Conan's heart trembled, and he thought of many things in an instant.
In fact, the night he accompanied Chi Fei to Qingshan Fourth Hospital for a review, he didn't sleep well either. He was in a complicated mood and his thoughts were messed up.
He suddenly remembered what Chi Feichi said, "The person he admires most is his father." Then he remembered Mr. Kanhara Haruhito, and what Mr. Kanhara said that when he was a child, Chi Feichi bought a family of three paintings at an auction. The words were burned outside the back door, and his eyes reflected by the fire were full of pain. When faced with Mr. Kanbara's question about why he wanted to destroy the painting, the answer was actually...
'Because of jealousy'.
Jealous of the happy family of three in the painting, full of admiration for the father but unapproachable, coupled with the equally busy mother... It must be a very torturous life. You can only endure it day by day until you find a new way of life. .
He couldn't sleep that night. Occasionally he would think of Mrs. Kamiya with empty eyes and Chi Feichi. After thinking about it over and over again, he couldn't figure out what his mood was. He just wanted to lie down in a daze.
After all, he also felt helpless in his heart that he could not help Chi Feichi.
He couldn't even tell whether he knew Chi Feichi well. Let's say he knew him. He felt that he knew him for so long, but when he thought about it carefully, he felt that he didn't quite understand Chi Feichi, such as Chi Feichi's mood. , he was completely unsure.
It wasn't until Dr. Fukuyama mentioned it that he suddenly woke up.
After other people have been together for a long time, they will share some things in life and their good and bad moods with each other, but Chi Feichi has never done that. Only when facing what is happening now, Chi Feichi will say a few more words. The past or current situation is rarely mentioned, and sometimes they don’t even bother to share their thoughts about what is happening now.
Chi Feichi really lacks the desire to share.
As expected of Dr. Fukuyama, he still needs a professional to find out the problem.
Haiyuan Ai recalled it carefully and felt that Fukuyama Zhiming hit the nail on the head about Chi Feichi's problem.
Take her for example, she occasionally wants to call her godmother to share her recent life, especially this e-sports competition. After the end, she chatted on the phone with her godmother for a long time, talking about her unhappy mood and her determination. It seems like you can enjoy it for as long as you want.
But her brother doesn't know how. No matter how big something happens, he doesn't seem to call his parents. Likewise, he won't take the initiative to share his current situation, mood or thoughts with them if it's not necessary.
Seeing Chi Feichi staring at him silently, Fukuyama Zhiming put his hands on the table, organized his words, and continued, "Sharing is a very important thing. Sharing happy things will convey happy emotions to others, and Get happiness from other people's happiness and share sad and frustrating things. Even if you don't get comfort, you will feel lighter in your heart. Only those who know how to share can find some fun in life, and those fun can support people to live actively. Go down."
Chi Feichi: "..."
Happy things? Sad and depressing things?
Sorry, he really couldn't find anything to share with Fukuyama Shiaki. Either he felt it was unnecessary to say it, or it was a secret that must not be told.
"I can understand your situation," Fukuyama Zhiming suppressed the smile on his face, and looked at Chi Feichi seriously, but his eyes were very gentle, "You have tried to share it with your parents before, right? It's like in life Things, like my own mood, but I didn't get a response, or the sharing process was rudely cut off by words like 'I'm busy', right?"
Chi Feichi was silent for a moment, "Dr. Fushan, you have become bad."
"When I was young, I used perfusion therapy, also known as exposure therapy, which once caused the situation to get out of control and the patient's condition worsened. Since then, although I understand that sometimes problems can only be solved by facing them, I have always been interested in exposure therapy. I have a rejection mentality and hope to help patients in a gentler way. Essentially, I am afraid of past failures." Fukuyama Shiaki smiled, "This time I went to study, and I met many capable psychologists. , thanks to their help, I no longer dwell on the thrills of the past, especially after meeting Mr. Lyon. His sometimes radical hypnosis methods made me want to reorganize my treatment ideas, or in other words, let me My own treatment style is more flexible.”
Chi Feichi looked at the top of Fukuyama Zhiming's head and had nothing to say.
The Great Demon King Fukuyama is balder, but also stronger.
"Let's get back to your question. Because the desire to share has been suppressed for a long time, you have become accustomed to suppressing the desire to share. It doesn't matter if you don't have the desire to share now. I'm not asking you to share freely now, I just want you to realize Now that this problem exists and you know that sharing is beneficial, then try it yourself slowly," Fukuyama Shiaki said sincerely, and laughed again, "Even if I want you to share, you have to be willing, right. Yes, I called your father this morning and told him about your review that day, has he contacted you?"
"No." Chi Feichi said truthfully.
Shiaki Fukuyama: "..."
Wait, shouldn't a father feel touched and warm when he hears his son say in a hypnotic state, "Even if the relationship between father and son is cold, he admires his father the most?"
At this time, even if you can't say anything sensational, you should still want to make a phone call and listen to your son's voice.
Why does he feel that he also needs to sit with Mr. Ike Shinosuke for a while?
"Maybe it's because he's worried about embarrassment," Chi Feichi added, "He knew I would be embarrassed, and he would be embarrassed if he couldn't continue."
Conan has a black hair.
It would be awkward to talk on the phone between father and son... Is the relationship between Chi Feichi and Chi's father really okay? No, are you sure the problem is not serious?
