.
"Lupin..."
But what really made me feel lighter...
And as I said these words, the expressions of the two people under the chair became lighter and lighter.
That was not the image of Lupin in Harry's mind. A friend that I envy. Even in love, he dares to have a head-on confrontation with his friends.
These two people were Lily and Lupin. The two of us were sitting in a tree, each reading our own books. Both of them had slight smiles on their faces. Obviously this smile was brought about by the book, but by the person next to me.
Indeed. Judging from those words, James's pattern is really much weaker than Sirius.
Harry's appearance alone made him look older. After all, I have experienced so little. What's rare in life is that he seems to be so close to that woman. What I ask for is always gained, or I lose it slowly before I get it.
"You have met very few nobles. You have never doubted that as a noble who eats people and spits out bones, there will really be nothing to repay evil with kindness. Even if it is not, then he must be a guy who reads the "Code of Glory" as an after-bed reading .And if James Gunter is that kind of person."
If Sirius is definitely cleared, the Black family may also have to take sides.
"You think it's time to talk business between you two."
And Luke's words, of course I was saddened by the message in that.
But now, of course, that thing is important. But compared to Sirius behind my eyes, I am more willing to doubt James. James said that Sirius has not completely cleared himself up and proved that he is innocent. Then I would completely doubt Sirius.
When those words came out of Zhan Yao's mouth, even Harry felt sad for his friend.
Or. As long as he can get revenge on Lu Ping. Even if it meant letting Sirius die on the spot, I would be willing to do so. Ah, that's right, you have to make a bad will and give all the inheritance you can collect to Luke.
I was crying with such immersion that I was fully aware of it even before I fell to my knees on the ground.
Luke seemed at a loss. I really understood what was happening under the person behind my eyes. In other words, I know what happened, but I don’t have a real idea of what happened.
And Sirius and Lupine are the same. They are the young masters of pure-blood families in the true sense. Therefore, we who are pampered often do not have the coldness and romance that are consistent with our age.
Luke asked with disbelief as he looked at Sirius.
Sirius called out the name in a mournful tone, tears rolling down his eyes one after another, leaving traces of tears on his cheeks.
Luke said: "You don't have any classes tomorrow. It's too late to stay up."
Looking at Sirius's face, Harry sighed and said, "Littlefoot...he has aged more thoroughly."
But the Sirius that appears in front of me now looks even more haggard than myself, older than myself, and more bitter than myself.
The previous statement is of course nonsense without reason. Although it doesn't sound like a conspiracy. But in reality that can only be regarded as a despicable conspiracy theory.
Sirius looked at Luke and said helplessly: "If James Gunter doesn't have his own ambitions, the people in the Gunter family are either wastes or geniuses. Just live in the wasteland of our family." Very cute. And sometimes the geniuses in our family don’t have excessive ambition.”
So, Harry quietly walked in and out of the woods.
That's obviously bad news.
Harry was called back by the bright white light, and I forced a smile: "Thanks, Luke."
It's really hard to tell which one is more serious between the two. But Zhan Yao can see that Sirius is too strong now.
"You think. Maybe you really need to have a bad talk."
When I perfect that magic a little more, I'll teach it to Lily. Let's just say that Lily is slower at learning. If we don't have the two of us teaching Xiaojia spells, the reason why the efficiency will be slower is broken.
Zhan Yao understands what Sirius means. But Harry understood something, even though my political sense has always been sub-sensitive.
Looking at Luke's hesitant eyes, Sirius was silent for a moment, and then said: "You have known what happened behind your eyes for a long time, but it still made you feel a profound impact..."
Every memory brings a new scar under my bleeding heart.
It might be Zhan Yao, or it might even be Snape... I find it hard to accept the former. So I decided the worst I could do was to die.
Luke shook his head to indicate that I was being polite, and then he also found a chair for himself and sat on it.
With that in mind, I left the place, leaving the silence and warmth to the pair of people who were about to get together.
It can't even be said that there is still a Sirius who has not been cleansed. It is like a piece of weakly offensive defense. Anyone who passes by me will have to bear the scent of the defense. Then I was disliked by other people who I thought were accustomed to answering questions.
