"My parents are very strict and don't want us to fall in love before college. Junko has been hiding it from her family and no one told her what to do. She is not as brave as Asaka. When the rumors became more and more fierce, she chose to escape and had no courage. Standing in front of you again, I don’t have the courage to confess my little thoughts to other people, even Asaka, and I don’t formally say sorry to you before I graduate and leave.” Ma Yuan Kyohei looked at Chi Feichi, “She graduated from high school last year. After that, I chose a foreign university and had less contact with Chaoxiang. I thought it was strange. After asking her several times this year, she told me that she regretted it and felt that she should at least apologize to you before you graduated... "
"Actually, I should have noticed a long time ago. She suddenly became very depressed and taciturn in the past two years. I should have noticed it, but I was busy with tennis training and tennis matches at that time. It took so long for things to happen. I know she’s hiding this in her heart.”
Saying that, Mabuchi Kyohei smiled helplessly, "Today I met Mr. Chi, so I called her secretly. In the bathroom, I talked about paying for the mistakes I made when I was young. It was me who was comforting her over the past few years. She is not happy and has been living with guilt. I think she should face this matter and come to you to explain it clearly, or let me say it. However, she lingered and said that she wanted to be mentally prepared and come to you in person to speak. I don't think this matter can go on like this, so I'll just let me say it. Junko is my sister, and I need to say sorry to you on her behalf..."
"It's okay," Chi Feichi said calmly, "I am indeed not an easy person to get along with."
This is not irony.
Not to mention himself, the original consciousness also has problems in communication, and he is not a very friendly person.
But the difference between him and the original consciousness is that he doesn't care about these things. If it were him back then, he would just live happily no matter what others say.
Aloof and arrogant? Well, yes, I am this kind of person, do you have any opinions? If you have any opinions, you can speak up directly, but whether you listen or not depends on my mood.
Probably due to a different mentality, although he occasionally felt the emotions of the original consciousness when recalling them, he could not treat them as what happened to him, which led to his generosity.
In fact, he is not qualified to forgive anyone on behalf of the original consciousness, whether it is Mabuchi Junko or Ikekana.
But the original consciousness has dissipated, and the living people will continue to live. The person who took over this body and this identity will continue to exist in this world, so let's make a choice that is good for everyone.
If the original consciousness existed, and with that guy's character, he would probably be relieved to figure out these things and get them solved, and it would be a lot easier.
"Brother Fei Chi, do you really not take it to heart?" Haiyuan Ai noticed that the straw was sucking air. When she lowered her head and looked down, she realized that she had drank up a glass of orange juice and reached for the watermelon juice.
It is better to drink watermelon juice when reading gossip...
"It's all over, I didn't care," Chi Feichi stopped Haiyuan Ai's hand and moved the juice away, "Drink less."
Drinking so much juice before eating will easily lead to diarrhea, not to mention whether you can still eat later.
"Mr. Chi..." Ma Yuan Kyongping hesitated to speak. He couldn't figure out what Chi Feichi meant by his attitude and whether he had forgiven his sister.
Hui Yuan Ai retracted her hand regretfully. Although she knew she couldn't drink anymore, she still couldn't help but secretly poked Chi Fei Chi, "Don't worry, if Brother Chi had cared about it, he would have found your home long ago. He is not The kind of person who sucks it up and does nothing.”
In Hui Yuan Ai's heart, is he this kind of person?
Chi Feichi silently reflected on what caused Haihara Ai to have this illusion, and reminded him by the way, "Can you be a gentle and considerate little cotton-padded jacket like other people's sisters?"
"You are not as gentle and kind as other brothers, and don't hesitate to give your sister more smiles." Haiyuan Ai replied leisurely.
Everyone is pretty much the same, let alone the boss.
Conan couldn't help but laugh. He felt that Haiyuan was more suitable to be reincarnated into the Chi family, where he would have been fighting against each other since childhood... Well, forget it, if these two people had lived in the same family for a long time, their personalities would have been even worse than they are now.
Genta, Mitsuhiko and Ayumi turned their attention to Makino Yasuhiko and Higashida Koshi.
They have not forgotten that there are two problematic characters here!
Mitsuhiko looked at Makino Yasuhiko seriously, "Then, Coach Makino takes Brother Chi's backpack..."
Makino Yasuhiko was stunned. These children already knew?
"No," Ayumi interrupted Mitsuhiko's question and looked at Higashida Koshi, "I think we should ask Coach Higashida first!"
"Uh..." Higashikata was a little confused.
Why does this child look at him so fiercely?
Conan came to his senses and said quickly, "Coach Higashida doesn't hate Brother Chi."
Ayumi frowned, "But ten years ago..."
"Ten years ago, Coach Higashida said that Brother Chi was not suitable for playing tennis. Actually, it was because he didn't want Brother Chi to become a professional tennis player, right?" Conan looked at Higashida Yue, "At that time, Brother Chi would train very late. I He wants to train with an intensity that exceeds the intensity corresponding to his age, but Coach Higashida once injured his eyes because he was too competitive and could never stand in the professional arena. From now on, our training is arranged appropriately according to his age. Therefore, his The training was not arranged by Coach Higashida, but he conducted the training himself. Coach Higashida probably saw a dangerous competitiveness in him and was worried that he would follow his own path, so he said some excessive words..."
