When Subaru Okiya was confused and wanted to explain, Shiaki Fukuyama turned around to Subaru Okiya and raised his hand to put on Subaru Okiya's shoulder.
Okiya Subaru froze and looked at Fukuyama Shiaki in confusion.
"I mean, don't be too tense," Shiaki Fukuyama felt a momentary stiffness under his palm. He patted Subaru Okiya on the shoulder with a helpless expression and continued walking forward, "I always thought you were smiling a little bit just now. reluctantly……"
Koshizui Nanatsuki and Dr. Agasa cast curious glances at Okiya Subaru.
Okiya Subaru gritted his teeth and followed Fukuyama Shiaki forward, with a calm smile on his face, "It's not too forced, right?"
Fukuyama Shiaki looked at the smile on the corner of Okiya Subaru's mouth, shook his head and sighed, "It's not appropriate to say 'reluctantly'. It should be said that your smile is more formal."
Okiya Subaru: "..."
Just say 'your smile is fake'!
Very good, he was a little panicked now, worried that all his masks would be taken off.
No, don't panic, think about how to explain this problem.
"You are probably thinking about finding some excuse to explain the past, right?" Shiaki Fukuyama looked at Subaru Okiya, his expression even more helpless.
Okiya Subaru: "..."
this……
Dr. Fukuyama is a bit scary.
Leon Law turned his head and curiously observed the frozen smile on Subaru Okiya's lips, "Unlike me, who can only analyze criminal psychology and criminal behavior, Dr. Fukuyama has come into contact with more people of all kinds and is better at analyzing non-criminal crimes." Psychology, and also know how to apply behavioral psychology. I just felt that Mr. Okiya’s smile was strange. Even though he looked gentle, he lacked gentle warmth. When Dr. Fukuyama said it, I thought that this was indeed the case. A somewhat formal smile.”
Subaru Okiya raised his hand to push up his glasses, and no longer kept the smile on his lips. He tried hard to show an expression of helplessness and calmness, "I'm used to it."
A gaze from Shiaki Fukuyama.
Shiaki Fukuyama: "..."
Nervous, this kid is nervous again.
It's a pity that this kid is severely short-sighted. He can't see the pupils in his squinted eyes, otherwise he can accurately tell whether it is because of lying or because of uneasiness.
Okiya Subaru: "..."
This searching gaze made him uncomfortable.
He is wrong. Is it okay to ask Dr. Fukuyama to pay attention to Conan? If that doesn't work, it would be a good idea to talk to Mr. Lyon about Mr. Chi's problem.
Shiaki Fukuyama quickly restrained his urge to dig into Subaru Okiya's psychology and explained in a soothing tone, "I know that saying this suddenly will make Mr. Okiya feel embarrassed, even embarrassed..."
Okiya Subaru: "..."
You know it and you tell me!
"But in some respects, you and Mr. Chi are the same kind of people," Shiaki Fukuyama led the way to the office. When he turned his head to talk to Subaru Okiya, his eyes became more serious and seemed more sincere, "No matter how you look, , is it coldness or gentleness, you all have a similar sense of tension. When he first entered the hospital, I thought he felt nervous because of the change of environment, but later I discovered that after he adapted to the environment, he still had that tension. A sense of tension, which is different from that of many people. It does not stem from inner panic, but from distrust of the environment."
Okiya Subaru: "..."
This time he can answer honestly: It is indeed because he is used to it.
But because of his status as an FBI agent, he is used to being vigilant. Why is Mr. Chi? What makes you feel insecure about your surroundings?
Is Mr. Chi's mental illness that serious...
Seeing Okiya Subaru's expression of thoughtfulness, Fukuyama Shiaki continued, "I just reached out and patted your shoulder. I have done this to Mr. Chi before. You two had the same reaction, and you were very repulsive to other people's sudden body movements." Contact, or in other words, exclude unfamiliar people from getting too close to oneself.”
Conan recalled the time when Hattori Heiji reached out to touch Chi Feichi but was slapped away. He also thought about how Chi Feichi always stayed far away from him and his uncle when he and Chi Feichi were in hot springs, and he agreed in his heart.
Chi Feichi really hates being touched suddenly, but Chi Feichi can take him to bathe and sleep with him, which means that the relationship with him is not an unfamiliar person, and it is much better than with other people, right?
Thinking about it this way, he felt a little proud for no reason.
Chi Feichi must have felt it, he really regarded Chi Feichi as a friend!
After getting along with each other for a long time, Chi Feichi felt that he was more reliable than Hattori.
"I think it's probably because we have all learned self-defense skills, right?" Subaru Okiya tried to make up for himself, "Although my skills are not as good as Mr. Chi's, I have also learned a little bit of self-defense skills. After training, for a while You will feel that anyone who suddenly touches you is your opponent.”
"No, no, that's not the same at all," Fukuyama Shiaki said with a smile, and he didn't think there was anything wrong with him. He just wanted to correct a certain fan's misconception, "I have seen boxers who specialize in professional events. They only Defense comes from touching in blind corners of sight, but does not reject frontal touching, and some people are even happy to hug and hug their friends.”
Conan nodded silently.
Indeed, the explanation of "having practiced self-defense" makes no sense at all. Mr. Kyogoku would not object to frontal contact.
Okiya Subaru: "..."
