Chi Feichi recalled his thoughts at the time and said firmly, "No."
"Eh?" Koshikoshi Nanatsuki looked at Chi Feichi with some surprise, trying to find the reason why his mental quality could not keep up. "It's because you have been with everyone for a long time, are you used to it?"
"When you see Patrolman Tateno being hated by others, you feel a little uneasy. This is because you see the similarities between you in Tateno. From the result of Tateno being hated, you wonder if you will have the same fate." Chi Feichi's eyes were honest and calm, "I am different from Li Ye. He can deceive himself and think that he is doing justice by killing, but I always know that killing is killing, no matter what the reason, it is a crime, so, I I can't see myself in him..."
Koshikoshi Nanatsuki nodded thoughtfully.
Mr. Chi's ideological consciousness is very high, and he doesn't seem to be a person who has killed anyone or more than one person at all.
Chi Feichi leaned close to Keshui Nanatsuki's ear, with a faint smile on his lips, and said in a soft voice, "And I have killed many more people than him, and sometimes the methods of committing crimes are more cruel than his. It’s also worse than him. If other people knew what I did, they would be so surprised that they wouldn’t have the time or mood to hate me, so I wouldn’t think of Li Ye’s situation as my own fate.”
Koshizu Nanatsuki: "..."
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Mr. Chi has a high level of ideological consciousness, but his concept is wrong. He clearly knows that it is a crime, but still does not take it seriously. He should be said to be the most dangerous type of criminal.
If people who make excuses for committing crimes essentially do so because they still want to be good people and want to be recognized by everyone, then people like Mr. Chi probably fall into the category of - 'I don't care whether he is a good person or not', ' So what if everyone doesn't agree?', 'Yes, yes, I just did something bad, you bite me' - these types of people.
The former still has good intentions and cares about the rules of the outside world, but the latter has become crazy and no rules of the outside world are as important as his own thoughts.
Moreover, Mr. Chi just said to her, "It doesn't matter if they hate you, I don't hate you." This comforted her. At the same time, she also agreed with Mr. Chi's words in her heart, and felt that there were really no external rules. So important, the concept gradually caught up with Mr. Chi's pace.
Criminals who are good at assimilating others are even more dangerous.
But she still couldn't dislike Mr. Chi.
Mr. Chi's danger is doubled, doubled, doubled...
Chi Feichi sat up straight again, put away the smile on his lips, and looked at Koshizui Nanatsuki intently, "It may be strange to say it, but I really don't have that much psychological burden."
"Um...I want to ask a question," Nanatsuki Koshimizu raised his right hand like a student who was listening carefully in class, and then asked, "Mr. Chi, aren't you worried about losing your teacher and friends? Do you usually think about it?" Is it possible to live through this?”
"Of course I have considered it," Chi Feichi always looked calm and collected, "I don't think I can hide it for the rest of my life, and I have made myself mentally prepared for it a long time ago, but I don't worry about it much. I think we all still exist. In this world, loss may not be real loss.”
Koshizui Nanatsuki's mind turned for a moment, "Do you think... unless we are separated by life and death, we don't really lose each other?"
"You can say that, but it's not accurate." Chi Feichi felt that the messy thoughts in his brain were popping up again. He paused and cleared away irrelevant thoughts before saying, "To be precise, we are still alive as long as we are still alive." There is hope that the connection can be reestablished..."
When Chi Fei Chi's speech slowed down, Yuesui Nanatsuki guessed that Chi Fei Chi's slack thinking problem had appeared again. He thought about it for a while, and looked around with a look like "I want to take advantage of the situation" before approaching Chi Fei Chi. Chi whispered in his ear, "What about me? Mr. Chi, are you worried about losing me?"
Chi Feichi glanced sideways at Koshizui Nanatsuki, stretched out his hand to hold Koshizui Nanatsuki's head next to him, and pushed Koshizui Nanatsuki's head into his arms.
"Why--"
In order to avoid falling on Chi Feichi's lap, Koshimi Nanatsuki quickly adjusted his sitting position and put his hands on the sofa beside him.
Chi Feichi put his chin on Koshizu Nanatsuki's head, "I'm not stupid yet, I just have a problem with my thinking."
"I know," Koshimizu Nanatsuki whispered, "but while you can't think deeply about a certain issue, I might be able to ask you what's on your mind..."
"Since I'm not stupid, I will definitely worry about losing you." Chi Feichi replied.
Koshizui Nanatsuki was stunned for a moment, and did not ask any more questions. He obediently let Chi Feichi rest his chin on top of his head for a while, and then said, "Can you let go of your hands first? I sit sideways like this. I can’t eat properly anymore…”
Chi Feichi let go of his hand and let Koshizu Nanatsuki sit up straight again.
Eating... is also very important.
…
The two of them ate, drank and watched movies in the living room with the lights turned off. It wasn't until one o'clock in the morning that they finished watching the horror movie that Chi Feichi said was 'not scary'.
During the conversation, Koshimizu Nanatsuki didn't watch some of the clips, but after watching the scenes such as "Ghost touching hands in the middle of the night" and "Ghost hanging upside down in the corridor behind", he hesitated and chose to go to the attic to find Haibara Ai, while gently touching her hand. Lying down on her feet and hugging the little Loli, she swore in her heart that she would never believe Chi Feichi's "not scary" message next time!
