Feng Han's lunch break in his senior year of high school lasted only one and a half hours, including meals. Teachers from each subject had to occupy a while to make practice papers for them, leaving only half an hour for them to take a lunch break.
Meng Yao and Song Siqi disappeared for the entire lunch break without saying hello. When they returned to the classroom, they were naturally invited into the office by Shen Heyi.
Song Siqi had just cried, and her eyes were still red. On the way to the office, he couldn't hide his guilt and said to Meng Yao: "I will explain to Teacher Shen later. If you need to write a review or be punished, I will do it."
Meng Yao didn't think this was a big deal, and didn't want to reassure Song Siqi, who had finally calmed down. She said with a good attitude: "It's okay. If you really want to write a review, the teacher will assign an extra essay."
Song Siqi didn't expect that her thoughts could change like this on this kind of matter, so she was stunned for a moment before laughing.
Thinking about it carefully, Meng Yao is really not the type of student who is afraid of the teacher. Some students will be afraid in front of teachers in subjects they are not good at, but Meng Yao does not have it. She even raised her head without guilt when Luo Yiping noticed her in class and when she wrote small notes, and talked to Luo Yiping very calmly. Look at each other.
Thinking of this, Song Siqi felt more relaxed and less guilty.
When they arrived at the office, Shen Heyi was correcting test papers and put down his pen when he saw them coming.
Meng Yao and Song Siqi were usually students who made the teacher worry-free. This was the first time that they had skipped class since Shen Heyi took charge of the class. If it were to be replaced by other naughty students, Shen Heyi would have gone to the school for self-censorship and asked parents for a one-stop package without saying a word. But when faced with different types of students, students have to be taught in accordance with their aptitude, not to mention that Song Siqi looked like she had just cried.
During the senior year of high school, mental health is very important.
Shen Heyi spoke calmly and even smiled when they came in. Then he pulled two chairs from the side and motioned for Meng Yao and Song Siqi to sit on them. Song Siqi turned around and looked at Meng Yao. She didn't understand what this meant, and her expression was a little frightened when she sat down.
Shen Heyi was thoughtful and did not rush to blame. She asked the reason for skipping class first. Song Siqi was afraid of causing trouble for Meng Yao, so she said first, "Teacher, I am in a bad mood, so I asked Meng Yao to accompany me for a walk in the school."
Shen Heyi looked at her with soft eyes: "In a bad mood? What happened?"
Song Siqi lowered her head in embarrassment: "It's nothing...it's just that I'm a little stressed from studying."
Shen Heyi confirmed: "Just for this matter?"
Song Siqi nodded.
Shen Heyi smiled, as if he breathed a sigh of relief, looked at her, then looked at Meng Yao, and said softly: "Actually, it is normal for senior high school students to be stressed. It is good to think of relieving stress and venting emotions. a good thing."
Shen Heyi's words were somewhat comforting.
"The college entrance examination is very important, but in fact it is just a small thing that happens in our long life."
Meng Yao and Song Siqi both looked at her.
Shen Heyi continued: "We all value it because the time when it happened is very special."
"Of course, I don't mean to tell you not to take it seriously." Shen Heyi smiled, "But we should all learn to treat it with a normal heart. Life is a long road, and this is just the beginning for us. It does not mean everything, and none of us can determine the future development of life just because of its results."
"It's just that this is the first battle in our lives, and we should all fight it well."
"But there are teammates who fight side by side on the battlefield. These teammates are not only the classmates around you now, but also us teachers. If you encounter difficulties or need to relieve stress, you can come to us. We are happy to be your listeners. .”
Song Siqi was almost made to cry again by these words, and she nodded her head twice while holding back her tears.
Shen Heyi said a few more words of encouragement, looked at the time and said, "Okay, let's go back to class. I'll treat you as an hour's holiday this time, but it won't be the same next time."
Meng Yao stood up and said, "Thank you, teacher."
Shen Heyi looked at them and said, "Come on, you are still young and you will definitely have a brilliant and beautiful life."
Just like the bright sunshine outside the window.
Walking out of the office, Song Siqi suddenly said: "Suddenly I feel very lucky to have such a good class teacher as Teacher Shen."
Meng Yao nodded. Indeed, the sacredness of the position of teacher is that he can directly affect a person's growth.
A good teacher can benefit you for life.
Meng Yao looked at the clear blue sky. Perhaps it was Shen Heyi's words just now that made her feel that the future was full of hope and that the road under her feet was flat and wide. She smiled and said to Song Siqi seriously: "I hope we can also become as warm people as Teacher Shen."
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Song Siqi's incident was just an episode in her senior year of high school. After it was resolved, she went back to intense review.
The time in the senior year of high school is too precious and cannot afford to be delayed. The countdown to the college entrance examination has already entered double digits, and just looking up will make you feel flustered.
