"That's right," Kuroki Yasuji nodded. "There are indeed people who just like a certain combat sport and are not interested in the competition."
"After that, did you go abroad to participate in informal competitions?" Feimo asked.
Kuroki Yasuji nodded again and continued to talk about his experiences in previous years.
"Shortly after my father passed away, my biological father asked me if I wanted to go back to him, but I refused. At that time, I began to question the symbolic meaning of judo. It was difficult for me to calm down and think about other issues, and I was unwilling to do it anymore. What decision, so I want to get rid of that sense of confusion as quickly as possible.”
"You also know what happened after that. I hid my identity and went abroad to participate in informal competitions. Although the fatality rate in the competitions I participated in was not high, it was only on the field. After leaving the field, many people would die because of their dependents. Abandoned and died..."
Kuroki Yasuji looked at Feimo Shota and Sawada Hiroki, and said word by word, "In other words, I have killed people, of course, I have also killed people."
Soon, he found that he was being too serious.
A certain red-eyed shot looked at him calmly, and a certain little one had a curious expression on his face that said, "What happens next, tell me quickly, I really want to know."
"Why don't you participate in informal competitions anymore?" Hiroki Sawada asked, "Is it because you can't win all the time? Or is it like the rumors that you offended the local gangs because of the competition?"
"You really know a lot of things," Kuroki Yasuji recalled all the experiences he had seen when he went to the United States to participate in competitions. He was a little confused. "In the United States, do even children your age pay attention to informal fighting events? "
"I was curious about informal events before and asked the bodyguard at home." Feimo glanced at Hiroki Sawada and took the blame to himself. "Xiaoshu's memory has always been good. He also heard a lot at that time. I may have memorized all the stories of famous fighting masters.”
Hiroki Sawada nodded decisively, "I also know that three years ago, a strange man appeared in the informal competition circle in the United States. However, after winning twenty-three games in a row, he lost. I heard that the person was already dead, but the police The body has never been found. Also, at the beginning of the year in the United States, a group that organized irregular events was investigated by the FBI, and most of the top executives were arrested..."
Kuroki Yasuji was worried about the future education of a certain child. He sighed in his heart and replied with a smile, "The two young masters do know a lot of things. I will no longer continue to participate in informal competitions. The reasons mentioned by young master Xiaoshu are all have it……"
"In informal events, the organizer's profit method is gambling. If a person wins too many games and does not lose once, he will not be able to bring much benefit to the organizer."
"Even if I don't care about fame and remuneration, I change my mask style every once in a while, and I keep changing the countries I compete in, some people will still recognize me based on my attack method and body shape. Over time, I will become an obstacle. A stumbling block to their wealth.”
"So many people want me dead. At first, they concealed the true situation of their opponents during the competition. Later, they found people to attack and assassinate me on the street. If I participate in the competition again, many organizers will probably join forces to suppress me. ”
"And at the end of my participation in informal events, I met an opponent that I admired very much... No, it wasn't so much admiration, but I saw the same things in him that I did back then."
"He needed a lot of money to treat his younger brother. When we learned about this, we were already standing on the playing field. I really wanted to stop the game and take charge of his younger brother's medical treatment. There is no fee, but if we give up the game on the spot, the game organizers will not let us get out of there alive..."
"He doesn't believe me either. Maybe it's because the requirements of informal competitions are to use any means necessary. Some people will use psychological attacks to make opponents relax their vigilance. He doesn't believe that I will help him. He wants to fight for me like a wolf cub. If I If you lose, you might die at his hands..."
As Kuroki Yasuji said, he laughed again, "So I can only defeat him and choose a way to defeat him in a way that makes him temporarily incapacitated without being seriously injured. I guess he may be killed by someone from behind. I gave up and followed him secretly for a while after the game, but he took care of the matter alone, and then I returned to China. The essence of such a game is to use interests and human lives to bind both sides of the game, leading to the other extreme. It’s not really freedom at all.”
Feimo said loudly, "If you want to seek freedom in the competition, it is simply impossible."