"Then why don't you tell him directly?" Makino Yasuhiko said dissatisfied, "Why would you rather destroy the confidence of a talented and hard-working child than tell him directly?"
Conan was stunned for a moment, then murmured in a low voice, "That's it."
"What's wrong?" Hui Yuarai asked in a confused voice.
"He thought that Coach Makino and Coach Higashikata had been at odds over the years because he heard what Coach Higashida said ten years ago," Chi Feichi said, "But they have worked together for several years, and Coach Makino knows very well about Higashida. The reason why Coach Tian did this is that he just couldn’t accept Coach Higashida’s way of handling it.”
"Yeah, I think Coach Makino was also paying attention to Brother Chi at that time," Conan nodded and admitted that he had indeed guessed that before. "The old lady said that she passed by a coach on the night of the second day of the game. That The person is probably Coach Makino. I thought Coach Makino was dissatisfied with those words and felt that Coach Higashida had delayed Brother Chi, so he had a problem with Coach Higashida..."
"Because I have a hunch, I can't persuade Fei Chi," Higashikata said suddenly, his face became a little weird, "His training intensity is not only much higher than that of his peers, but it has basically reached the limit of what his body can bear. At first, I felt very happy when I saw talented and hard-working children..."
At that time, Higashikata planned to train Chi Feichi as his only disciple. He felt that his dream of not being able to stand in the professional arena could be inherited by his students, and the little guy could definitely shine.
When Chi Feichi trained in the first year, although Higashi Tianyue felt that the training intensity was too high, he did not stop him too strongly. Maybe he did, but he failed to convince Chi Feichi and was persuaded by Chi Feichi instead.
"'Isn't it good to work hard? Anyway, my training did not exceed the limit of what my body can bear, right?' Just this sentence made me unable to refute," Higashida said with a frustrated face, saying that it was too difficult for him as a coach , it’s not that he didn’t think about it, but he couldn’t say it. “When he came over the second year, I felt that I couldn’t continue. I also talked to him about the problem of being too competitive, but in the end, he never succeeded. I was somewhat convinced by him..."
Who can understand how difficult it was for him?
I talked to Chi Feichi here. His blood was boiling and his heart was filled with: Yes, you should work hard when you are young. There is nothing wrong with being competitive. Competitiveness is the driving force for human progress.
When he calmed down afterwards, all he could think about was: No, being too competitive can be harmful. He was trying to persuade the child, but why was he persuaded instead?
The next time we go to talk, the same old path will be repeated.
Conan glanced at Chi Feichi and said, "Look, look, what have you done to the coach? You can force a good-tempered person to say something like 'You are not suitable and I don't want to teach you' with a cold face."
Chi Fei did not explain for a long time.
These are two different concepts of life.
One feels that one should proceed step by step, do the right thing at the right time, preserve oneself, and focus on the future.
The other person feels that life should be fought and fought while young and strong.
It is impossible to tell who is right and who is wrong, or neither is wrong.
Coach Higashikata's past experience led to the former concept. For the original consciousness, hard work is also to achieve one's own goals. If you are willing to work hard, what's wrong with it?
He still feels that the idea of the original consciousness at that time was not wrong.
In my memory, Coach Higashida once asked: If you are too competitive, have you ever thought about what would happen if you lose a certain game?
Probably because he wanted to inoculate the original consciousness body, and he was worried that the original consciousness body would be hit even harder if he lost, and he would feel uncomfortable.
What the original consciousness said at that time was...
"I will not lose. If I lose, I will probably be a little unwilling. Then I will win back the next time, and then the next time, and keep winning until the opponent can no longer challenge me... That's what he said," Coach Higashida also said Thinking back to what Chi Feichi said back then, he felt extremely helpless, so he was beaten again. "I was convinced again, and even agreed to him practicing more, that is, on the eve of the sparring match, until the game. , I realized that I can’t go on like this. If he really wants to continue, I won’t stop him, but I won’t teach him anymore. Even if he thinks I am a bad person, when he stands on the playing field that day When competing for victory, when he wants to take risks in order to win, he can think of me as a bad person and think of what I said, and if he can hesitate and consider the consequences, then it will be worth it."
"Then why don't I think of you and want to prove that your idea is wrong? I can always win, I can make you regret it, and instead work harder?" Chi Feichi asked in return.
This is not a lever, but a possibility.
If it weren't for the fact that the target of the original consciousness was not a professional tennis player, he might have gone to this extreme.
Higashikata was stunned for a moment, then fell into silence.
Yes, he said that, what if it has the opposite effect?
Once again, I suddenly felt that what Chi Feichi said made sense.
Was he wrong? Wait, he wants to think about what he was thinking at the time...
