Ruan Yi was lying on the bed very quietly. If you didn't listen carefully, you couldn't even hear her breathing.
Although Xu Siyan had his back to the bed, his attention was unconsciously focused on her.
After hearing no movement for a long time, Xu Siyan instinctively turned around to look.
Ruan Yi was still lying on the bed in the same position as before, his whole body curled up together, and even his back looked weak.
Xu Siyan and Ruan Yi didn't have many opportunities to get along in private, and this was the first time he saw her like this.
He realized more and more how out of control he had been tonight -
"You really don't want to go to the hospital." Xu Siyan looked at Ruan Yi for a long time and confirmed with her again.
Ruan Yi remained motionless on the bed. After more than ten seconds, he reluctantly responded to him: "No... thank you."
Xu Siyan: "..."
He really didn't expect that Ruan Yi would say thank you to him at this time.
He was so out of control tonight. Now he calmed down and tried to analyze the reason, but found that he couldn't find it at all.
He has never been a person who thinks from the bottom of his body, and there have been many temptations around him over the years, but he has never been able to deal with people without feelings.
Moreover, he himself is not keen on this kind of indulgence.
The first time with Ruan Yi, the medicine swallowed up the sanity, but what happened next? What about this time today?
No matter why, we can't continue. Looking at Ruan Yi's current state, others must think that she has been domestically abused.
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Ruan Yi slept in bed all night. The next day was the first day of the new year, and the family was going to Mr. Xu's place for dinner, so she got up on time at seven o'clock.
When Ruan Yi sat up from the bed, the pain in her body was still reminding her of what happened last night.
She looked down at the bruises and marks on her arms and knees and sighed silently.
Fortunately it was winter, so I had some clothes to cover me up.
But last night...Xu Siyan didn't take any measures.
Thinking of this, Ruan Yi immediately took out his mobile phone to check the nearby takeaways, but found that most of the nearby pharmacies were closed.
It was impossible to order medicine from takeout, so she could only find a chance to go out and buy it herself.
Although these days are not the ovulation period, this kind of thing is not 100% safe, and taking medicine is the safest way.
In her and Xu Siyan's situation, having a child would not be good for either of them.
When Ruan Yizheng was thinking this, Xu Siyan also woke up on the sofa.
After he sat up, he looked towards the bed. Ruan Yi raised his head and met his eyes.
She smiled at Xu Siyan, as if nothing had happened: "Good morning."
Xu Siyan stared at her for almost half a minute, "Are you feeling better?"
Ruan Yi: "Well, it's much better. Thank you for giving me your bed last night."
Xu Siyan choked.
Maybe it was because their marriage didn't start well, so Ruan Yi's image in his heart was never very good.
Even when she was submissive and good-tempered before, Xu Siyan felt that it was an act.
It is not a shameful thing for people to act good-tempered for survival or other purposes.
But there are always times when you can't stand it anymore and can't continue acting.
But Ruan Yi doesn't seem to have this critical point. After what happened last night, she still has her usual attitude.
Xu Siyan suddenly felt that he couldn't see through her.
His gaze stopped on her face, with intense inquiry in his eyes, and a variety of complex emotions surging.
Ruan Yi's heart rate increased unconsciously when he looked at her. She grabbed the sheets underneath her and asked, "Do you have anything else to ask?"
Xu Siyan: "What happened last night will never happen again."
He couldn't say the words to apologize, but for him, the above sentence was already a compromise that put down his dignity.
Ruan Yi is so smart, so he can naturally hear it.
She smiled and said, "Thank you."
Xu Siyan: "Aren't you angry?"
Finally, I asked the question that I had been holding in my heart.
He was very curious about her psychological activities - at this time, he didn't know that curiosity was the first step to becoming interested.
Ruan Yi shook his head almost without hesitation.
Xu Siyan: "Have you always been so submissive, in the Ruan family?"
Ruan Yi: "That's not true."
She knew why Xu Siyan had such doubts, "In the Xu family, I didn't accept everything. I was the one who did the wrong thing in the first place. You are innocent, so I understand your feelings... although it seems very hypocritical to say this."
Xu Siyan: "..."
Halfway through her words, he did have this thought.
Unexpectedly, she spoke out first.
Xu Siyan suddenly seemed to have been hit by something. He stood up suddenly and walked to the bed. With one knee on the bed, he bent down and pinched her chin, staring at her closely.
Ruan Yi: "In that situation, I really had no other choice but to..."
"If Zhou Li asked you to find someone else, you would go too." Xu Siyan interrupted her.
Ruan Yi pondered for a few seconds and then nodded.
Will do.
She didn't have the right to choose at that time.
Xu Siyan was not surprised by this answer. He let go of her chin and his eyes finally fell on the mobile phone in her hand.
The screen was on, the interface was a takeout software, and the keywords she searched for...
Xu Siyan's eyebrows and his heart skipped a beat.
Ruan Yi saw that his aura was not right, so he immediately took the phone over.
Xu Siyan: "What are you looking for?"
Ruan Yi: "Medicine for the aftermath."
She said very calmly, "But the nearby takeaway shops are closed. I'll go out and buy it later."
Xu Siyan: "You don't want children."
Ruan Yi was startled for a moment and looked up at him in confusion.
Although she didn't speak, Xu Siyan read the message from her eyes: Do you want it?
Xu Siyan actually didn't want it either, but for some reason, he suddenly wanted to go against her at this moment: "My parents should want it."
Ruan Yi's lips pursed into a line, rarely showing nervousness in front of him.
Maybe people have evil intentions. Ruan Yi is usually too calm. Seeing her nervousness, Xu Siyan subconsciously wanted to continue to defeat her.
"you consider it."
Ruan Yi: "I've thought about it, but it's not appropriate."
Xu Siyan: "What do you mean?"
Ruan Yi: "My work has been on the rise in the past few years, so I don't have much energy, and we..."
"Haha." Before Ruan Yi could finish the second half of her sentence, Xu Siyan interrupted her with a sneer, "Your brain is really an actuarial instrument."
Who said men are good at calculating? Ruan Yi is obviously better at calculating than most men.
Ruan Yi knew that Xu Siyan had misunderstood her again.
She lowered her head, not intending to explain.
At times like this, the more she explains, the more confusing she becomes. The prejudice has been formed from the beginning, and she has no hope of changing it.
Xu Siyan sneered and left.
Ruan Yi didn't waste any time. He got up and folded the quilts on the bed and sofa. After tidying up the room, he went to wash up.
What happened last night made her look bad. Ruan Yi simply put on light makeup to cover up her haggard face.
When she put on makeup and came out, she happened to bump into Xu Siyan who was coming back.
Xu Siyan took out a box of medicine from his pocket and handed it to her: "Remember to dispose of it after eating. Don't let my parents see it."
