Qinghe felt that her understanding should be correct, but this did not prevent her from being surprised.
Xu Siyan nodded under Qinghe's gaze. He is not a person who likes to talk in public, but that doesn't mean he won't: "I didn't cherish her properly during our marriage. If she is willing to remarry me, I will devote all my energy to her." She's good."
Xu Siyan spoke seriously and sincerely, Qinghe nodded, "I understand what you are thinking, but whether you want to remarry or not depends on Yiyi's attitude. If she is willing, I will not stand in the way. If she is not willing, I will not." It can’t be forced.”
After expressing his position, Qinghe asked Xu Siyan: "Have you talked to Yiyi?"
Xu Siyan: "...not yet, I will talk to her."
But now, Ruan Yi probably doesn't want to see him very much, and he doesn't know how to face her.
After Xu Siyan pondered for a while, he asked Qinghe: "Can you tell me what she likes?"
Having been a couple for more than four years, Xu Siyan himself found it very ironic that the husband would ask such a question.
Qinghe didn't care about this. While Xu Siyan was eating, he talked a lot about Ruan Yi's preferences with her, and Xu Siyan also got a lot of important information.
For example, Ruan Yi likes to eat sweet things, and her favorite dish is sweet and sour fish. She likes to eat croissants with butter and red bean paste. In order to eat fresh food, she even worked as an apprentice in a bakery during her college summer vacation.
Qinghe also told Xu Siyan that Ruan Yi wanted to invest in a dessert shop in the university town after saving enough money. Because of the high cost, she did not have that much money yet.
In Qinghe's description, Xu Siyan seemed to see a completely unknown Ruan Yi, a vivid, lively, and even childlike person.
During their marriage, Xu Siyan always felt that Ruan Yi was a temperless and rigid person. With the professional filter, he subconsciously thought that she should be a very boring person in private.
Later, after the divorce, she changed her attitude. She was cold but still rigid.
But in Qinghe's mouth, she was completely different.
Xu Siyan suddenly realized that he had never understood Ruan Yi - as this realization became clearer and clearer, his chest became more and more uncomfortable.
Xu Siyan took a few deep breaths and raised his arm to touch his chest when his injured arm accidentally hit the table.
The wound had just scabbed over, and it hurt a lot when he hit the table. The severe pain made Xu Siyan's facial features a little distorted.
Qinghe was startled and quickly asked, "Si Yan, are you okay?"
Xu Siyan shook his head and replied to her in a hoarse voice: "It's okay."
Qinghe looked at his arm, "You must pay attention to the injury in this area. You must not bump it again. It took more than half a month for Yiyi's arm to heal... and there was still a long scar."
Xu Siyan remembered the scar on Ruan Yi's arm, and he also remembered that she told Wan Liu that the injury was caused by riding a bicycle.
But Xu Siyan never believed it.
After he pondered for a moment, he asked Qinghe: "How did she hurt her arm?"
Qinghe: "I was injured when I went to catch butterflies in the mountains a few years ago. She fell down the hillside due to hypoglycemia. Fortunately, Jiang Wang found her and sent her to the hospital."
Xu Siyan's body became stiffer and stiffer.
Qinghe's words and the message Jiang Mingzhu sent last night were enough for him to understand what was going on.
In order to prepare a birthday gift for him, Ruan Yi made a special trip to the mountains to catch butterflies. By chance, he met Jiang Wan and fell down a hillside and was seriously injured.
Xu Siyan remembered the WeChat message Ruan Yi sent him before his birthday.
She cautiously asked him if she could celebrate her birthday together, and he agreed, but how did he do it?
He came back after drinking outside. He threw the cake as if to vent his drunkenness, said nasty words to her, and then left her alone.
Xu Siyan's throat was so sore that he couldn't answer Qinghe's words for a long time.
——
After coming out of Ruan Yi's house, Xu Siyan sat downstairs alone for a long time, with memories of the past few years playing in his mind.
Before this, Xu Siyan had never felt how bad he was towards Ruan Yi - he had always put himself in the position of the victim, and Ruan Yi did break away from the Ruan family through this marriage.
Wan Liu and Xu Moyan regarded Ruan Yi as their own, even more than they cared about him as their own son.
As for his husband, even though she had plotted against her, he had never really done anything to retaliate against her. When others said that he was cold and violent, he didn't take it seriously. Facing a woman he didn't like, marrying her was the ultimate act of kindness.
The beginning of their relationship destined Xu Siyan to be unable to put himself in Ruan Yi's position to think about her feelings.
He was always biased against her, and no matter what she did, he could not give an objective evaluation.
Divorced until now.
Until he heard what Ruan Yi had done from others one after another——
What others say is only part of it. Only Ruan Yi himself knows how much despair and despair he has experienced in the past few years.
Xu Siyan grabbed the chair with one hand, and his knuckles almost penetrated the flesh, making a clicking sound.
His eyes became redder and redder, and the flower pond opposite gradually became blurry.
The cell phone in his coat pocket buzzed and vibrated. Xu Siyan looked back and took out his cell phone. The name of Yuan Ye appeared on the screen.
Xu Siyan pressed the answer button and put it to his ear, but did not speak.
Yuanye: "Where are you? Why aren't you in the ward?"
Xu Siyan: "...outside."
When he spoke, his voice was so hoarse that it was full of depression and pain. Yuan Ye on the other end of the phone was startled when he heard it.
"Where? I'll find you!"
Xu Siyan: "Ruan Yi is here."
Yuanye: "You went to find her?"
Xu Siyan answered the question inappropriately: "I'll wait for you here in the flower pond."
After reporting his location information, Xu Siyan hung up the phone.
——
Yuanye parked the car in a nearby parking space, and when he walked up to Xu Siyan, he was worried by his dejected appearance.
"Get in the car first, you have to change your dressing today." Yuanye pulled Xu Siyan.
Although Xu Siyan did not refuse, he did not speak and followed Yuan Ye into the car.
On the way back to the hospital, Yuanye turned the steering wheel and observed Xu Siyan, "What happened just now? Did Ruan Yi scold you?"
Xu Siyan: "I didn't look for her."
Yuanye: "Then you..."
"I found her mother." Xu Siyan looked at the car in front of him, "That butterfly specimen is for me."
"She and Jiang Wan met because of this."
"She fell down the hillside when she went to catch butterflies in the mountains."
Yuanye's eyes widened when he heard these words.
"That... was your twenty-seventh birthday gift?" Yuanye quickly searched his memory, "Isn't it the second year of your marriage? That night..."
Xu Siyan: "After you sent me back, I threw the cake she prepared and scolded her. Later, the driver picked me up."
Yuanye: "..."
Ruan Yi didn't mention divorce at that time, which was really tolerable.
Xu Siyan: "I don't know anything, haha."
