Xu Siyan held Ruan Yi's wrist and his eyes fell on the scar. His eyes became redder and redder, and his breathing gradually became heavier.
Ruan Yi's whole body was pressed hard by him, unable to move at all.
The coat she was wearing had not been completely taken off. The half-hanging state, coupled with her flushed face due to the struggle and her slightly messy long chestnut hair, made the atmosphere between the two even more ambiguous.
Ruan Yi didn't like Xu Siyan's inexplicable actions. She was a little angry: "Let me go."
Xu Siyan's fingers moved to the winding scar, and the pad of his thumb rubbed the raised skin.
Ruan Yi got goosebumps: "Xu Siyan, I said let go."
"Does it hurt?" Xu Siyan raised his head and looked directly into her eyes.
His voice was suppressed and hoarse, and one could hear self-blame.
Because of this question, Ruan Yi's body froze for a moment, and his brain quickly began to function after a brief blank period.
Xu Siyan would not care about her scar left a few years ago for no reason, unless——
"I know everything." Xu Siyan's next words perfectly confirmed Ruan Yi's guess, "I'm sorry."
His apology finally made Ruan Yi understand the source of his abnormality today - it turned out that he knew about this matter, did he feel guilty?
Ruan Yi took a deep breath, pulled his arm back while he was distracted, pulled down the sleeves of his bottoming shirt, and put on his jacket neatly.
"It's all over." Ruan Yi said, "You didn't apologize to me. I chose to do that."
Xu Siyan stared at her intently, "Why didn't you tell me."
Ruan Yi: "This is my business."
Xu Siyan: "..."
Ruan Yi arranged his clothes and said, "Are you still leaving? Give me your address."
Xu Siyan reported the address of Jiayu Bay.
Ruan Yi said lightly "Oh" and started the car.
Along the way, neither of them spoke.
The fact that Xu Siyan knew the truth did not have a big impact on Ruan Yi's emotions. When Jiang Mingzhu talked to her before, Ruan Yi knew that Xu Siyan would figure this out sooner or later.
Xu Siyan didn't come to see her during this period. Ruan Yi thought he had calmed down after knowing the "truth".
Ruan Yi never thought about asking Xu Siyan to apologize. Although the ending between them was unhappy, she didn't think Xu Siyan had done anything wrong.
There is no law that stipulates that if she likes him, he must give her the same sincerity.
Everything in the past was her own choice, and she is responsible for digesting the results -
About twenty minutes later, Ruan Yi's car stopped at Jiayu Bay.
But Xu Siyan had no intention of getting out of the car. He just unbuckled his seat belt and stared at her face, hesitating to speak.
Ruan Yi: "You don't have to apologize to me, you did nothing wrong."
Xu Siyan: "What happened in court——"
Ruan Yi: "I was a little angry that time, but I'm fine now."
"You don't know anything to begin with. It's my problem." She was very calm and calm. "I hope you will live well in the future. I won't disturb your uncle and aunt too much. Don't worry..."
Before she finished speaking, Xu Siyan suddenly turned around, lifted her chin with one hand and kissed her.
He moved his legs and lifted his whole body, pressing half of her body.
This was their second kiss——
Different from the last bite, Xu Siyan's movements this time were obviously not so rough, but still extremely aggressive.
He kissed her in a haphazard manner, and Ruan Yi was robbed of his breath. The oxygen in his chest was quickly depleted, and his eyes turned black.
Xu Siyan put one hand on her waist and held it firmly, not giving her any chance to move back.
The surroundings were quiet, and it was even quieter in the car. The sound of wet lips and teeth could be heard in the ears.
Xu Siyan kissed her for almost five minutes before letting go. After their lips parted, his hands did not leave her waist.
The tips of their noses touched each other, and Xu Siyan said hoarsely: "I regret it."
Ruan Yi saw his lips opening and closing, "Ruan Yi, I find that I seem to like you, and I want to remarry you."
After Xu Siyan finished speaking, the car fell into dead silence again.
Ruan Yi was not surprised at all after being confessed, nor was she shy. She was even looking at him.
Her eyes were calm and unruffled, like a pool of stagnant water.
This is more unacceptable than ridicule and rejection.
Xu Siyan felt as if someone had stabbed him in the heart, and his breathing became heavier.
At this time, Ruan Yi finally spoke: "It's not necessary."
She only said four words, her voice was very soft, but it hit his heart hard.
Xu Siyan: "Why."
Ruan Yi: "You don't like me. You may feel guilty now that you know what happened in the past, but that is different from liking me. I also said that everything I did before was because I wanted to do it. Yes, I will bear the consequences myself, it has nothing to do with you."
After she finished speaking this long paragraph, she paused, looked into his eyes and continued: "Now that I don't like you, let's move on. There is no point in dwelling on the past."
Xu Siyan's throat was so sore that he could hardly speak. He suppressed it forcefully: "I can't do it."
"I know there are many things I didn't do well in the past, Ruan Yi, and I will learn from them in the future." He pressed her shoulder, "Can you..."
"No." Before he could finish speaking, Ruan Yi rejected him: "It's not that you like me, you just don't want to see what originally belongs to you being taken over by others."
"I will not be with Jiang Wan. I have made it clear to him that we will not meet in the future." Ruan Yi finished all the words in one breath.
When Xu Siyan heard Ruan Yi analyzing his feelings like this, he immediately denied it: "I didn't."
Ruan Yi: "You just didn't realize it."
She remained calm and rational as before, "Why don't you like me after we have been married for more than four years, and why did you come up with this idea after Jiang Wang appeared? Because you always think that I belong to you, and even if you don't want me, I can't cross it." You looked for someone else, that’s why you tried every means to find evidence of my cheating after knowing Jiang Wan’s existence. That’s not a liking, it’s just a habit.”
Xu Siyan moved his lips, wanting to deny it, but found that he couldn't find a reason at all——
Ruan Yi was right. He had a strong prejudice against her during the four years of marriage, but he only realized it after the divorce.
Xu Siyan: "I will prove it to you."
Ruan Yi: "No need, we have come to an end, let's move on."
Xu Siyan: "You won't believe anything I say, right?"
Ruan Yi: "This is not a matter of belief or not. Even if I believe you really like me, it will not change my decision."
"When I proposed divorce, I decided to make you my past." Ruan Yi asked him, "Is it difficult to understand the meaning of the word 'past'?"
"Impossible." The blood vessels in Xu Siyan's forehead bulged. "You don't say anything. I don't know what you are thinking. You can't just leave."