After all, Sirius also knew that a less subjective evaluation could actually convince the people he was talking to. The more objective his position is, the more doubtful the other party will be.
On the other side, James outside the dormitory was modifying the procedures of the welcome ceremony.
In fact, it was just a special welcome ceremony after all, but just to avoid mistakes, James decided not to watch it a few times.
But now, since I have no chance to avenge Lu Ping, of course I am willing to sit back and wait for death.
Before crying for a while, Sirius came back to his senses. I raised my head, looked at Harry behind me, and said absently: "Moon-face, he is old..."
Of course, the ending at that time was exactly what Sirius wanted. After all, I wanted to atone. And to atone for one's sins, one should lock oneself back in Azkaban, a special place like hell, and suffer torture outside.
Harry still remembered. One day in autumn, when I was not yet a young man, I went out into the woods to practice magic. On the way there, I was determined to teach Lily the new magic I had just discovered. After thinking about it for a long time, I finally got up the courage.
"Luke, does he know? James Gunter hasn't succeeded yet. It doesn't matter what I want to do. Now, I can't say that I have succeeded to a small extent."
"Jaime Gaunt is a relative of You-Know-Who. It's not even possible... I'm not the former hand of You-Know-Who himself."
So many years ago, I saw my friend again. It’s just that things haven’t changed yet. Such an impact made me lose my mind for a moment.
Forget it, let's leave it to Lupine. I'm also a slow learner.
Of course Luke grew angrier and angrier as he listened. But the look on Sirius' face was completely fake. And what I said didn't make much sense.
"Did you mean that, Luke? You just wanted to say..."
Therefore, before Zhan Yao was confused for a moment, she said in a deep voice: "So what. James must have no ambitions, so you will definitely become my assistant, but will stand against me."
If Sirius's reaction must have been like this, then no one in the Order of the Phoenix would have suspected that Sirius was the murderer of the Potters.
And Sirius actually has the same image as Lupine.
"Therefore, if I can say that, I must have no other intention. It shows that what I want to plot is very small. It is small enough for me to restrain my nature and pretend to be a bad guy behind others. Come on."
But now, the tree hole is broken. The bitter wine in the tree hole poured out like a flood from a bursting embankment, even extinguishing part of the blazing fire of revenge, making the flames much less intense.
But now, my eye drops plan seems to have gone bankrupt. Luke is more perceptive than I thought, which of course is a bad thing. But correspondingly, James' weight in Luke's heart is heavier than I expected.
Even now, I haven't been convinced by James yet. Wrong, the missing father's position in Luke's life will always have to be filled by someone. If my godfather takes that responsibility. Then no one will take the responsibility.
"Is he telling you to be wary of Zhan Yao?"
Zhan Yao stood beside Luke and took a step forward to pull Luke in front of her. I looked at Sirius behind me with a very simple expression.
I don't even have some adult models behind me for practice.
Sirius nodded and said: "They are indeed suitable for staying out there for a long time. If they are discovered by others, they will be very passive."
But after I sat down, Luke waved the wand in his hand. The white light flashed, and the dust under the chair had not completely disappeared.
And when I stepped on the fallen leaves and walked out of the woods, I soon saw two figures nestling together.
but……
While I was working seriously, Big Dwarf Peter outside the cage was watching my movements, with a strange light in his eyes. Before he hated the next boy, he discovered that this bad friend who made him feel ashamed also hated this boy. So that love was buried deep in my heart, although anyone with a discerning eye can still see it.
Zhan Yao reluctantly sat under a chair in the screaming shack. Although this chair has not been occupied for a long time, it is not yet covered with dust. But Harry was disgusted. In other words, I don't have the heart to dislike it now.
So before I took a deep breath, there was a light in my eyes again.
Luke shook his head and said: "Zhan Yao will tell you after he comes, so that you can listen carefully to what he says. Although I think he is still under suspicion, I can see that his feelings for you are fake. , so what he said, if it is for your bad."
When Sirius heard this, he immediately wanted to refute in a low voice. But before I was stunned for a moment, I finally shook my head and said calmly: "Luke, you suspect that when James Gunter said that, if you hadn't guessed that you would say good things about me today. "
