Xu Siyan's fingers were very cold and his movements were dangerous.
A layer of goosebumps appeared on Ruan Yi's skin unconsciously, and she didn't know how to answer his words.
It is normal for husband and wife to have a relationship, but if it is not based on feelings, it will be very painful.
At least that's how it seems to Ruan Yi.
Now is not the best time for them to do something like this.
Ruan Yizheng was thinking this, Xu Siyan's hand had moved to her collarbone, and the cold fingertips rubbed hard against the collarbone, and her body trembled unconsciously.
Even she couldn't tell whether it was cold or a normal physiological reaction——
"Si Yan." Ruan Yi held his forearm and took a deep breath before summoning the courage to speak, "Calm down."
As if he didn't hear her words, Xu Siyan grabbed her with his backhand and took her into the bedroom, pulling her towards the bed.
The power disparity between the two of them was too great. Ruan Yi was no match for him, and he had already thrown him on the bed in a flash of lightning.
Xu Siyan quickly came up and pressed her knees.
Ruan Yi heard her own heartbeat that almost burst out of her chest. She panicked completely, her head heated up, and she shouted out almost without thinking: "Are you worthy of the person you like like this?"
Ruan Yi's voice was not high-pitched. She was not naturally good at quarreling with others, so even when she asked such questions, she was gentle.
But this sentence fell into Xu Siyan's ears word for word.
He stopped for a moment, and there was an eerie silence.
Ruan Yi's words undoubtedly poured cold water on Xu Siyan's face, and his eyes cooled down, as cold as winter.
After blurting out those words, Ruan Yi felt a little regretful at this time.
At this time, Xu Siyan suddenly grabbed her chin.
Unlike last time, his actions this time were extremely rude, as if he was trying to reckon with: "Who told you that?"
Ruan Yi pursed his lips and did not answer.
Xu Siyan: "I'm asking you something."
Ruan Yi: "No one told me, I guessed it myself."
She said softly, "It's easy to guess."
Xu Siyan: "You'd better shut your mouth."
Ruan Yi: "Don't worry, I won't talk nonsense. This is your business, and I... won't interfere."
She just couldn't accept having sex with him under this premise, "I'll go down and pay New Year's greetings to my parents."
Ruan Yi wanted to run away after saying that, but as soon as she moved, Xu Siyan pulled her back again.
"I didn't say let you go." Xu Siyan's words were unpleasant. "There is no need to pretend to be a chaste and fierce woman in front of me. Your image in my heart has long been finalized."
"Since you are so smart, you should also know that it is impossible for her and me." Xu Siyan lowered his head and scanned her buttons, "Are you taking it off yourself or should I just tear it off?"
Judging from his tone, he had to do it.
Ruan Yi spent almost a minute adjusting his emotions, and slowly opened his lips under his gaze, "I will do it myself."
Xu Siyan let go of her and stood by the bed, unbuttoning his shirt and looking down at her.
Ruan Yi forced himself to ignore Xu Siyan's presence, pretending to be calm, unbuttoned the collar of his sweater, and then took it off.
There was only a white suspender left inside, and the light came down from above her head, and the reflection on her cold white skin was a bit dazzling.
Xu Siyan threw the shirt aside and hit her bottoming shirt.
"Continue." He ordered coldly.
Ruan Yi shuddered at his cold voice, "Okay."
She would not resist pointlessly if she could not escape. She only hoped that such cooperation would allow him to calm down his anger and let her go as soon as possible.
Xu Siyan just stood by the bed and watched Ruan Yi continue to move.
The fire in his eyes burned brighter and brighter.
Originally he just wanted to torture her and humiliate her in this way, but when he actually saw her doing this, instead of being relieved, he became even more irritated, and the fire in his body exploded instantly as if gasoline had been poured on it.
Xu Siyan had no memory of the night before. When he woke up the next morning, although the two of them were under the same quilt, he didn't have much thought to appreciate her at that time.
Ruan Yi is very white, her white is cold white, a bit dazzling.
Even though she was humiliated by him, there was no trace of shyness on her expression. She was cold and cold, as if she was outside the world.
Only her eyes were a little red, and there were still traces of crying just now.
Xu Siyan couldn't bear it any longer, so he went up and pressed the person onto the bed.
Her long black hair was spread out, and a few strands stuck to her lips.
Xu Siyan brushed away those strands of hair and moved his face closer and closer.
Ruan Yi closed his eyes subconsciously.
Just when she thought Xu Siyan was going to kiss her, he just brushed her lips with his thumb, almost breaking the skin.
Suddenly, Ruan Yi frowned in pain.
She opened her eyes and met Xu Siyan's cold eyes.
He said: "Do you think I will kiss you? You deserve it."
Ruan Yi moved his eyes aside and did not respond to this sentence.
…
After midnight, the sound of firecrackers rang outside. Ruan Yi's consciousness wandered far away, and his soul seemed to be floating in the air.
When her consciousness returned and everything was over, the sound of firecrackers outside had stopped, leaving only silence in the room.
Ruan Yi lay on the bed, listening to the sound of water in the bathroom, and curled up unconsciously.
I was very tired and sleepy, but my consciousness became more and more clear, and I couldn't fall asleep at all.
Not long after, Xu Siyan came out after taking a shower.
He got on the bed, sat next to her, put a hand on her shoulder and turned her body around.
Ruan Yi was forced to look at him. She was still in pain and was afraid that he would do it again.
"Remember to buy medicine tomorrow."
Ruan Yi's head was groggy, and he was a little confused by his inexplicable words.
Xu Siyan: "Medicine for the aftermath."
When he said this, Ruan Yi suddenly realized that he had not taken any measures just now.
Ruan Yi: "Okay, I understand."
Xu Siyan: "You'd better not-"
"Don't worry, I will eat." Ruan Yi had already guessed what he was going to say. It was the first time she interrupted him eagerly, "I never thought about getting pregnant. I have to evaluate my professional title in the past two years."
——
Ruan Yi's first year in the Xu family was generally pretty good except for Xu Siyan's small episode.
On the first day of the new year, all the relatives of the Xu family gathered together for dinner. Mr. Xu favored Ruan Yi very much, and other relatives also had a good attitude towards her.
Ruan Yi chatted with her relatives gracefully and ended her day's trip.
Because he was going back to his parents' house for dinner on the second day of the new year, Wan Liu asked Xu Siyan to accompany Ruan Yi back to the wedding room.
Wan Liu personally escorted Ruan Yi into the car. Ruan Yi could not sit in the back row this time and could only sit in the passenger seat.
After the car started, Ruan Yi said to Xu Siyan: "Sorry to trouble you."
"We can meet at the gate of the community at ten o'clock tomorrow morning." Ruan Yi subconsciously thought that Xu Siyan would not return to the wedding room to live with her.
Xu Siyan glanced at her out of the corner of his eye and said, "Have you forgotten who owns the house?"
Ruan Yi: "Huh?"
Xu Siyan: "I'll stay in Qingjiang Garden tonight."
Ruan Yi: "Oh, okay, I understand."
