Urano Ayaka was stunned when Chi Feichi said it so straightforwardly, and asked tentatively, "What about...the organization?"
"It depends on your ability." Chi Feichi hissed.
"It's better to organize it." Ayaka Urumo came to a serious conclusion.
Chi Fei did not comment for a long time.
The organization does determine status based on ability and loyalty, but he can't guarantee whether it is a 'tool' or not. Moreover, the organization has done more ruthlessly, and the abandoned 'tools' have been completely destroyed.
You can't say this, maybe Rum is listening.
Ayaka Urumo gave herself a conclusion and returned to the previous topic, "Takayama Otome is the illegitimate daughter of the third generation of the Kyokudōkai. Doesn't she have no status?"
"They're all the same," Chi Feichi parked the car at the corner of the street, in front of where Ayaka Uno lives now. Waiting for Ayaka Uno to get out of the car, he suddenly asked in a hissing voice, "What was it like to raise that cat before? "
"Ah?" Ayaka Urano got out of the car holding her hiking bag. She didn't understand why Chi Feichi suddenly asked this, but she still shared it with a smile, "It's a yellow and white striped cat. It's not a rare breed, but its eyes are very blue. Like the clearest blue sky, it’s beautiful.”
Chi Feichi nodded and did not ask any more questions.
"Then I'll go back first. Goodbye. Thank you tonight!" Ayaka Urano smiled and closed the car door, turned around and walked towards her residence alone.
This street is far away from the commercial street. There are three- and five-story apartment buildings on the roadside. There are a row of cars parked. It is relatively clean overall.
At the beginning of the lanterns, lights were on in the windows of every house, and occasionally the sound of TV programs came out.
Chi Feichi sat in the car, lit a cigarette again, and took out his mobile phone to reply to the email sent by Takatori Yannan.
It can be seen that Urano Ayaka's mother should have educated and protected her very well before. Although she has never seen her father since she was a child, Urano Ayaka's nature is not bad, she has a cheerful and lively personality, and she has a way of getting along with people.
Before coming, he even sent Gin an email to talk about Urano Ayaka.
Gin asked him how he made such an arrangement for Urano Ayaka, and his reply was: She is different from us, her blood is hot.
However, after Urano Ayaka's mother remarried, she seemed to have become an obstacle and burden that her mother could not overcome.
Ever since her mother firmly stood on her stepfather's side, the balance in her mother's heart has tilted.
As a parent, it only takes two or three years for a girl to worry about gains and losses. It seems that her personality has not changed much, but she will immediately try to escape when encountering dangers and setbacks. She is overly sensitive and has a tendency to be emotionally dependent.
People who tend to be emotionally dependent will easily become dependent on A and place too much emotion on A after they relieve stress and gain a sense of security or a happy mood through A.
A can be a person, an animal, or an object.
Later, once you need a sense of security or need to resolve your worries, you will start looking for A. If you can't find A, you will feel uneasy and depressed. At the same time, you will be afraid of being abandoned and will not hesitate to change your outlook on life and personal interests.
These people are also the ones most likely to develop Stockholm Syndrome.
For Ayaka Urano, this A should have been the cat before. Because her parents neglected her emotions, when she was stressed and depressed, the cat became the one to accompany her and listen to her talk, and she also Then he pinned his excess emotions on the cat, and gradually became accustomed to placing too much emotion on a certain thing. After the cat was lost, Ayaka Uramoto, who lost her emotional dependence, transferred her emotional dependence on the cat to him. On the body.
As for the reason...
Chi Feichi looked up at the rearview mirror. The eyes on Yi Rong's face were also blue.
He has always found it strange that when he was at the 0331 training base, he didn't have much contact with Urano Ayaka, so why Urano Ayaka relied on him.
Now he understands.
In fact, during their first meeting, when he hurt someone in front of Ayaka Urano, and after Ayaka Urano was taken into the car by them, the girl felt that her life was threatened and she was isolated in the car. She had no idea about the future. He was uneasy about the situation, and when he saw his blue eyes after his disguise, his psychological self-defense mechanism equated him with a cat to avoid excessive mental pressure.
After Ayaka Urano was not harmed and left safely, gratitude naturally arose in her heart.
In other words, at that time, Urano Ayaka was already prone to Stockholm Syndrome, and the 'perpetrator' was naturally him, the person who kidnapped Urano Ayaka into the car. However, at that time, Urano Ayaka had not yet developed a strong sexual desire. The sense of dependence just forgives his 'persecution'.
Later, at the training base No. 0331, Ayaka Urano developed Stockholm Syndrome. At the same time, she ignored other people and regarded him, a person with a desire for dependence, as the main target.
Not only did he not realize all of this, but Ayaka Urumo probably didn't even notice it herself.
Chi Feichi calmed down his thoughts in silence, finished smoking a cigarette, put it out in the ashtray in the car, looked at the email from Ayaka Uramo that she had returned home on her phone, and replied, "Bear the pain tomorrow, Takayama Otome" He will take the initiative to talk to you, and when the time comes, he will follow the trend and drive away.
Now that he has figured out the whole story, he no longer has to wonder about the reason whenever he has free time.
He really has no interest in underdeveloped little girls. Even if they have a good relationship, everyone is still his daughter. Emotionally sensitive little girls are even more troublesome. It is a waste of work time.
Can't afford to offend, can't afford to offend.
…
The next day, there was light rain in the sky early in the morning.