"You are right. I also realized that judo and competitions can be two unrelated existences. After discovering that there is no absolutely free competition, I got rid of the confusion and prepared to never participate in competitions in the future," Kuroki Jingji smiled and spread his hands and said, "But after I returned to China, there were still some angry guys who asked people to follow me to Japan to hunt me down. Once they even found my parents' cemetery to lure me there, and I almost fell for it. Fortunately, I got to know people from the Mizuno family. I chose to go to the Mizuno family. With the Mizuno family's protection, I didn't need to leave any traces of my life outside. The owner of the family could also find connections to let the police focus on investigating and expel suspicious people. I was in the Mizuno family. After staying in the old house for more than two years, the rumors calmed down, and the owner of the family asked me if I wanted to leave, but I felt that living in the Mizuno family was not bad, so I stayed."
"Yasuji is also a person who doesn't make people worry." Sawada Hiroki commented.
A world champion in a regular event announced his retirement after winning the championship, went to participate in underground black boxing events, and went to more than one country's black boxing arena. In the end, he offended many people and was chased and shouted at by a bunch of people. The fighting and screaming reached Japan...
No matter how easy it is to make people worry, they can't do this kind of thing.
Feimo looked at Kuroki Yasuji thoughtfully, "Although Yasuji doesn't seem to be really rebellious, in fact the rebellious period seems to have lasted until adulthood..."
At first, Kuroki Yasuji's mother hoped that her son would become a gentle and polite person. On the surface, Kuroki Yasuji was very gentle and polite, but what kind of gentle and polite person would participate in an underground black boxing event and beat someone seriously or even kill him?
At the beginning, Kuroki Yasuji's father hoped that his son would become an excellent person with a worry-free life. On the surface, Kuroki Yasuji achieved this goal, but Kuroki Yasuji also gave up the honors he had accumulated for many years without any hesitation and let himself Survive in the pursuit of all parties...
No matter how you look at it, it seems that Kuroki Yasuji's rebellious period was suppressed. It was not until the death of Kuroki Yasuji's father that he uncontrollably exploded multiple times.
The blend of 'obedience' and 'rebellion' is probably the unique personality brought about by Kuroki Yasuji's growth.
Humans are amazing.
Kuroki Yasuji looked at a baby boy who said he was annoying in an old-fashioned way, and a shota who complained about his rebellious stage. He said in a gentle but solemn voice, "That was because I did things without considering the consequences before, but I won't do that now."
Feimo felt that this answer was doubtful, so he thought for a moment, and then directly stated his request, "Jingsi, I don't want you to leave suddenly in the future."
He knew the family's attitude towards people like Kuroki Yasuji.
When Kuroki Yasuji went to the Mizuno family, Mizuno promised to help and let Kuroki Yasuji live in peace, but did not ask Kuroki Yasuji to do anything. When asked by Kuroki Yasuji, Mizuno only said, "Just treat yourself as a guest at the Mizuno family." ’, his attitude is very kind.
Helping settle troubles involves the risk of offending others and the expense of favors. In comparison, raising Kuroki Yasuji for a few years is not a big deal.
For people like Kuroki Yasuji, others have been a big help. They have to be freeloaders day by day. Two days a day is okay, ten days and a half, even people with a little ability and achievements cannot bear it. That feeling of indebtedness in my heart.
When Kuroki Yasuji once again asked to help with something, Mizuno Yucai proposed that Kuroki Yasuji be a guest of the Mizuno family. As long as he has time, he can walk around the house twice and see where there are safety problems. If he is bored, You can also find something to do that interests you, but Kuroki Yasuji needs to consider the interests of the Mizuno family when acting, and not be impulsive, etc...
The helping hand of the noble family is not in vain. If Kuroki Yasuji had not caused so many troublesome people and escaped safely time and time again, even the world judo champion would not be valuable enough for the Mizuno family to help like this.
After experiencing the care of the Mizuno family, Kuroki Yasuji will consciously and actively consider the Mizuno family and find ways to do something to help the Mizuno family.
If a person is forced to work, his work efficiency and completion will naturally be inferior to that of the person who actively and willingly works.
What should Kuroki Yasuji do if he eats and drinks at the Mizuno family without any burden, or repays kindness with enmity in the future?
Mizuno is not a fool. Before helping someone, he will understand the other person's situation thoroughly, weigh the pros and cons, and assess the risks before lending a helping hand.