Hui Yuan Ai was disturbed by the noise. He vaguely saw that it was seven tsukis over the water, so he didn't care anymore. When he woke up, he ate breakfast in a daze, and watched Chi Fei Chi take medicine. Put on your schoolbag and go to school.
When he woke up, Chi Feichi felt that he was even more tired than he had been in the past few days. However, he saw that Koshizui Nanatsuki also looked like he hadn't slept enough, and he wasn't sure whether he was sleepy because he stayed up too late last night.
After clearing the table, Koshimi Nanatsuki yawned again, rubbed his eyes, and wiped away the tears from his eyes, "No, I'm still very sleepy. I'll go back to the room downstairs to catch up on some sleep..."
"I'm going out to meet friends in a while, and I might have to eat lunch outside, but it's still early now." Chi Feichi looked at the time on his phone, raised his eyes and asked Koshizui Nanatsuki, "Do you want me to watch you sleep?" ? It's still too late for me to wait for you to sleep for two hours before going out."
Koshimi Nanatsuki looked at the bright sky outside the window. He thought of that horror movie with a lot of scary scenes at night, and was completely inflated. "Don't worry, I'm a detective. Usually I don't believe there are ghosts in the world. Last night was because of the horror." I only feel scared when I listen to too much background music. Now that I think about it, many parts of that movie are very childish and not scary at all... By the way, if you are not in a hurry to go out now, go back to your room and sleep for a while. Bar."
"Okay, then I'll go to the yard and take a look at the elder tree."
Chi Feichi found a reason to go downstairs and stayed in the yard for half an hour. After confirming that Koshimizu Nanatsuki wouldn't be scared if he was alone in the room, he went back to the room upstairs to catch up on his sleep.
More than an hour later, Koshimi Nanatsuki got up and packed up the previous commissioned investigation materials in the office on the first floor.
Chi Fei went out late to take a taxi. He went to a small alley in Cupido Town and changed into Lark's disguise. He walked around twice more. When he arrived at Laboratory No. 119 in Cupido Town, he leaned on the sofa and threw his head back. , looking at the upside-down world in front of me, I began to empty my mind.
In less than half an hour, the smart lock on the laboratory door was opened.
Gin Jiu carried two large bags of things through the door. He looked at Chi Feichi who was sitting on the sofa with dull eyes, closed the door with his backhand, walked past the sofa, put the two bags of things on the dining table, and lowered his head to rummage around.
Amidst the rustling movement, Chi Feichi remained unchanged. Feichi poked his head out of his collar and saw Gin taking out a square box covered with black cloth from the bag. Unable to resist his curiosity, he climbed out of his clothes. After receiving it, he jumped up to the table.
Gin glanced at Fei Chi, then took off the black cloth cover to reveal the breeding box underneath. Then he opened the lid of the breeding box, reached in, accurately pinched the body of a white mouse, and lifted the mouse out. , handed it to Fei Chi.
"Squeak!...Squeak! Squeak..."
The little white mouse struggled desperately, its long tail scratched back and forth on the table top, and it made a rapid cry.
Fei Chi poked his head over, and She Xinzi caught the smell that was suspected to be pot and dish detergent. He swallowed Snake Xinzi again in confusion, and stared at the little white mouse whose body was being pinched by Gin.
Gin pinched the tail of the white mouse with his fingers, picked it up, and handed it forward again. He also deliberately placed the mouse in front of Fei Chi's eyes and shook it.
Fei Chi stared at the moving mouse, opened his mouth wide, and put his head in to swallow the whole body of the mouse.
Gin quickly loosened his fingers, looked at the long white tail hanging down from Fei Chi's mouth, then took out a white mouse from the breeding box, and carried the white mouse to the sofa.
Fei Chi opened his mouth and spit out the whole rat. Seeing that the rat on the table was not only screaming but also stained with gastric juice, he opened his mouth again and swallowed the rat, then turned to look at the sofa.
Gin came to the sofa, grabbed the tail of the white mouse, held it upside down, and dangled it in front of Chi Feichi's eyes.
Fei Chi swallowed the little white mouse, which had much less struggling movements in its mouth, and stared at Chi Fei Chi on the sofa.
Just feed it with white mice. It's not picky about food, but its owner never seems to eat white mice, right?
Chi Feichi stared at the white mouse, and then looked at the man behind him who was holding the tail of the white mouse and turning upside down in his field of vision, his face expressionless.
Various people knew that he was not in good mental condition…
Others: How is the situation and what can be done to improve it? It’s really worrying.
Gin: Here comes the fun!
Seeing how seriously he was trying the gin, he really wanted to bite the gin to death!
"Squeak! Squeak!..."
The little white mouse kept struggling in the air, trying to swing itself higher, stretching its neck, and trying to bite the two fingers holding its tail.
Gin Jiu carried the white mouse and shook it. After the mouse struggled less, he handed the mouse to Chi Feichi again.
Chi Feichi aimed at Gin's wrist and bit it fiercely.
Gin quickly swung the rat so that it was blocking his wrist, then quickly let go and backed away.
Chi Feichi realized that his teeth had broken the skin of the mouse, so he simply bit the mouse and injected venom.
A certain little white mouse screamed miserably and soon stopped struggling. Chi Feichi turned his head and vomited him onto the sofa.
Gin looked at the motionless white mouse, "I thought you bit the small animal to death not only to test the venom dose, but also for other reasons, such as suddenly being attracted to such furry and weak-looking animals. The things that are struggling are very appetizing..."
(End of chapter)