Ayaka Urano arrived at Takayama Otome's tattoo shop on time and paid the 50,000 yen required for the tattoo. She also took out a drawing and handed it to Takayama Otome, "Can you take a look at this?"
Takayama Otome took the drawing and looked at it, raising her eyebrows, "Did you draw it yourself?"
The picture shows a butterfly spreading its wings and about to fly. The pattern lines are smooth, and the flying wings on both sides of the butterfly are misaligned. When put together, it looks like a fox mask with its eyes and tail hung up.
The two animals are completely integrated, which is a very interesting idea.
"Does it look good?" Ayaka Urumo asked with a smile.
"It's indeed good," Takayama Otome stared at the painting on the picture again and again, "Black?"
Urano Ayaka nodded, "It's black."
Takayama Otome raised her eyes and looked at Urano Ayaka. She felt that this girl probably had a problem in her head. Since she was not Ayamon, why would she come to her to suffer the pain of hand carving? She advised, "You have to think carefully. If you just want to try it, Just go to the tattoo shop on the commercial street and get it done. It can be washed off in about a month. It doesn’t hurt and you won’t regret it. Even if you want to get a tattoo, they can use a tattoo machine in those places to get it done in about three hours. I estimate here. It hurts for six or seven hours."
"I've thought about it." Ayaka Urano nodded.
Seeing that there was no one on the street on a rainy day, Takayama Otome simply went to close the store, took out 20,000 yen from a wad of money and handed it to Ayaka Uramo, then turned around and went to the curtained back room, "This is your refund." Come with me for the money, I’ll make a promise first, if you can’t bear the pain, stop it in the middle, but if you decide not to get the tattoo, I won’t refund the money to you.”
"I got it." Ayaka Urumo followed.
Takayama Otome placed a carved knife with a long steel handle inlaid with fine needles in front of Urano Ayaka, which looked like a large execution scene.
Ayaka Urano always felt that Takayama Otome was deliberately trying to scare her, and found it a bit funny. She sat on the mat with her back to Takayama Otome, took off her coat and shirt, and sat down with her legs folded, exposing her smooth back.
Takayama Otome raised her eyes and saw the girl's delicate skin. She always felt that it was too bad. She resisted the urge to chase people away, stepped forward and repeatedly confirmed the position with Urano Ayaka, and prepared to take action with a stern face.
Time passed by, and the needle dipped in ink quickly pierced the girl's back near her right shoulder, and the skin quickly became red and swollen.
Takayama Otome looked at the girl sitting with her back to her, hugging her knees, and was a little surprised. "It will hurt more next time. Do you want to rest for a while?"
Judging from her skin, she must be a pampered girl. After two hours, she was carrying it silently and motionlessly, which suddenly reminded her of her back then.
She was about fifteen or sixteen years old at the time, and was recognized by her powerful father. It took her a month to finish all the tattoos. She had to grit her teeth and get them done. It is entirely the perseverance that comes from the anguish in my heart and the expectations for the future.
Ayaka Urano felt the burning pain in her back and smiled, "No, I can still bear it."
That's nothing compared to being given up.
She just regretted it a little. If she hadn't been able to see Lark last night and Lark hadn't listened to her talk about her inner troubles, she would have been able to bear it better.
She didn't want to talk to Kenichi Kurahashi about those things.
Perhaps it was because her mother repeated day after day that her father was an irresponsible man who abandoned them. Even though she could feel Kenichi Kurahashi's regret and concern for her, she still couldn't get close to him.
"Do you want to add some other colors?" Takayama Otome didn't know what Ayaka Urano was thinking, but she liked tough girls, so her tone softened a lot unconsciously, "Add some red to the pattern, it will hurt just as much. , but it will be more like Fox Mask. If you like other colors, I can help you adjust them, orange, blue, purple..."
Urano Ayaka shook her head, "No, just black. He seems to like black."
"Boyfriend?" Takayama Otome didn't insist anymore. The needle on the carving knife in her hand pierced into the red and swollen skin without mercy. She didn't want to ruin the pattern just because she used less force. With the girl's stubbornness, If it was ruined, I would probably have to figure out how to make up for it, which would hurt even more.
"Hiss..." Ayaka Urano took a breath, "No."
"Is that the person you like?" After Takayama Otome asked, seeing Urano Ayaka's silence, she continued, "He is a member of the Yakuza? If he suffers for others and leaves something like this that cannot be washed away in his life, then that's okay Too stupid."
"I just want to remember him," Ayaka Urano said in a very soft and serious voice, "He made me feel that I still have support and meaning in my life."
Takayama Otome laughed, "How old are you? It seems like there is no point in living anymore?"
Ayaka Urano thought for a while, the meaning of existence is for the father who abandoned their mother and daughter? For giving up her mother? For friends who would watch her be taken away if they got in trouble? Or is it for the new classmates who can't really understand her?
Keeping secrets makes you lonely.
Fortunately, she had Lark. Even if she couldn't see him, at least she felt that there was something to look forward to in life, and there was someone who could listen to her talk and drive away after she went home to report that she was safe.
After she sent the email last night, she stood behind the window and watched the car parked on the street leave. She could see clearly that Lark waited for her message and her reply of 'safe' before leaving.
Takayama Otome didn't expect Urano Ayaka to give her any meaningful answer, and continued talking about other things, "Forget it, it's too late for you to regret it now. Are you a high school student?"
"Junior high school student," Ayaka Urumo frowned and endured the pain, "Student of Uehara Junior High School."
"I regret it," Takayama Otome complained. "If someone reports it, I will be in trouble."
