"What's wrong?"
Meng Yao tilted her head and looked away from Xu Yao's face. She saw the rosy clouds on the horizon.
This scene is beautiful.
Worth taking photos to record.
Meng Yao shook his head. She suddenly smiled, the glow reflected on her face, and Xu Yao thought of the gorgeous roses.
Few people associate the word "gorgeous" with Meng Yao. Meng Yao's temperament is cool.
Many times, Xu Yao felt that she was like the first melting snow, or like clear and shallow water.
The reason why it is said to be melted snow is because it looks cold but has a warm side.
And water has power.
"Nothing." Meng Yao said.
For a moment, an impulse came from nowhere, and Meng Yao almost wanted to seek an answer——
"Will you come again?"
When she was about to say it, she didn't want to ask anymore. It wasn't because she didn't have the courage, but because she found the question meaningless.
"Yes" or "no" maybe Xu Yao himself doesn't have the exact answer, so why bother Xu Yao by asking such a question.
Xu Yao looked at her quietly and didn't ask any more questions.
time flies.
The day Xu Yao left was Saturday.
Because of the long distance, Xu Yao was about to set off after breakfast.
He carried a black backpack on one shoulder and a suitcase in his hand.
Meng Yao remembered that in a previous art class, a little boy drew Xu Yao. He told Meng Yao that Xu Yao brought a big box with a lot of snacks when he came to school. Meng Yao subconsciously glanced at Xu Yao's suitcase.
Uncle Liu is waiting below the school. This was requested yesterday. Uncle Liu takes Xu Yao to the high-speed rail station.
After having breakfast together, Yu Yuan insisted on sending Xu Yao off.
Meng Yao and Feng Xiao were also present. Tan Hong came to school early in the morning and handed Xu Yao a heavy bag: "A little thought. I know you don't lack anything, and it's not anything expensive. Pecans, dried mushrooms... are all It’s your own, so feel free to eat it. Just accept it.”
That's right, a heartfelt message.
Xu Yao did not refuse, took it and said thank you.
"You're welcome, it's me who should thank you." Tan Hong responded.
His mother was in poor health, and students at school often fell ill or caught colds. Xu Yao specially brought some medicine this time and bought some supplements for Tan Hong's mother.
He said he wanted to see Xu Yao off, but he just left the school and went down the steep slope.
Meng Yao was walking on the slope and remembered that she and Xu Yao went to Jiang Jun's house. It was raining that day and the slope was slippery. She was led by Xu Yao through the whole journey.
It obviously happened within this month, but it seems like a long time ago when I recall it.
But she could still remember her deafening heartbeat that day.
At the foot of the hillside, Uncle Liu had been waiting for a long time.
Not only Uncle Liu, but also many children.
As soon as Xu Yao's figure appeared, the children all ran over and chatted around him.
Some said "Brother Xu Yao, I can't let you go", some asked "Brother Xu Yao, don't forget us"...
Someone else asked: Brother Xu Yao, when will you come next time?
This was the question Meng Yao wanted to ask him the day before yesterday.
Meng Yao remained silent and now looked straight at Xu Yao.
Xu Yao smiled, patiently and gently. He reached out and touched the children's heads, lowered his head and said, "I can't bear to leave you, and I will never forget you."
Another question he didn't answer.
Meng Yao understood that he chose not to say anything because he couldn't give a specific answer, so that the children waiting for him would not have too many expectations and would not feel disappointed in the future.
There is a long distance from the mountain to the high-speed rail station. There is not much time left. Yu Yuan looked at Xu Yao and smiled slightly: "I don't know when the next time we will meet, but some things will never be the same." Diluted by time. Aunt Yu wishes you success in your work, safety and health, and all your wishes come true."
This is a sincere blessing.
In this blessing, if Yu Yuan's wishes come true one by one, Xu Yao's life will be happy.
The sincere blessings are irresistible.
From high school to now, more than just the passage of time and changes. Although they haven't met many times, Xu Yao still has deep and deep feelings for this place.
"Aunt Yu, take care of yourself. If you need help at school, please contact me. I will do my best."
He said this very solemnly, like a promise.
Yu Yuan shook her head and told him with a gentle expression: "Compared with these, living your own life is more important."
"Get on the train quickly." Yu Yuan said, "You may not be able to catch the high-speed train later."
Uncle Liu opened the trunk of the car.
Tan Hong said: "Bon voyage."
Feng Xiao followed closely: "Bon voyage."
Meng Yao made no sound.
Xu Yao looked over.
His eyes are always calm, like the sea when the waves are calm.
Meng Yao looked at him deeply.
This is not the first time she and Xu Yao have said goodbye.
The last time was when she graduated from high school. Without Xu Yao's knowledge, she said goodbye to him from the bottom of her heart.
Meng Yao once thought that she had no delusions about Xu Yao, and that was indeed the case.
She felt that Xu Yao had the right to come and go freely in her life, which she was willing to give. She also always thought that her heartbeat and liking were hers alone, and she never thought about getting a response.
