"Xiao Ai, what about you?" Ayumi turned to pull her ally.
"Brother Fei Chi should make this choice by himself, and there is another issue that needs to be considered in advance," Hui Yuan Ai looked up at Chi Fei Chi, "I haven't received the recovery certificate yet, can you come and give activity classes to the children? ?Are there any restrictions?"
The rest of the young detective team were stunned, and then fell silent.
That's right, they almost forgot that Chi Feichi was in a special situation.
Sumiko Kobayashi noticed something was wrong in the atmosphere and asked doubtfully, "Proof of recovery?"
"Teacher Xiao Lin, please think about it carefully. Brother Fei Chi once suffered from depression and multiple personalities. In short, it is a very complicated disease. He has not been cured yet." Haiyuan Ai felt a little sorry for Chi Fei Chi for mentioning this, but in order to avoid Regarding the accidents that might happen in the future, he still suppressed the guilt in his heart and said calmly, "We are okay and can make our own judgments, but for some children who lack judgment, we must consider whether they will It’s not that one of Brother Chi’s words has had a negative impact, such as being negative or depressed, or..."
"But Brother Chi is not like this," Ayumi recalled with a serious expression, "I have never felt that Brother Chi made me feel negative and depressed."
"Except for the time when the rabbit was making ingredients." Mitsuhiko added in a low voice.
"Yes, we believe that Brother Fei Chi will not convey bad emotions, but what about other parents? Aren't they worried? Teacher Xiaolin should also treat this issue rationally and consider whether he can bear the impact before making a decision," Haibara Ai He lowered his eyes and pursed his lips, looked up at Chi Feichi, and whispered, "I'm sorry, I don't have to mention this, but..."
"No need to say it, I understand," Chi Feichi stopped Hui Yuan Ai from continuing, "I have no problem here. If I have to say restrictions, I probably don't talk about life or philosophy with everyone, and do some activities with the children. It doesn’t matter, but Teacher Xiaolin really needs to think about it carefully.”
He has always believed that he is a normal person, so much so that he often forgets that he still has some limitations in life, such as failing to pass the psychological examination of the judicial department, such as today's incident.
Haibara Ai wasn't throwing cold water or taking the situation too seriously. On the contrary, his sister found the key point in this matter before he and Conan did today.
He could also think darker, but more realistically——
Even if the parents accept it now and say they don't care, when the children in this class grow up in the future, if someone has a psychological problem, will the parents think of it? Do you suspect it was his influence? Could it be the fault of him, Xiaolin Chengzi and Didan Elementary School?
Although this kind of thinking is far-fetched and unreasonable, it exists for everyone in the world. When some people escape from reality, their thoughts are unreasonable and they even deceive themselves.
Even doctors who are dedicated to helping patients will encounter family members who cannot accept the pain, turn the pain into hatred of the doctors, and use attacking doctors as an outlet for their emotions. What's more, he, a patient with a diagnosis, is regarded as an 'emotional outlet' The object is not impossible.
"this……"
Xiaolin Chengzi felt embarrassed when she saw the children looking at her.
She is the class teacher of many children and has to be responsible for many children and parents. She really cannot only consider her own feelings or the feelings of a small group of children, but she was the one who proposed the invitation. She felt very sorry for Chi Feichi when she changed her tune.
After hesitating for a moment, Xiaolin Chengzi suddenly thought of an idea and looked at Chi Feichi expectantly, "Mr. Chi, actually I can make it clear to everyone first. It will be decided by the children and their parents. If they want to participate in an activity class with you, just Participate voluntarily, it doesn’t matter if you don’t participate, many parents in my class are open-minded, really, I have contacted all the parents of students in the class, I can guarantee that!”
On the side of the road where the red Lexus sc was parked, Chi Feichi stopped and turned to look at Xiaolin Chengzi. The emotion in his eyes was too calm and too profound to be understood.
Faced with that kind of gaze that was insightful and well-hidden, Kobayashi Chengzi unconsciously began to feel uneasy and wary, "What's wrong with me...?"
"Are you still going to take this opportunity to let the children in the activity class encourage me?" Chi Feichi asked.
"No..." Xiaolin Chengzi subconsciously wanted to deny it, but Chi Feichi stared at her, so she still didn't tell the lie. She said weakly, "Yes, I, I also want to help Mr. Chi."
"I don't need it," Chi Feichi looked at Xiaolin Chengzi, his voice was soft but with an unmistakable certainty, "having a group of people around to comfort and encourage me will only make me feel bored."
"But..." Xiaolin Chengzi lowered her head, unable to tell whether she was more flustered or disappointed, "Hug, I'm sorry, I understand."
"When I was receiving treatment in the hospital, I met a patient with depression. Her family and friends often came to see her, and each time they would comfort and encourage her, 'Tomorrow will be better,' and 'You should get better soon. , everyone is waiting for you'..." Chi Feichi said calmly, turned around and opened the door of the passenger seat of the car, leaned into the car, looked up at the rearview mirror, and lowered his head to look for something from the storage compartment. , "Then her suicide attempts increased, and doctors had to increase her medication."
"Ah?" Xiaolin Chengzi exhaled softly.
"She felt very guilty and told the doctor that she knew everyone was doing it for her own good, but she couldn't help it..." Chi Feichi took out a book from the storage compartment, turned to Xiaolin Chengzi and said, "That's very complicated. I don’t know how to explain my thoughts and emotions, but let the professionals do the professional things, and let the rest take its course."