Hey, he seems to be being roasted on a fire. This kid still has the attitude of a bystander who 'listens carefully, analyzes carefully and expresses approval'. Where is the promised alliance?
"That's why I said that you and Mr. Chi are similar in some aspects. You both maintain a tight mentality towards the external environment, and you are both not easy to accept others. Even if it is someone else's overture, for you, acceptance requires It takes longer than normal people, let alone compared to that kind of cheerful person," Fukuyama Shiaki said with a serious expression, "I just suddenly exposed you, I was just wondering if I could get someone from you who can make me happy. People like you are more likely to accept other people's ways. You don't have mental illness or mental illness, but Mr. Chi does. If he can accept me and tell me his true feelings, I can help him better."
Okiya Subaru thought that Fukuyama Shiaki probably never thought that pretending to be a very important person to him, and he silently forgave Fukuyama Shiaki for his debunking behavior. After thinking about it seriously, he showed his true helplessness, "This question... I also Don’t know the answer.”
How can you quickly accept others?
This question is too difficult for him.
He still remembered that Mingmei confessed to him that day, saying that she had known his identity for a long time. He was moved by Mingmei's tolerance and affection for him at the time, but now after reflecting on it, he thought of a question.
Has Mingmei been waiting for him to take the initiative to reveal her identity?
For Mingmei, this should be something important that she has always looked forward to and made her feel at ease, because it represents his trust in Mingmei.
He can explain it. He didn't say it at first because he was defensive and distrustful at first. And then, in addition to the need for undercover missions, it was also because... he was worried that Mingmei would not be able to accept his lies and worried about losing him.
At that time, he didn't notice what Mingmei had been looking forward to, and he didn't explain it in time. Now it's too late.
For this reason, he was willing to help Mr. Chi, and because of their friendship, he didn't want Mr. Chi to have such regrets and guilt like him in the future.
But after thinking about it, he really couldn't go against his own heart, and he didn't know how to make it easy for him to trust and accept others.
"Yeah, how can I ask you to explain the problem that even I, a psychiatrist, can't solve? Everyone's personality is different. You are a more cautious type of person. It's not surprising that you have this kind of mentality." Shiaki Fukuyama didn't expect to get an answer from Subaru Okiya. He just gave it a try. He didn't feel disappointed if he didn't succeed, but he was full of emotion in his heart. He smiled at Subaru Okiya, "I sometimes want to express my feelings about how young people are now. People are thinking more and more, unlike us in the past, who were always a little slow to think about things, and often came through in ignorance."
Dr. A Li nodded silently.
Yes, he also felt that when he was in his twenties and thirties, he had far fewer ideas than young people today.
"It is a good thing to know how to think. Smart people will think more, and thinking makes people smarter. However, smart people are also prone to getting sick," Fukuyama Shiaki said to Subaru Okiya with a smile. "If you expose Mr. Okiya's formal smile, you will probably be surprised. I am dissatisfied with this behavior, but I also want to talk to Mr. Okiya. Living in this world, it is a good habit to know how to restrain yourself. There is nothing wrong with wearing a mask to live. Take me as an example. In order to help patients relax, I also I will put on a kind mask, wear it until it blends into my flesh and blood, and truly becomes a part of myself. I was a very impulsive person when I was young, but you can’t tell it now, right? As long as you think it’s worthy of yourself, it doesn’t matter if your smile is formal. However, in an environment where you feel safe, you can try to relax yourself. When you relax, don’t think randomly. Think about some beautiful and hopeful things. Once in a while, it can make your life easier and more helpful. Time will help you make a more calm judgment, so that you will not regret that your precautions hurt others in the future."
Okiya Subaru felt that the deepest shadow in his heart was poked. He thought about Fukuyama Shiaki's suggestion seriously, nodded and said, "I think I should try it."
Fukuyama Zhiming laughed, "I don't want you to come to the hospital to see me another day. I already have enough headaches with a patient like Mr. Chi who is difficult to accept others!"
"I don't think I'll reach that point," Okiya Subaru said, feeling uncertain. He'd been letting himself relax recently, but he hadn't really relaxed for a while. Either he wanted to organize something or something. Thinking of Mingmei, it would really not be good for him to continue like this. "By the way, has Dr. Fukuyama told Mr. Chi these words?"
"No, his situation is different from yours. On the surface, he doesn't even bother to show your formal smile," Fukuyama Shiaki said helplessly, "He has some emotional problems. On the one hand, he can perceive and understand One's own and other people's emotions, and on the other hand, one's own emotions are somewhat dull and numb, which is one of the states that many patients with mental illness have."
"Mr. Chi's problem is more likely caused by schizophrenia," Leon Law couldn't help but join in the discussion, turning his head to Fukuyama Shiaki and said, "According to what you told me, it seems to be a negative symptom, but hallucinations Listening and imagining are positive symptoms, is it mixed schizophrenia?"
"That's right, but he doesn't get extremely angry or anxious about trivial things, nor does he continue to laugh alone. Because of this, I suspect that he has other mental illnesses or mental illnesses, and because the situation is complicated and he It's impossible to accurately judge my defensiveness," Shiaki Fukuyama paused and looked at Dr. Ari, "He shouldn't be extremely angry, anxious, or laughing alone recently, right?"
(End of chapter)
