Fu Bao took Xiaomei's hand and said, "Sister Xiaomei, you are too angry. I know you hate these people, but there is no need to hurt yourself."
Xiaomei's current state is like a demon from hell, and the hatred in her eyes cannot be concealed.
Xiaomei's mental state is abnormal. If she is not guided, she may do some terrible things.
"Fu Bao, I just can't control it. When I see this old woman, I think of my mother. Why...why did she do this to me? Wuwuwu..." Xiaomei has been suppressed for many years, and she has become sensitive and fragile. .
This kind of person's temperament can easily go to extremes, either becoming timid and fearful, or becoming cruel and bloody, or finally becoming depressed and going to extremes...
These are things Fu Bao didn't want to see. She took Xiaomei's hand and said, "Sister Xiaomei, I saved you because I wanted you to live a healthy and happy life. This is not only my idea, but also your grandma's idea. There is not only darkness in this world, but also many beautiful things.”
Xiaomei squatted on the ground, tears streaming down her face: "Fubao, I feel like I don't deserve to encounter beautiful things, I don't deserve it, wu wu wu... I feel like I have their blood on my body, and I am also filthy... …”
Countless times, she wanted to give up her life. Countless times, she wandered by the river late at night.
Fu Bao hugged her and then touched her head. Fortunately, Xiaomei was squatting. Fu Bao said:
"Xiaomei, I'm trying to change the world, trying to make the world a better place.
Although I can't do much, you see, our Huangjiacun can really have enough to eat, right?
It will get better and better in the future, do you believe me? I will let more people have books to read, I will let more people have education, and I will let the flowers of faith bloom in every corner of the world. "
Xiaomei seemed to see a beam of light, which instantly illuminated her withered heart.
"I believe, I will work hard, Fubao, I believe in you." It was Fubao who saved her life, and she was willing to believe in her.
Next, some patients' conditions were not stable. Fu Bao had just fallen asleep when he was woken up by Xiaomei: "The patient in bed 14 has difficulty breathing and can't breathe..."
Fu Bao went to wash his face in a daze, then rushed to the next door. Now the yellow dog mother was thrown into the tent next door.
Fu Bao looked at the condition of the man on the bed, took his pulse, frowned, and then she seemed to have made up her mind and said: "This patient cannot be operated on at all. He has an acute attack of bronchial asthma. It's a horse-riding thing. Atomization treatment is better." It can be cured, but how to treat it with atomization now?”
Fu Bao cursed and quickly prepared more than a dozen medicinal ingredients and said, "Xiaomei, let Meng Sanniang boil the medicine. I'll use a silver needle to help him relieve his pain first."
It was another sleepless night. After Fubao came here, he rarely rested, and Xiaomei was too busy.
Xiaomei looked at her thin back and said, "Fu Bao, go and take a rest first!"
Fu Bao was too lazy to speak. She was really too sleepy, but she still managed to keep herself up. After pricking the man, Fu Bao said, "Give him some medicine, and I'll go and rest for a while."
After saying that, I went to the next door to take a bath with soapy hot water, and then I lay on the bed and fell into endless darkness.
She felt there were many voices around her, but she couldn't open her eyelids.
She came to her previous life, and she walked into that house. Wasn't this her home in her previous life?
She saw her parents in her previous life. Her mother was holding dishes for her younger brother and said, "Eat more. Fortunately, your sister didn't come back, otherwise she would have to compete with you for food again."
His younger brother was eating chicken legs and said, "Mom, I have to pay my tuition again. Every time I am the last one in the class, can you ask my sister..."
"I know, I know, I'll call her." After saying that, her mother went back to the room and started calling Fu Bao.
Fu Bao looked at the calendar on the wall. She had been dead for two days and no one in the family knew.
Her mother in her previous life scolded her while on the phone: "Damn girl, you just don't answer the phone. Now that your wings are hard and the bigger you are, the harder it is to ask for money. She just said that it's useless to raise a daughter. It's better to have a son!"
Fubao wanted to say, since you know that raising a daughter is useless, why do you still raise a daughter?
Besides, was I raised by you? You didn’t give me the money to go to college!
Fu Bao was sent to live with her grandfather since she was a child, where she learned various medical skills. Sometimes she could only see her parents once every two or three years.
When she was a child, she was looking forward to meeting her parents, but every time she came, her parents were disgusted with her.
In front of her relatives, she always showed off how good her son's grades were: "My Minghao scored 91 points in math and 88 points in Chinese this time! He! He has been smart since he was a child..."
But those relatives were full of surprise. The second grandfather looked at her and said, "Only 91 or 88? This girl Rongrong gets double hundred every time she takes the exam?"
Fu Bao's name in her previous life was also called Huang Rong. When her second grandfather said this, her mother's expression froze: "Rong Rong didn't tell me that! But for girls, no matter how good their academic performance is, it doesn't matter. Use it, but you can’t go to college.”
Her mother did not allow Huang Rong to go to college. Because of this, the family was turned upside down, but her grandfather was determined to let Huang Rong go to college because her grandfather knew the importance of going to college.
The most painful years for Huang Rong were when she was in college. She was admitted to Beijing Medical College with excellent results, but other people's universities were happy, and hers was a part-time job.
At most, in addition to going to school, she worked four part-time jobs every day. It was hard to look back on the past!
Most of her money has been handed over. She is not Li Mei, but she still has her helplessness. If she doesn't hand over the money, her parents will threaten her and make her unable to study.
After finally entering the hospital, she thought she could finally get rid of that family, but unfortunately, imagination is beautiful.
Her parents simply got worse. At that time, there was no money at all for the internship. 300 yuan a month was all her living expenses.
But as soon as the parents ran out of money, they went to the hospital to make trouble. As a result, she became a joke in the hospital. There were people who sympathized with her, but most of them were gloating about her misfortune.
Some of those people were jealous of her appearance, and some were jealous of her medical skills. Anyway, there were all kinds of people.
Originally, with her medical skills, she could stay in that hospital, but just because her parents made such a fuss, the hospital still didn't keep her.
Frustrated, she walked slowly on the street. It rained very hard that day and she was soaked all over. But what really made her cold was her heart.
This family only demands from her, without any love.
I foolishly gave up my beautiful life, but at that moment I didn't have time to think about it, it was just an inexplicable impulse.