Even if Kuroki Seiji does not intend to do anything for the Mizuno family, as long as Kuroki Seiji does not side with his opponents when the Mizuno family encounters trouble in the future, that will be enough, and Mizuno will keep that kindness in Kuroki Seiji's heart. , and will ask Kuroki Yasuji to help with some slightly difficult or more troublesome things, so that Kuroki Yasuji's psychological burden will not be too heavy, and it will be maintained at a level that will not lead to 'a debt of gratitude'.
The Mizuno family doesn't care that Kuroki Yasuji will have a free life in the Mizuno family, but they definitely care that Kuroki Yasuji gradually becomes content with the status quo and loses his own value. In that case, the Mizuno family will use various detours and will not make Kuroki Yasuji feel The dissatisfied way allowed Kuroki Yasuji to return to the struggle environment to temper himself and stimulate his fighting spirit.
There is really no way to deal with it. Kuroki Yasuji is not the only person in the Mizuno family who is good at it. There are always a few people who are capable, scheming, and not afraid of being arrested by the police, sharpening their knives and ready to help Mizuno.
This method works very well. Even if he has tamed Kuroki Yasuji now and put his orders first, once there is a conflict between him and Mizuno Yu, Kuroki Yasuji will not attack Mizuno Yu and will try to mediate between him and Mizuno Yu. contradiction.
Of course, judging from the current situation, he and Mizuno Yu would not have that kind of conflict.
If Mizuno Yu dies a few years later and he has a conflict with the new head of the family, it must be because the new head of the family has done something that he cannot bear. He believes that he can make Yasuji Kuroki feel as disgusted as him, and thus Choose to be on his side.
Since Kuroki Yasuji chose to follow him, his position in the Mizuno family has also been tied to him. If he wants to win more resources and support from the Mizuno family, Kuroki Yasuji will definitely not mind helping him compete for resources with his peers or even his seniors. Even try to help.
In short, as long as he doesn't bully Mr. Mizuno Yu who is kind to Kuroki Yasuji, Kuroki Yasuji will always be on his side.
In the old house of the Mizuno family, Kuroki Yasuji obeyed the old man's instructions. Although he mainly served the entire core clan, no clan member could force Kuroki Yasuji to do anything; and after following him, Kuroki Yasuji had to listen more often. His instructions also need to be considered for him. Over time, Kuroki Yasuji subconsciously classified himself as a 'person from Mizuno Mo'.
Because of this, he didn't want to use Mizuno Yu's "You are free" to trap Kuroki Yasuji. He just wanted to tell Kuroki Yasuji directly - 'I need you and don't want you to leave.'
Human beings are very contradictory creatures. On the one hand, they want freedom, but on the other hand, they long to be needed and to be able to connect with other people.
A person who has been imprisoned by various constraints for a long time and suddenly tastes the taste of "freedom" will begin to long for freedom and eager to get rid of those constraints. On the contrary, when a person has not been restrained by people and things for a long time, When you suddenly encounter someone's restraining demands, you will feel that you have found the meaning of your existence, and you will feel in your heart, "Finally, someone cares about me."
If he controls the speed, he can tame Kuroki Yasuji into his own.
"There's nothing I can do if I leave your side," Kuroki Yasuji smiled, without giving Feimo a definite answer, and joked, "I'm not sure how many people I offended back then. I've offended people so much. In the past, it was because I rarely left the Mizuno family's house and rarely had contact with people outside the family. Now that I'm out, there might be trouble for me, so you don't have to worry about being implicated by me. Yet?"
"There's nothing to worry about. There are solutions to every trouble," Feimo said firmly, "Don't worry, I can protect you too."
Kuroki Yasuji originally thought that a certain shota would only say "I'm not afraid", but unexpectedly he said "I'll protect you" domineeringly. He choked for a moment and quickly smiled and said, "Since you are not afraid of trouble, then as long as you don't rush Once I leave, I can stay by your side and collect my salary with peace of mind!"
After receiving the verbal promise, Feimo did not talk about the matter any longer, and instead asked, "By the way, did you and Iori from the Ooka family get to know each other after you arrived at the Mizuno family? Your relationship seems to be very nice."
(End of chapter)