That was the memory that the original consciousness passed to him later.
When the original consciousness saw the girl being beaten up by a group of people, he didn't envy the girl for having so many people paying attention to her, but felt terrible and sympathetic.
He had repeatedly thought about why the original consciousness had such emotions, but the emotions transmitted along with the memory were very confusing and complicated. Even if he had to sort it out, he couldn't figure it out. But in summary, the original consciousness It's not that I don't want to be cared for and recognized, but I don't like too much care and recognition, or in other words, I want to feel more real emotions.
Let everyone get along with each other as usual, make the atmosphere more relaxed, and express it when you really want to say "I care about you", which is far better than a formality.
Speaking of this, he just didn't want Kobayashi Chengzi to do bad things with good intentions in the future, so he reminded him not to organize any encouragement meetings when encountering this kind of situation, as it might make people feel suffocated by being 'kidnapped by emotions'.
If it seems complicated, just leave it to the professionals.
As relatives and friends, there is no need to be at a loss. The girl did not feel stressed because she was beaten once or twice. It was just that the number of times had accumulated too many.
He can somewhat understand this. If a bunch of people surround him and say "Thank you" to him repeatedly, when he is in a good mood, he will choose to block it and just listen. But when he is not in a good mood, he may He will just show off his face and leave.
Similarly, he is also afraid that Xiaolin Chengzi will really organize a "chicken blood conference" for him, and then he will be cold-faced and everyone will be embarrassed.
Xiaolin Chengzi lowered her eyes and thought, and figured out that Chi Feichi was reminding her not to be 'reckless'. She nodded thoughtfully, "I seem to understand, but about the activity class... Frankly speaking, I haven't thought about it yet. what to do."
"It's better to postpone it," Chi Feichi casually handed the book in his hand to Haiyuan Ai, feeling that there was no need to be embarrassed about this kind of thing. "When I get the recovery certificate, I will give the children an additional activity class."
Xiaolin Chengzi was stunned for a moment, then smiled with relief, "That's right, then I will save an activity class for Mr. Chi, which can be arranged at any time. When the time is right, we will organize everyone to participate!"
Chi Feichi nodded.
Although he felt that he would never get a recovery certificate in his life, this was the least embarrassing way for everyone, and it was better for him to propose it than for Kobayashi Chengzi to propose it.
Haihara Ai looked down at the book Chi Feichi handed her. She originally thought it was some psychology book, extracurricular book, or the fashion magazine she mentioned before, but when she saw the name of an unheard flower on the cover— —We still don’t know the name of the flower we saw that day. I was surprised for a second, and then I was even more surprised when I saw that the signature below was ‘h’, “This, this is...”
"I was busy with this a few days ago," Chi Feichi explained. "It has just been typed and printed. I took a copy to show you first."
Some time ago, he investigated the whereabouts of Reina Mizuno. Although he would go to the Mori Detective Agency and Nagisa Isogai's shop in the morning to make sure that he was missing, so that others would not think he was missing mysteriously, he still refused on the grounds of 'I am busy'. He has accepted many drinking invitations from Mouri Kogoro and declined many event invitations from the Young Detective Group. If the number of times is too high and other people never know what he is up to, it will easily make people think that his whereabouts are mysterious and arouse suspicion. You can't say 'I'm reading the script' or 'I want to write music' every time, and you can't let him read the script.
This book can just fill in the time slot when he couldn't tell what he was doing. Anyway, others didn't know that he was just translating the stories in his mind and didn't spend much time or energy at all.
When it comes to writing a book, if you spend more time, you can say that you have no ideas. If you spend less time, you can say that you have inspiration. No matter what, you can say that you are justified, and it is very suitable to be blamed.
"What is it?" Conan curiously approached Haihara Ai.
"Good stuff," Hui Yuan Ai hugged the book tightly. When he saw the three children coming over curiously, he hesitated for a moment, then showed the cover of the book to others, and said truthfully, "That camping trip was not what Brother Chi said. The story in Xiao Duan is about face codes..."
"Huh? Face code?"
"Did Brother Chi write down that story?"
"Great! Then we can finish the story!"
The three children looked at each other with surprise in their eyes and smiles on their faces.
"You can know what happened to Mianma and the others back then!"
"I can know what happened to everyone in the end!"
"We can know what Mian Ma's wish is. If they don't help Mian Ma realize their wish, we can help!"
Chi Feichi: "..."
Children are children, can they still crawl into books to help?
Conan did not make any fuss, but looked thoughtfully at the book held tightly by Haihara Ai.
Although it wasn't reasoning, Chi Feichi's behavior of telling stories without filling in the holes was really an asshole, which made him always curious...
Seeing Haiyuan like this, he thought it was impossible to be the first to read it. Then go to Dr. A Li's house, finish reading the book and then go back?
Haiyuan Ai looked at Conan, always feeling that the famous detective's eyes were evil. She put the book away, hugged it tightly, with a calm and serious look on her face, "I got it first, I'll read it first."
"Ah..." Ayumi was a little disappointed, and began to think about whether to go to Dr. Ali's house, finish reading the book and then go home.
"Then why don't you go sit in a coffee shop for a while?" Kobayashi Chengzi raised her wrist and looked at the time on the watch, and smiled at a group of children, "It's only two o'clock in the afternoon. I know there is a coffee shop nearby. You can go there and read a book together. , I’ll treat Mr. Chi to coffee as promised, how about that?”
The three real children immediately forgot all about the activity class and all cheered, "Okay!"
