Nakaoka Kazuma smiled and said, "Chi-kun used to pay so much attention to me."
"If I sit in front of you, would you like to try?" Chi Feichi said expressionlessly.
The corner of Nakaoka Yiya's mouth twitched, and then she thought of Chi Fei and Chi watching behind her every day when she was in school. She suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and was quickly forgotten by that feeling, "Yes, yes, I don't know. I'm really sorry for causing so much trouble to my classmates behind me. If I had known you were paying so much attention to me, I wouldn't have had such a headache in the exam. I just told you directly that you would help me cheat. Now that I think about it, I still feel the same. It’s a pity that at that time, I was worried about being rejected by you and being told by you to the teacher, so I never asked you if I could, even though the first place was sitting right behind me... By the way, you will help me, right?"
"I haven't considered it." Chi Feichi replied decisively.
"Then you can think about the answer now, right?" Nakaoka Kazuma asked reluctantly, "If I asked you for help at that time, what would you do?"
Chi Feichi did think about it, "Depending on the friendship, if it's an ordinary front and back desk, I don't mind. If it's a front and back desk with a good relationship, I won't."
Nakaoka Yiya understood what Chi Feichi meant and laughed, "You are really... If we had a good relationship at that time and you were unwilling to help me, I would definitely blame you. Of course, it was just a matter of time." It’s only been a while, and I will soon forget it, but at that time, I felt that although we were at the front and back desks, we were like two lines that hardly intersected, extending in different directions..."
Chi Feichi recognized in his heart how Nakaoka Kazuma felt at that time.
Nakaoka Kazuma in his high school years reminded him of Yue Fei's words "when he was a boy in bright clothes and angry horses". He had the arrogance and frankness of a young man, as well as his unstoppable self-confidence and adventurous courage. Because of this With his personality and status as a young football player, it is natural for him to attract attention, and he naturally has no shortage of friends.
As for the original consciousness in the back seat, it is like the other extreme. He does not participate in group activities, but his grades are always at the forefront. He is not mediocre enough to be ignored. He is silent, but not like a nerd. He always seems to be alienated from the people around him. Sen is a strange existence that makes people feel dangerous, cold, and difficult to get along with.
Such two people have their own lifestyles and habits that are completely different from each other. Even at the front and back tables, there seems to be a clear line between them. No one wants to cross the line, and it doesn't matter whether the other person does it or not. If you think the other person has crossed the line, try to get along with them. It doesn't matter if they don't.
Until the end of high school, the two of them remained the same, which was... very rare.
What keeps the two of them in this state is that they also have stronger self-awareness and arrogance than others.
A cheerful and straightforward person like Nakaoka Kazuma, if he is not a person with strong self-awareness and arrogance, will take the initiative to make friends even if he is surrounded by people, as long as he is slightly curious about the back table.
At that time, Kazuma Nakaoka's surroundings were lively and filled with the endless vitality of young people. As long as he judged in his heart, "I can't get along with people like me at the back table, and there may be conflicts in getting along," I would subconsciously avoid.
Although the original consciousness body has no friends, it has never been lacking in material since childhood. It can get everything it wants. No matter how short of friends it is, it has never knelt down just to make friends. It always has its own bottom line. , as long as you keep your expectations for making friends to a minimum, you naturally don't care whether you make friends with the front desk person or not.
It's not that they hate each other, or that they have the arrogance that 'he doesn't deserve to be friends with me', but they subconsciously exclude the option of 'being friends'.
"It's such a pity that I didn't get to spend more time with you, otherwise we should have become friends," Nakaoka Kazuma said with emotion. "After I went abroad, I gradually lost contact with my former friends, but after I met you today , I suddenly thought, if it were you, we might be able to maintain a relationship that is not intense but stable enough."
"Do you care?" Chi Feichi asked, and then added, "Do you have friends?"
Nakaoka Kazuma sat on the bench and thought seriously, "I used to feel that it was very important, as heavy as life. You know, I almost never lacked friends around me, so I felt painful when I lost them. But gradually Yes, I also want to understand, it’s not because we don’t treat each other sincerely, it’s just that nothing is eternal, even if everyone expected it.”
Chi Feichi said 'hmm', wondering if this might be the fundamental reason why Nakaoka Kazuma became an 'artist'.
There is no eternity, so just do what you want to do. Instead of waiting for things to disappear, it is better... to do something you want to do, and then bury yourself, and you don't have to experience pain anymore.
If Nakaoka really thought so, he was really worried that he and Nakaoka were too chatty today, causing Nakaoka to want to take him away or kill him first.
These crazy criticisms are true. They are like philosophers, always thinking about some philosophical questions.
"When I first arrived in South America, I couldn't communicate clearly with many people. I felt very lonely at that time. After that, I was able to have conversations with them and understand many regional dialects, but I felt I'm even more lonely. When I came back to Japan, I thought it would be better, but I didn't expect it would be about the same." Nakaoka Kaziya looked at Chi Feichi, "So I admire you more and more, how on earth could you ignore loneliness in those years. "
"Just get used to it?" Chi Feichi said with a hint of uncertainty in his tone.
