After Zheng Pianqing's words, Zheng Linxu on the other end of the phone was silent for more than ten seconds. When he spoke again, his voice had become very stern: "What other dirty tricks did he use?"
"It was an accident." Zheng Pianqing recounted to Zheng Linxu the incident in which Xiaozuo and Xiaoyou spilled the beans and Sansan asked about Zhou Yi's identity. After listening, Zheng Linxu fell into silence again.
The last time they talked on the phone, when Zheng Pianqian told him that she was taking Sansan and Xiaozuo Xiaoyou to play together, Zheng Linxu never thought that this secret was actually passed on from two children who were only one year older than Sansan. out.
Zheng Linxu accepted the accident as quickly as possible, and then asked Zheng Pianqing: "Have you figured out how to deal with it?"
"No." Speaking of this, Zheng Pianqing's voice also became a little low, "I'm still too useless."
"I'll book a flight to Beicheng tomorrow morning." Zheng Linxu has already made a decision, "We'll talk about it when I arrive."
Zheng Pianqian's eyes were sore, "Brother, thank you."
Zheng Lin said: "Don't think too much, I'm here."
Zheng Pianqing: "Okay, then I'll wait for you."
Zheng Pianqing didn't talk too much about this topic with Zheng Linxu on the phone. After hearing that he was coming over, she felt a lot more at ease——
After hanging up the phone, Zheng Pianqing looked at the sky outside the window and sighed.
She seemed to be unable to get rid of her dependence on Zheng Linxu for the rest of her life. She thought she could handle this matter, but she didn't expect that she persisted all night and finally found him.
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Ming Yue took Xiao Zuo and Xiao You to stay at the Xiangfu Villa for a whole day and left after dinner.
After playing with her two brothers for a day, Sansan was in a much better mood than in the morning. She finished a whole bowl of rice at dinner.
After Ming Yue left with her two children, only Zheng Pianqing and San San were left in the Xiangfu Villa.
Zheng Pianqing thought of the silent and oppressive atmosphere between the two in the morning. When she looked at Sansan, she felt a little at a loss -
Although she is trying hard, she still can't get along with Sansan as easily as Zhou Yi. When the relationship between the two is usually harmonious and harmonious, Sansan takes the initiative to stick to her and talk to her, and she can still cope with it, but once friction and minor awkwardness arise, , Zheng Pianqing didn’t know what to do.
The mother and daughter just stood in the living room, the atmosphere was very awkward.
Finally, Sansan put the doll in his hand on the sofa, walked towards Zheng Pianqing, and gently held her hand.
Zheng Pianqian looked down at the little hand on the back of her hand, her throat was sore, she wanted to speak, but she couldn't make a sound.
"Mom, let's make peace." Sansan raised his head and looked at her. His voice was not high, but his eyes were very earnest and sincere. "I shouldn't have stopped talking to you. Are you sad?"
Zheng Pianqing was still speechless, and her eyes began to feel sore. She knelt down and hugged her tightly.
The moment she held Sansan in her arms, tears burst out of her eyes and fell down like broken beads.
Zheng Pianqing hugged her very tightly, and Sansan actually felt a little uncomfortable, but after hearing her low sobs, Sansan not only did not struggle, but also raised two arms and hugged her back.
"Mom, don't cry, I love you." She said, "Even if I have a father, I still love you the most."
Zheng Pianqing cried even harder after hearing this. She couldn't tell how she felt at this time, gratified, touched, self-blame, guilty - compared to Sansan, her "mother" seemed less mature and stable.
In fact, the dispute in the morning was not started by San San. It was her and Zhou Yi who got angry with San San. San San asked her carefully several times but didn't get an answer. She didn't want to make her angry again, so she stayed silent during the meal. Silent.
But she became even more aggrieved because of Sansan's silence. At that time, she even thought, if she was so good to her, why did she always think Zhou Yi was more important than her?
These little emotions seemed even more ridiculous in front of Sansan's hug.
She was really not a good mother. She thought she was already working hard, and the results she had achieved some time ago had given her some self-confidence, but as soon as this incident came out, she was brought back to her original shape.
She still wants to compete with Zhou Yi unconsciously. She hopes that Sansan will always choose her unconditionally, and she also hopes that Sansan will only love her. At the same time, she knows very well in her heart that Zhou Yi's character and way of doing things He even attracts Sansan's love, and no one can deny his love for Sansan.
She wanted to love him more than him, but she didn't know how to love him. This feeling of powerlessness eventually turned into jealousy.
This is not the mentality a mature person should have.
"I'm sorry." Zheng Pianqian calmed down and apologized to Sansan while holding back her tears, "It's my fault. I shouldn't be angry with you."
The grudges between her and Zhou Yi should not spread to San San, "I won't be cruel to you in the future."
"We are all at fault. I accept mom's apology." Sansan patted her back like a little adult, "Auntie said, mom was like this because she was afraid that I would love dad more. Don't be afraid. , I love you more."
At this moment, Zheng Pianqian's gratitude to Ming Yue rose to another level.
"But Mom, you hug her so tightly, I can't breathe." Sansan reminded weakly.
Hearing this, Zheng Pianqian immediately let go of her and lowered her head to check, "I'm sorry, I didn't notice."
"It's okay," Sansan raised her hand to wipe the tears from Zheng Pianqing's face, "Mom, please stop crying, I will always be by your side."
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Lying in bed at night, Zheng Pianying still couldn't fall asleep.
She lay on her side and looked at Sansan, who was sleeping soundly next to her. The words she said when she held her downstairs kept echoing in her ears.
Zheng Pianqing felt ashamed.
Her spiritual core is not even as stable as that of a six-year-old child.
Sansan can say so firmly who she loves more, but she always wavers repeatedly because of her sense of security.
Some injuries seem to have healed, but in fact the scars are so fragile that they are prone to bleeding even with a little rubbing.
Sansan's words were actually a statement of attitude.
Zheng Pianqing originally thought that after hearing similar words, she should be able to make a decision without any burden to never let her meet Zhou Yi again.
But now...she suddenly couldn't bear it anymore.
She doesn't want Sansan to live cautiously just to take care of her emotions. As a mother, she shouldn't deprive her of her right to happiness.
And Zhou Yi can give her happiness.
Zheng Pianqian became more and more confused as she thought about it. She turned over and lay flat on the bed, watching the ceiling begin to empty.
This decision is really difficult to make.
Zheng Pianqian suffered from insomnia for two nights in a row. In this dazed state, she seemed to have returned to the stage when she broke up with Zhou Yi.
Sleepless and sleepless, like a walking zombie.
Fortunately, Zheng Lin arrived the next evening.
When Zheng Linxu appeared dragging her suitcase, Zheng Pianqian finally felt a little at ease.
"Dad! You're here." Sansan ran up and took Zheng Linxu's hand.
