Chapter 197 I didn’t love the wrong person

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Su Qingyu thought that she should have some emotional ups and downs after learning the truth that Lu Yuncheng had not given up on his original intention and had never changed.

But when she actually faced Lu Yuncheng, she was surprisingly calm.

It was as if she and him had never been separated, they were just temporarily separated.

"Want to go for a walk together?"

Su Qingyu was the first to speak, and she saw complex emotions flashing in Lu Yuncheng's eyes.

His eyes were intense, his Adam's apple slid up and down, and then he nodded.

The two of them walked side by side like this, walking slowly in the gardens of Washington DC under the moonlight.

"Lu Yuncheng, in your heart, you have never put me and you on the same level, right?"

The sudden question made Lu Yuncheng subconsciously turn his head to look at her face.

Seeing that no other emotions appeared on Su Qingyu's face, he felt a little relieved.

"Why do you ask that?"

"Because when you encounter difficulties and problems, you don't think that I can go hand in hand with you, but you think that I don't have the ability and determination to advance and retreat with you."

Su Qingyu stopped and looked at him steadily: "So in your heart, even if you love me again, I am just a weak person who needs your protection, or even a burden that drags you down, instead of being able to go all the way." A close companion in the journey.”

After all the talk, if Lu Yuncheng still couldn't guess that Su Qingyu knew the truth, he would be as stupid as a pig.

In an instant, he panicked.

"How can you be a burden to me? I just don't want you to get involved in any danger because of me..."

"But you shouldn't make decisions for me."

Su Qingyu's tone was extremely calm, but full of unquestionable attitude.

Lu Yuncheng's heart was severely pinched. He didn't know that she was always different from the other women.

She is proud and independent, and never takes the initiative to rely on others to achieve her own success.

But he chose to ignore the real her in order not to involve her and prevent her from taking risks.

She should be disappointed and sad.

"Qingyu, in my heart, nothing is more important than your life."

Lu Yun sat on the stone bench nearby, feeling bitter in his heart.

"The pair of mother-and-child Gu insects were taken away by him under the pretext of 'destroy'. But within two days, I heard him say to the people around him at the door of the Royal Study that he wanted to use these Gu insects on you. ..."

"He knows very well how important you are to me, so after discovering that the poison of the February flower cannot control you and restrain me, he wanted to use this poison to control you and me."

Su Qingyu's eyebrows were calm, but seeing Lu Yuncheng like this still made her heartache.

"So, in order to prevent something like this from happening again, you deliberately said those words to Zhuang Zhou in the study for me to hear, in order to force me to leave."

Lu Yuncheng smiled bitterly and said: "But you don't believe that I have changed, and you give me opportunities again and again... Whenever I see you feeling heartbroken and disappointed because of these, I always have the idea of ​​giving up. .”

"But I can't help it... If you told the truth, how could you have the heart to leave Prince Ling's Mansion and leave me? Even if you risk your life, you have to face these disgusting and dirty methods with me... ....”

"Qingyu, I can't bear to... I really can't bear to have you involved in these dark methods."

"You should realize your dream, travel around the world, be a carefree wandering doctor, hang your pot to help the world, and live a happy life."

"Instead of struggling with me in this dark and smelly swamp..."

Anyone who sees the obviously high-spirited Lu Yuncheng turning into such a helpless, confused and timid person will feel heartbroken.

What's more, it's Su Qingyu who loves him.

After sighing slightly, she sat next to him, pretending not to see his drooping tears...

"Lu Yuncheng, you have to believe that you can struggle out of the swamp, and you have to believe that you can see the light of day in the darkness."

"I know you love me and are afraid that I will be harmed by him, so you made such an arrangement without telling me. But Lu Yuncheng, I have never needed the protection of others, and I have never thought that I would become a burden or burden to others. Constraints.”

"I'm glad you were willing to tell me all this, and thank you for all the arrangements you made for me."

"But what touches me most is that you still maintain your original intention and are still the Lu Yuncheng I know."

"This shows that I, Su Qingyu, did not love the wrong person."

Every word Su Qingyu said was like a brand, clearly imprinted on his heart.

She said she loved him...

With just this sentence, all Lu Yuncheng's persistence seemed to fall apart in an instant.

The ends of his eyes were red, but the corners of his mouth were trembling and raised upwards.

It had been less than a month since they had reconciled with Su Qingyu, but Lu Yuncheng was living like a year without her around.

Now that I have finally spoken out, although there are regrets and fears, it is more of a peace of mind.

When he raised his hand to hold Su Qingyu in his arms, Lu Yuncheng clearly felt that the three souls and seven souls lost during this period had finally returned to their places one by one.

Su Qingyu did not refuse and slowly wrapped her arms around his waist.

"Lu Yuncheng, no matter what, I want to thank you."

Lu Yun was feeling the warmth and fragrance in his arms, and didn't even notice the regret in Su Qingyu's tone when she said these words.

"Don't worry, I still have the ability to protect myself."

"From now on, just do what you want to do, don't be afraid of anyone, and don't stop because of me."

Lu Yuncheng rested his chin on her shoulder, listened to her voice ringing in his ears, and said slowly: "Okay."

Su Qingyu closed her eyes and said no more.

Her gratitude was sincere, but it didn't mean that the two of them could go back to the past.

Besides, she still had the same worries as Lu Yuncheng.

The difference with him was that the person she was afraid of was not Emperor Ming, but Jiang Ming.

According to Jiang Ming's almost crazy temperament, he will do whatever it takes to achieve his goals.

Separating from Lu Yuncheng may also be some kind of guidance.

Thinking of this, Su Qingyu couldn't help but secretly mock herself in her heart.

She used to be an atheist, but since she traveled here, she can no longer believe it.

"Although you and I are not in the same place, fortunately we have the same goal."

Su Qingyu pushed him away, her eyes filled with determination that no one could shake.

"It is impossible to talk about meeting at the top. But we can still do it by moving forward together and walking together all the way."

Lu Yuncheng had a bad premonition in his heart: "Qingyu, you..."

Don't you want to come back to me?

"Lu Yuncheng, you have your concerns and things you must do, and so do I."

Su Qingyu looked at him seriously: "Don't you always want to know who Jiang Ming is?"

"Now, I can tell you."