Nakaoka Kazaya suddenly had a black line in his head, "I also hope you can be sure."
"Actually, loneliness is not that bad. It can make you calm down and think about many things." Chi Feichi prepared to enlighten Nakaoka Kazuma, "Actually, you should probably find your former best friend. The memories you have experienced together are all After we meet again, you won't have nothing to talk about."
He knows this question.
In the past life, someone in their small group left. When everyone's lifestyle changed, many topics were no longer discussed. After some people got married and had children, the focus of life gradually shifted to family.
For a period of time, everyone does have the feeling that something once precious is passing away quietly, but when we really get together, we can still chat together, and it seems that nothing has changed.
After Nakaoka gets together with his friends, maybe he can rethink the issue of 'eternity'.
"No need," Nakaoka Kazuma smiled, "Although I think your proposal should be feasible, I'm too lazy to do it, so let's leave it at that."
"Do you want me to recommend a psychiatrist for you?" Chi Feichi felt that Nakaoka Yiya was almost hopeless. "He is very patient and can educate people. When you are in a bad mood, you can talk to him. "
Many times, it’s not that people don’t know how to save themselves, but they just give up on themselves.
He knows this question well. This kind of mentality is very dangerous and needs the great devil Fukuyama to correct it.
"No, no need," Nakaoka Kazuma smiled and waved his hands repeatedly, "My situation is not that bad..."
Chi Feichi: "..."
In other words, to the extent of 'preparing to blow up a few stadiums first regardless of casualties'?
"Don't talk about me anymore," Nakaoka Kaziya changed the subject and looked at Chi Feichi's wheelchair, "What's going on with you? I didn't dare to recognize you when I saw you from a distance today..."
"I accidentally fell off a horse and injured my waist," Chi Feichi said calmly, "I guess I'll need some time to recover."
He wants to make one point: he is not scrapped and the future is still bright.
The idea of 'because I think you're a nice person, so I'm going to kill you' is strange, but if it's a person with a completely abnormal brain circuit, he might think of 'I know the pain after serious physical injury. We talked about it today. I think you are a nice person. In order to prevent you from suffering in the future, I will kill you'...
Everyone has different ideas. Some people will appreciate someone without harming the other person's life, such as Shimabukuro Kime, while others will appreciate someone and insist on killing the other person, like Sho and Takumi.
He would rather others want to kill him because they are jealous of him than others want to kill him because they sympathize with and worry about him, and he really doesn't like to die in an explosion at the front desk of a high school because of his inability to move. This is the way to die, thank you.
"Then..." Nakaoka Kazaya looked at the box on Chi Feichi's lap. After seeing Feichi clearly, the live snake staring straight at him, his eyelids jumped and he tried his best to ignore it, focusing on the package. He was as black as a rice dumpling, "What's going on with this crow?"
Chi Feichi lowered his eyes and looked at Feimo, "I accidentally pressed on it that day, causing it to fracture."
Kazuma Nakaoka tried hard not to laugh, "Then it's really unlucky..."
The black face was expressionless.
If you want to laugh, just laugh. Try to pretend it doesn't see it.
Seeing Feimo's red eyes staring at him sinisterly, Nakaoka Kazuma tried his best to suppress his smile, patted his knees and stood up.
"Then you should take a good rest and don't leave any sequelae. You know those children seem to be starting to rest. Let's go back. They should be able to play like little players in the future. I hope you can witness it." Their progress!”
…
The two returned to the outskirts of the Junior Detective Corps training ground.
Genta, Mitsuhiko, Ayumi, and Haibara Ai began to rest. However, due to the number of young detective team, these four brats were first trained by Hero Akagi. After the four rested, Conan was replaced.
So when Chi Feichi and Nakaoka Kazuma came back, Conan was having a great time playing football on the court. Probably because he was playing with Hideo Akagi, a professional player, he was also excited and did not hide his true level.
In short... he showed off very arrogantly.
"Wow!" The three children were amazed.
Suzuki Sonoko had nothing to criticize and praised sincerely, "This kid played well!"
Nakaoka Kazuma and Chi Fei arrived late, watched for a while, and commented in surprise, "This kid's basic skills are very solid, and he is also more proficient in some battles than many high school students. He is really amazing."
Mao Lilan heard the comment and turned around to say hello with a smile, "Mr. Nakaoka, Brother Fei Chi, you are back."
Chi Feichi nodded to Mao Lilan, then looked at Conan on the training ground, "Conan has always been very accurate in hitting people when he kicks the ball."
Mao Lilan could only respond to this comment with an awkward but polite smile.
She felt that Brother Chi was calling Conan a naughty kid...
"Hello, Mori-senpai!"
Another person walked up to a group of people. He was wearing simple sportswear, with an energetic crew cut, and a kind but somewhat restrained smile on his face. "My name is Sakaki Ryosuke, and I am from Mihua University..."
(End of chapter)