In her opinion, no matter how dazzling the stars are and how bright and beautiful the moon is, they should hang in the sky. She can look up countless times, but she will not try to pick up the stars and embrace the moon.
So during high school, Meng Yao stood very far away from Xu Yao, even though he secretly remembered everything related to him, carefully saved his photos, drew sketches of him one after another, and wrote about him over and over again. Name...but Meng Yao never expected to get it from beginning to end, so she said goodbye to Xu Yao for the first time. Even though she was prepared to never have the chance to see Xu Yao again, her mentality could be said to be calm. .
But life has too many unexpected and uncontrollable factors.
This time, Meng Yao's mentality and emotions changed a lot during this farewell.
She suddenly realized that the so-called lack of expectations was because she had never really been close to Xu Yao.
Once she gets close to Xu Yao, the seeds buried deep in her heart will burst out of the ground and grow into towering trees, no longer under her control.
People can be greedy.
People also have desires.
Meng Yao seemed to understand only now.
The story between her and Xu Yao is very long in her case, and it also started in high school. In her case, there is more than just a farewell word between her and Xu Yao.
But there are limits to what you want to say. Appropriateness and whether you can say it are two very important points.
Meng Yao breathed out and smiled under Xu Yao's gaze. She didn't smile so happily, at least the smile didn't reach her eyes. She seemed to be just using this action to make herself and the atmosphere more relaxed.
Xu Yao watched her smile, but didn't understand the meaning of the smile.
During this short period of time together in Yunnan, he gradually discovered that Meng Yao was a very special girl.
He was suddenly curious about what she would say to him.
Xu Yao was even looking forward to it.
In his anticipation, Xu Yao heard Meng Yao say sincerely: "Everything goes well."
Very simple four words.
Maybe it was because of Meng Yao's expression, or the focused and serious look in her eyes as she looked at him for a split second. Xu Yao actually felt that these four words "li" contained a lot of things. He couldn't tell what they were. He couldn't even tell for a moment that the warm emotion he felt after hearing this sentence came from him. I am still the same Meng Yao who said this.
Life is long and time is a very precious thing, but at this age, it is also the thing they have the most.
So many answers can be found slowly.
There is a gentle and comfortable wind blowing in the distance.
Today is another sunny day.
Meng Yao was wearing a long skirt, her hair tied up in a bun, and light-colored lipstick. Her skin was already white, and she looked clear and translucent.
In such good weather, Xu Yao smiled slightly and said farewell to her:
"See you next time, Meng Yao."
When Xu Yao left, some children cried.
Meng Yao watched the gray van drive out, getting farther and farther away from her. Perhaps because of Xu Yao's farewell words, she actually felt a sense of lightness amidst the reluctant sobs.
See you next time.
A beautiful and anticipated sentence.
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When Xu Yao arrived at the high-speed rail station, it was still an hour before the train departed. There was no direct high-speed rail to Beijing, so he needed to transfer, and the entire high-speed rail journey took too long.
Xu Yao bought a high-speed rail ticket to Kunming, then transferred to the airport and flew back to Beijing from Kunming.
It's a bit of a hassle, but the time is still shorter.
The round trip from Shancun to the high-speed rail station took most of the day. Before the ticket check-in time, Xu Yao invited Uncle Liu to have a bowl of noodles nearby. After paying, he said he was going to the store next door to buy something. When he came out, he picked up a box of milk and a bottle of noodles. bag of bread. These are all for Uncle Liu, thank you for his help.
Uncle Liu refused at first. Xu Yao had given him car fare. The school also used the car sometimes, and Yu Yuan would settle the expenses regularly.
Later, Xu Yao said he didn't have enough time and had to catch a bus, so he took it.
Xu Yao said a brief goodbye to him and entered the high-speed rail station.
After he passed the security check, he came to the waiting room and just started checking tickets.
It wasn't until he got on the train, put his luggage away, adjusted his seat, the train started moving, and the scenery outside the window was receding, that Xu Yao truly felt that he had left the small mountain village in Yunnan.
He stayed in a remote mountain village with poor signal for more than a month. He was not isolated from the world, but sitting on the high-speed train and hearing the sounds of flight attendants moving around, children shouting, and the voices of other passengers made him feel a little bit... A slight feeling of discomfort.
It’s only been a little over a month.
This feeling of discomfort is so strange.
Xu Yao suddenly thought of Meng Yao. After she stayed in Yunnan for a year, how would she feel when she walked out of the mountainous area?
Meng Yao woke up from a nap and browsed a friend list.
The person who posted the update was Xu Yao. This was the first time Meng Yao had seen him post on Moments since becoming friends with him.
The content is nothing special, just a picture and no copywriting.
Meng Yao clicked on the picture, looked at it carefully, and guessed that the picture was taken on the high-speed rail platform.
A very ordinary landscape picture without any composition skills.
She and Xu Yao didn't have many friends in common. When Meng Yao saw this circle of friends, the like column was empty. She had just woken up and was still a little confused. Without thinking much, she liked this circle of friends and left what she thought was her first like.
