After this period of consultation, Zheng Pianqing began to truly accept the relationship between Sansan and Zhou Yi. She did not need to work as hard to brainwash herself as before. After stepping out of the identity of "victim", she began to accept their relationship. There is also a new understanding and interpretation of the father-daughter relationship.
There are many forms of relationships between people. She does not have to be bound by secular agreements. In addition to marriage and love, she and Zhou Yi can also raise Sansan together in other ways of getting along. This was something Zheng Pianqing had never seen before. I have never been able to truly accept it.
Her subconscious always believed that the two of them raising children together meant that there would be an emotional bond between men and women. This idea would have a lot of impact on her behavior. For example, when she heard Sansan call Zhou Yi "Dad" She felt like the sky had fallen down and been deceived - because she felt that as long as Sansan knew that Zhou Yi was her father, she would definitely face a "choose one" situation. Later, she unilaterally cut off the During their relationship, Sansan said he loved her more and would choose her.
This did alleviate Zheng Pianqing's anxiety at the time to a certain extent, but she soon realized the harm this incident had caused to Sansan, and she also made up her mind not to let the same plot happen again.
Therefore, she and Zhou Yi need a new way of getting along, and being friends should be the best solution.
After Zheng Pianqian said those words, she waited for two or three minutes but didn't get Zhou Yi's response.
Zheng Pianqing saw that Zhou Yi's expression and eyes were not right, so she asked, "Do you have other ideas? We can discuss it."
"...No." Hearing her voice again, Zhou Yi came back to his senses and breathed a little heavy, "This topic was a bit sudden, and I didn't react for a while."
Zheng Pianqing: "Are you OK?"
Zhou Yi: "I have no problem."
His voice was dry and his heart was sour. Now, it was no longer his turn to define the relationship between them.
Zhou Yi looked at Zheng Pianqing's calm and calm face, and it took a long time to squeeze out a sentence: "You have changed a lot recently."
Zheng Pianqing had been cold, indifferent and ignorant towards him before. Although her emotional state did not fluctuate, she could see a deep defensiveness in the details of her behavior. Moreover, she had been patient for Sansan - otherwise there would be no future. The outburst when she slapped him.
But the Zheng Pianqing in front of him now was so calm that it made Zhou Yi despair.
"Well, I think so too." Zheng Pianqing nodded and followed what he said, but did not explain the reason behind it.
Zhou Yi had no choice but to continue asking: "Why?"
Zheng Pianqing: "For myself to feel better in the future, and for Sansan."
When Zhou Yi listened to her words, the words Zheng Linxu had said before suddenly rang in his ears. Then, various pictures appeared in his mind, and the top of his heart seemed to be hit hard by a hand. He strangled him so hard that he was suffocated by pain and his ears were ringing.
Zhou Yi took a few steps forward and stopped in front of Zheng Pianqing. He suddenly held her hand and touched one of her wrists with his fingers.
Zheng Pianqing didn't expect Zhou Yi to do this suddenly, and she didn't react for a while until the string of beads on her wrist was pushed away by his fingers.
Zheng Pianqian's scalp went numb and she immediately slapped his hand away and took a few steps back.
When she looked at him again, there was strong defensiveness in her originally plain eyes.
"I'm sorry." Zhou Yi said in a low voice.
He said "I'm sorry" countless times during this period, but this time, Zheng Pianqing's back stiffened when she heard it.
She knew that this apology was not for the behavior just now - or rather, not just for the behavior just now.
"My brother told you." Zheng Pianqing said this after a few minutes of silence.
Zhou Yi: "I asked him, he is..."
"It doesn't matter," Zheng Pianqing interrupted him, "The illness was quite serious at that time, and many of his behaviors were just out of control."
Zhou Yi: "Does it hurt?"
Zheng Pianqian shook her head, "I forgot."
This is not to show off, it is probably due to the protective mechanism produced by the human brain. Some of the more painful memories during pregnancy are now a bit blurred. Naturally, the impact of the self-abuse behavior on the senses will not be remembered.
"It's time for you to go back." Zheng Pianqian glanced at the time and issued an order to expel Zhou Yi.
Zhou Yi nodded slowly, "You should rest early, and..."
He tried his best to smile and said to her, "Congratulations on winning the award."
Zheng Pianqing: "Drive carefully."
Zhou Yi: "By the way, when do you plan to hold an exhibition next time? Can we still cooperate by then?"
Zheng Pianqian pondered for about half a minute, and then nodded.
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This competition raised Zheng Pianqing's popularity by several levels. After the competition, many media approached her for exclusive interviews, and some brands sent invitations for cooperation. The studio was much busier than before.
Zheng Pianqing is not good at dealing with the media, but considering the long-term development, this is an unavoidable topic, so she chose two of the several media she has cooperated with, one is a traditional text interview, and the other is It's a video interview.
The video interview was conducted in the studio.
Zheng Pianying made an appointment with the media people to meet on the afternoon of the working day. The media interview team came over to set up the camera during the lunch break. Finally, the equipment was set up in Zheng Pianying's upstairs studio for shooting.
The formal interview begins at three o'clock.
Although there was a test shoot, when the official shooting started, Zheng Pianxi still seemed a little embarrassed when facing the camera. Fortunately, the reporter was a very good guide. After chatting about some daily topics, Zheng Pianxi gradually relaxed.
Zheng Pianqing didn't ask for the interview outline in advance, but she could probably guess that the reporters would only ask those few questions, just like the media that did the written interview previously.
Zheng Pianqing doesn't think of herself as a public figure, and she doesn't have a lot of baggage when answering questions. She can just say whatever she thinks.
The previous questions in the video interview were all answered smoothly. After chatting about some work matters, the reporter politely asked her about some more personal topics.
Zheng Pianqing agreed.
Later, the reporter asked about Sansan - Zheng Pianqing had taken Sansan to the award ceremony before, and even thanked her on stage. The fact that she has a daughter is no longer a secret.
The reporter asked about her and Sansan's daily relationship, as well as the clichéd question: "Has your daughter shown talent and interest in art?"
This question has been asked countless times. Zheng Pianqian smiled after hearing it.
She shook her head, "She is relatively talented in sports, and I respect her interests."
The reporter also laughed, "Is that so? Do you feel a little regretful?"
Zheng Pianqing: "No, as long as she grows up happily."
Reporter: "You chose to have a child just after you turned 20. Did you have a plan?"