Mao Lilan looked at Mao Li Kogoro and expressed that he did not understand the meaning of Chi Feichi's words.
"Okay, okay," Fukuyama Zhiming felt that he was inexplicably killed by the father and son working together. He was speechless for a moment before he found something to say, "It seems that you and your son know each other relatively well..."
Next, Shiaki Fukuyama talked about some things he encountered during his exchange and study in the United States. He basically said some things that were interesting, fresh, and touching. He left a lot of opportunities to answer questions inside and outside the words, trying to guide Chi Feichi also shared about his life during this period.
Attempt to boot failed.
Because what Fukuyama Shiaki said was so interesting, Mouri Kogoro, Mouri Ran, Conan, Koshimizu Nanatsuki, and Haibara Ai couldn't help but join in a few sentences. Even Enomoto Azusa was holding a tray and joining in the fun.
On the other hand, Chi Feichi took some time off like an unrelated person, listening to a group of people chatting and drinking coffee leisurely. He even refilled two cups of coffee.
Fukuyama Zhiming didn't want to come just for 'treatment'. Seeing that other people were interested, and Chi Feichi was also listening, he simply started chatting actively with the others.
Chi Feichi listened silently, and when it was almost time, he got up and went to the bathroom.
Dr. Fukuyama is really good at talking. No matter whether it is the first time we meet or not, no matter whether we are familiar with him or not, he can always have fun talking to people.
His cheap mom seems to be able to do it, but compared to Fukuyama Shiaki, Ikekana talks more often for a certain purpose.
In fact, the same goes for him. If the task requires him to talk, he can talk to people all day long without taking a break.
But then again, Shiaki Fukuyama also has a 'purpose'.
'Purpose' is indeed the motivation for all actions, including the desire to share.
Before a group of people left the store, Chi Feichi managed to drink too much coffee and went to the bathroom first.
Others were waiting outside the door. Nanatsuki Koshizui took his mobile phone and approached Fukuyama Shiaki, so that Fukuyama Shiaki could see part of the chat page on the mobile phone. He hesitated and said, "Dr. Fukuyama, I have something to ask you. First, please Take a look at this..."
On the chat page, the account with the note 'Mr. Ike' posted photos of naked people with full stomachs and round bellies in private messages. He also posted photos of Toto Tower in the distance while standing on the upper floor of an apartment in Cupido Town. Occasionally I will post some scenery on the road.
In contrast, Koshimizu Nanatsuki also posted photos of elder saplings, photos of Wuming taking a brief rest in the yard when passing by with his younger brothers, and photos of some strange and weird objects.
There is not much written content, but basically there is communication, and we can talk to each other about some situations, such as 'tired', 'getting ready to sleep', 'driving', 'have a commission', 'basking in the sun' and the like.
Shiaki Fukuyama looked at the chat messages scrolling on his phone, his expression froze.
Does this mean that Mr. Chi doesn’t have no desire to share, but just lacks the desire to share with him?
For a moment, his heart felt as if he had been stabbed by a knife and was buried in the boundless wind and snow.
"Is this a lack of desire to share?" Koshimizu Nanatsuki asked doubtfully.
Fukuyama Shiaki raised his eyes and looked at Koshizu Nanatsuki's puzzled eyes. The corner of his mouth twitched slightly. He thought that Mouri Kogoro and others didn't say that Chi Feichi would share, and he felt a little better. "I'll take the liberty to ask, Koshizu Are the lady and Mr. Chi dating?"
"Ah?" Koshimi Nanatsuki was startled and blushed, "No, no, why did Dr. Fukuyama ask that?"
"Really?" Fukuyama Zhiming thought for a while and felt that it would be romantic for young people to take care of their own affairs. He couldn't destroy it, but he still reminded, "I think Miss Koshimizu should consider it. Mr. Chi is schizophrenic. Be mentally prepared for the problem.”
He felt that Mr. Chi was a frank person.
Regardless of whether he realized what it was like to share his life frequently with a girl, at least he didn't hide his problems from Miss Koshimizu.
Couples in the passionate love stage may not care whether one party has an incurable mental illness that will relapse throughout his life, but he will gradually have to consider this issue. He does not want to receive a Chi Feichi whose illness has relapsed and worsened, or a person who The new patient is seven months old.
Koshizui Nanatsuki's expression gradually became serious, he took back his phone and nodded, "That's right. Compared with the problem of the desire to share, the problem of schizophrenia deserves more consideration, but after much thinking, I can't find any way to help. Come to Mr. Chi.”
Shiaki Fukuyama: "..."
What he meant was...well, forget it.
"Dr. Fukuyama..." Mao Lilan also approached Fukuyama Zhiming with a hesitant look, "I have something to ask you."
"Miss Maori, please tell me if you have anything to say." Fukuyama Zhiming smiled, feeling confused.
Mr. Chi doesn’t often share his life with Miss Maori, right? If so, then Mr. Chi’s sexism is too serious.
"It's my dad's problem," Mao Lilan worried. "You also know that everyone calls him Sleeping Kogoro. When he solves a case, he will make some strange noises and then sit somewhere as if he has fallen asleep. place, he gives amazing reasoning, but sometimes his attitude is inconsistent, and he doesn't seem to remember that he solved the case when he wakes up. And I always feel that when he reasons, he is a little different from usual, like... like It’s like a different person…”
Conan sneaked aside and eavesdropped: "..."
Well, it’s indeed a different person.
(End of chapter)
