He had never been so rough before, and Fu Xiaozhi's mind suddenly went blank.
Fu Xiaozhi couldn't react for a long time until Jin Yangshen bit her lower lip.
This time, the bite was broken directly, and the taste of rust was on the lips and teeth of both of them.
Then Jin Yangshen let go of her. He raised his fingertips and wiped the blood on the corners of her lips, with an undercurrent surging in his eyes.
Jin Yangshen was mostly gentle, considerate and sunny when in front of Fu Xiaozhi. He always smiled, and Fu Xiaozhi was used to him being like this.
Suddenly I saw him showing a complicated and deep expression, and I felt a little uncomfortable being stared at by him like this.
Fu Xiaozhi's heartbeat speeded up unconsciously.
Jin Yangshen seemed to be aware of this, and his hand gradually moved to her heart, covering it with his palm.
After feeling it for more than ten seconds, he suddenly laughed softly.
In Fu Xiaozhi's confused eyes, his thin lips moved slightly, "First time."
He seemed to be laughing at himself, "When I touched you before, your heart rate was never this high."
Probably, not even 70.
But it was obvious that this time her heartbeat was racing not because of her heartbeat, "Did I just scare you?"
Fu Xiaozhi took a deep breath and shook his head: "No."
Jin Yangshen: "You seemed to have something to say to me just now."
He let go of her and sat back in his original position, both of them adjusting their postures as quickly as possible.
Fu Xiaozhi looked at him and said, "I have something to tell you."
Jin Yangshen: "Yes, I'm listening."
Fu Xiaozhi: "We don't need to get engaged anymore, let's stop it."
Jin Yangshen didn't show any surprise after hearing this, as if he had guessed what she would say.
This is not the same direction as Fu Xiaozhi expected.
But after a brief silence, Fu Xiaozhi chose to continue: "I know it's hypocritical for me to say this, but you are really good. I think you should find someone who likes you very much instead of wasting time on On me, I..."
"You don't like me." Jin Yangshen took her words naturally, his voice so calm that there was no fluctuation, "I knew it from the beginning."
"What happened when you broke up with me at this time?" Jin Yangshen put his hand into his pocket and touched the lighter. His knuckles were white and about to penetrate his flesh.
After Jin Yangshen's question came out, Fu Xiaozhi was silent for a long time.
And Jin Yangshen was patient enough to wait for her.
After a few minutes, Fu Xiaozhi said, "I almost fell asleep with Zheng Linxu last night."
There was dead silence.
Fu Xiaozhi felt cold all over. She looked down at the floor under her feet. For the first time, she didn't have the courage to look directly into Jin Yangshen's eyes.
Silence spread unbridled, the surrounding air became much thinner, the temperature became lower and lower, and it was so cold that people got goosebumps.
Jin Yangshen looked at Fu Xiaozhi in front of him for a long time, and finally let out a short laugh.
He took out the lighter from his pocket and threw it to Fu Xiaozhi's hand.
This movement was particularly harsh in the eerily quiet living room.
Fu Xiaozhi looked at the lighter, and then heard Jin Yangshen say: "So, this lighter fell on your car at that time."
Fu Xiaozhi's body became a little colder.
She had been confused since last night and had no idea when Zheng Linxu's lighter fell into her car.
After reacting for a long time, Fu Xiaozhi said, "Not in the car."
She herself had no intention of concealing what happened to Jin Yangshen: "Last night, on Aunt Jin's birthday, he was there when I sent Sansan back to the hotel. He didn't drive, so I took him back by the way. He suddenly had a stomachache on the way - "
"Okay, that's enough." Jin Yangshen gritted his teeth and interrupted her.
His voice was hoarse, and there was anger, disappointment and boredom hidden in just a few words.
Fu Xiaozhi clenched her fists and told him as if she was breaking a jar: "I am the one who made the mistake and couldn't control my body's reaction to him. If Ji Jingxi hadn't come back, I would have done it with him until the end. Maybe the same situation will happen again next time." I still can’t control it.”
"So let's not get engaged, let's stop it." She reiterated her words at last, feeling relieved.
Jin Yangshen just stared at her, his eyes getting redder and redder, and the bloodshot eyes were crisscrossed like spider webs.
After a long time, he finally asked a question: "What have you taken me to be for so long?"
"Fu Xiaozhi." He rarely called her by her first name, "Have you ever taken me seriously?"
Fu Xiaozhi: "I want to be serious and consider you my boyfriend, but... forget it, there's no point in saying this now."
"Things were so big before. When I was in the hospital, the old man often told me that people should find someone who likes them, and marriage will eventually end in dullness. At that time, I thought I could develop a relationship with you, but you just didn't As I said, when I’m intimate with you... I don’t feel anything.”
Fu Xiaozhi was not shy when she said these words, "Sex is a part of emotional life. If I can't even give you this, it would be really unfair to you - of course, if I say this, you will If you think I’m hypocritical, just think that I can’t stand the disharmony in this area.”
As another party involved, Jin Yangshen knew very well how Fu Xiaozhi would react.
It's really disappointing to invest in this kind of thing unilaterally. The previous few times he stopped because of her coldness and indifference.
Jin Yangshen is a man with sound physiological functions and needs. He knows very well that he cannot be like this for the rest of his life.
Therefore, he always hoped that Fu Xiaozhi would fall in love with him and that they would be in love for a long time.
but no.
Maybe there won’t be one in the future.
Can such a life last a lifetime? He couldn't give a definite answer.
Jin Yangshen was silent for a long time again this time.
When he spoke again, his voice was hoarse than before: "If you don't get engaged to me, then what, are you going to find him?"
"No." Fu Xiaozhi was sure, "It has nothing to do with him, and I will not look for him again."
Jin Yangshen was silent, not sure whether he believed it or not.
After a while, he asked again: "Have you thought about the consequences?"
Now the Fu family is already preparing for the engagement party. News of their relationship has spread before. Mr. Fu has long been sure that they will get married.
If Fu Xiaozhi breaks up with her at this juncture, Mr. Fu will definitely be very angry.
Fu Xiaozhi: "In the worst case, I will kneel in the ancestral hall again."
She had thought clearly: "No matter how serious the consequences are, I can't waste your time anymore. Jin Yangshen, believe it or not, if we get engaged, we will regret it together in the future."
Jin Yangshen laughed self-deprecatingly, "Maybe."
He adjusted his collar and said, "Just think through the consequences. I will tell my parents."
Fu Xiaozhi: "Okay, I can also speak to my grandfather."
She solemnly said "thank you" to Jin Yangshen.
Jin Yangshen: "Do you need me to come with you?"
Fu Xiaozhi: "No, I'm waiting for you to come back just to make it clear to you before I mention it to them."
