He Xianmo has never been a "jealous" person, at least not in his previous relationship with Shi Lan.
Shilan is excellent, has a good personality, looks decent and beautiful, and has always been popular. Even during their relationship, many people had confessed to her. He Xianmo knew all this, and he and Shilan would not hide such things from each other. .
One of these times, He Xianmo bumped into her in person. That time he decided to go find her and give her a surprise. Unexpectedly, he bumped into a junior student who confessed to Shi Lan. When Shi Lan saw him at that time, she He took him over and introduced him to his junior, who then left.
Shi Lan smiled afterwards and asked him if he was jealous. He Xianmo didn't have any special feelings in his heart. He just felt that it was normal for an outstanding person like Shi Lan to have someone other than him like her.
But when the same situation was put to Zhou Ruo, his thoughts were completely different. It was clear that he had nothing to do with Zhou Ruo, but he had an extremely overwhelming desire to possess her, and even developed such a dangerous situation as "imprisonment". idea.
He Xianmo still couldn't find the crux of the problem. He wanted to work hard to change it, but he didn't know where to start.
He knew that Zhou Ruo didn't need him. Even without him, her life would still be prosperous and full of men.
And after he broke up with Shi Lan, she was the only woman he ever had, and that time they had sex had a completely different meaning to the two of them.
While He Xianmo was leaning on the sofa and thinking, a message came in on WeChat.
After the alert sounded, he immediately picked up the phone as if he was electrocuted. Then he realized something, and the eyes behind the lenses gradually returned to indifference.
Zhou Ruo is still on his blacklist, so the message cannot be from her.
Sure enough, when she opened WeChat, the top message was from Lou Xiaojiang. She asked him with concern whether the matter had been resolved.
He Xianmo replied out of politeness, thinking that this would end, but unexpectedly, Lou Xiaojiang asked him to go out tomorrow.
Although Lou Xiaojiang didn't explicitly say that she was interested in him, He Xianmo wasn't so slow that he couldn't notice it.
According to his past standards for choosing girlfriends, Lou Xiaojiang met all the requirements. For a moment, He Xianmo thought to himself that he should try dating Lou Xiaojiang. Maybe there would be sparks. Maybe he won't miss Zhou Ruo anymore.
But when his rationality returned, He Xianmo felt that such behavior was too immoral, and Lou Xiaojiang was not the type of Zhou Ruo who could play with the world.
So in the end, He Xianmo gave up the idea and found a random reason to reject Lou Xiaojiang's invitation.
Before solving Zhou Ruo's problem, he should not start another relationship.
He can't ask others not to do it, but at least he can do it himself.
——
On Sunday, He Xianmo did not go out and did not remove Zhou Ruo's number from the blacklist.
He got up in the morning and went out for a fifteen-kilometer run. After returning home, he took a shower and started making tea.
After sitting at the tea table for a few hours, my mood gradually calmed down, and the distracting thoughts in my mind were slowly abandoned.
He Xianmo regained a sense of control after a long absence.
This is the feeling he has been pursuing for more than thirty years in his life. He does not like too many risks and uncertain factors in his life.
For more than a week, He Xianmo never forced himself not to think about Zhou Ruo.
He would occasionally think of it, and sometimes Zeng Xu would mention it, but he tried his best to control himself and keep a normal mind.
After practicing several times, He Xianmo found that this matter was not as difficult as he imagined.
Now that Zhou Ruo is no longer stationed in the hospital, he has deleted his contact information and cannot see each other, everything will get better.
He Xianmo spent another peaceful weekend.
On Monday morning, as soon as he arrived at the office, a colleague sent a courier.
"Arthur, here's a dispatch for you."
He Xianmo took the box and weighed it. It was not heavy. He didn't see the sender when he looked at the information on it.
He rarely does online shopping, and even if he buys something, he will not send it to the hospital.
He Xianmo opened the package with doubts and saw the orange packaging bag and the LOGO on it.
He frowned, and his heart rate speeded up unconsciously.
A certain suspicion in my mind was confirmed after opening the gift box.
Inside the gift box were two cans of carefully packaged Earl Gray black tea, with gift cards attached next to them with blessings written on them.
As soon as he saw the black tea, He Xianmo immediately remembered what happened at the counter last time.
Zhou Ruo asked the counter sister to register his information, but he refused.
Then there is only one possibility. After he left, Zhou Ruo went to the counter sister alone to leave his address.
What does she mean?
Since you don't care about him and don't contact him, why did you leave your address to give him this thing?
He Xianmo's expression became colder and colder. He put down the gift card, closed the box, and put it into the cabinet.
The restraint that had lasted for more than a week came to nothing after receiving this express delivery.
He even had the urge to go directly to Zhou Ruo and ask her face to face what she wanted.
——
Zhou Ruo actually didn't remember sending tea.
It was after the counter sister sent her a message on WeChat to inform her that He Xianmo had successfully signed for the gift box that Zhou Ruo remembered what happened at the counter a week ago.
After replying to the message from the cabinet sister, Zhou Ruo opened the chat window with He Xianmo and asked casually.
Zhou Ruo: [Did you receive the express delivery? 】
But the message was not sent successfully, and a conspicuous exclamation mark appeared in front of it.
What follows is a system prompt: He is not your friend yet, and you need to add him or her as a friend to perform the operation.
Zhou Ruo: "..."
She frowned unconsciously. Was she blacklisted by He Xianmo? When did it happen?
Zhou Ruo scrolled up and found that the two of them had indeed not chatted for a long time. The last time might have been when she sent her photos.
It was indeed a long time ago.
Zhou Ruo thought for a long time and couldn't figure out what was the trigger for He Xianmo to blackmail her.
Was it because she decided to draw a clear line after sleeping that day, or was it because she and Ye Jianyu were having sex the last time they saw her at the counter?
"It's really interesting." Zhou Ruo looked at the red exclamation point and sneered, "Uncertain psychopathy."
Zhou Ruo felt a little sorry for the black tea he sent out.
Although it was a gift, He Xianmo's attitude was really unworthy of it.
This inexplicable blockage made Zhou Ruo very unhappy. Speaking of it, this was the first time she had been blocked by a man.
She used to block others.
Zhou Ruo happened to have nothing to do at hand, so she picked up her work machine, found He Xianmo's profile picture in her work WeChat, and sent a message to test it out.
Then she discovered that the work number could still be issued.
So, He Xianmo only blocked her private account?
Zhou Ruo immediately retracted the message he sent and laughed.
When she was about to put down her phone, a message suddenly came in.
It was He Xianmo's reply.
【busy? 】
Zhou Ruo looked at the time in the dialog box.
Tsk, less than a minute passed before she was prompted to withdraw the message.
Isn't he guarding it with his mobile phone?