The entire third grade of high school students have not had an easy time during this period, of course, there are a very small number of exceptions.
This small group of people are recommended through competitions. They have already obtained their recommended places in colleges and universities. They will leave school before the end of April and start enjoying their vacation early.
Meng Yao did not have a recommended spot in his class, but he received a batch of discounts for lower scores through independent enrollment.
After the news of the recommendation came out, for two days, the school was discussing the matter of recommendation, with a lot of envious voices mixed in.
Meng Yao was caught off guard when he heard Xu Yao's name on the list of recommended candidates.
In fact, given Xu Yao's ability, it is not surprising that he was sent out. The reason why she was caught off guard was because Meng Yao's time and energy were occupied by her studies. She had not thought about the recommendation, and was stunned for a long time when she suddenly heard the news.
Because Song Siqi had been classmates with Xu Yao for a year in high school, and because of Zheng Hua, she learned the news through Moments before Meng Yao.
It is said that Xu Yao spent most of his time in high school in various competitions, and the opportunity to be recommended this time was obtained through the physics competition.
My ears were filled with all kinds of voices, some lamenting that I am a proud man of heaven, and some saying in frustration that I have the same people but different fates.
Meng Yao held the pen and sat in his seat absentmindedly, unable to focus on the collection of questions in front of him anymore.
She knew that senior year meant farewell, and she never had any hope for a secret love that would never be exposed to the sun. She didn't have the courage to get close, and she knew where the gap was. She clearly understood and accepted that no result would be the final result of this relationship where only one person existed.
But it would be great if everyone could be honest about their love, and it would be great if everyone could calmly accept the end of their relationship.
Meng Yao originally thought she had this kind of chicness in her, but when this day came, she couldn't escape from the fact that her departure in June suddenly moved forward to April.
All the mental construction she had done before about breaking up in June suddenly collapsed under the news of her rejection.
For Xu Yao, this is a promising future, but for Meng Yao, it is the end of youth.
Every day and night when he fell in love with Xu Yao, Meng Yao experienced the sourness of not being able to get close to him, and also experienced the joy that could not help but arise just by looking at his back, and occasionally when he looked at, talked to, The tension of walking together.
She has never felt that liking someone is painful.
For her, when she likes someone, every moment in his presence is precious.
But it is undeniable that the period after the news of the recommendation came out was the most difficult period for Meng Yao to fall in love with Xu Yao.
Feng Han's campus is very big, but the senior high school students are concentrated in the same teaching building. Meng Yao and Xu Yao's classes are only separated by a ceiling. Such a small distance seems to separate two worlds.
Meng Yao rarely saw him.
At noon on April 23, Meng Yao's class had just finished an English test and went to the cafeteria to eat. At the entrance of the cafeteria, Meng Yao and Song Siqi suddenly ran into Xu Yao and Zheng Hua.
Maybe it was because he had been given a walk and he was relaxed, but Xu Yao actually had a basketball in his hand. The hair on his forehead was a little damp, and he was wearing short-sleeves even though it was only April.
They met and said hello to each other. Song Siqi got acquainted with Xu Yao after getting along during the English competition in her sophomore year. She asked Xu Yao sincerely: "At this time, you are so leisurely holding a basketball and showing up in the senior team. You are not afraid of making people hate you." What?"
Xu Yao smiled, but before he spoke, Zheng Hua said in a joking tone: "To be honest, several people in our class are already planning to beat him."
Zheng Hua said: "Including me."
Nonsense.
Song Siqi laughed for a long time.
After laughing, Song Siqi said to Xu Yao: "Congratulations, you are liberated, and you are going to have a holiday ahead of schedule."
Xu Yao said thank you.
Meng Yao stood aside, very quiet from beginning to end.
She didn't interfere in the conversation between them, but kept looking at Xu Yao.
She looked at it very seriously, as if she wanted to carve Xu Yao's features into her heart, hoping that they would never fade away.
Xu Yao was escorted, but the rest of them could not relax.
The time for lunch was not long, so Song Siqi said goodbye quickly. Before leaving, Xu Yao looked at them and said "Come on".
His tone was sincere and not at all perfunctory.
This cheering message was not meant for her alone, she might even be taking advantage of it.
But the moment Meng Yao heard it, he suddenly felt like crying, and his eyes became hot.
Meng Yao memorized this sentence for a long time and gained strength from it until the end of the college entrance examination.
In the next few days, all the recommended students left the campus, including Xu Yao.
In those days, Meng Yao looked out through the window from time to time.
She realized that she might never have the chance to meet Xu Yao again.
Summer has not come yet this year, but Meng Yao feels that the hot and sticky summer is over.
In the coming summers, she would no longer see that high-spirited young man in Fenghan.
We all move forward along the river of time, but the excitement and youth that only belong to the age of seventeen stay in the past forever. One day in the future, those unspeakable and blazing emotions may slowly drift away with the wind.